"I don't get it ?" Philip said standing to his feet. "Why is it one minute you care then the next you push me away?" He asked so close to Lukas that their breathing was spine chilling.

"I just- I-" Lukas put his head in his hands "I don't know" he finally spoke. "You do it because you're confused on how you feel. You feel like you'll get judged for liking me. You don't want to become the "freak that is gay" you're afraid you'll lose your reputation" Philip spoke softly in Lukas' ear.

"Just be yourself, let it all out. Don't put your walls up and hide in the dark" Philip whispered in Lukas' ear sending shivers down the blonde's spine.