"I couldn't- I couldn't help it" Lukas panicked as he burried his face in Philip's shoulder. "Lukas why couldn't you talk to me?" Philip asked lowly.

"I just- I thought I could forget the past even if it was for a few hours" Lukas practically sobbed in Philip's shoulder.

"L, you're strong you can get through this I promise" Philip replied lowly as he hugged Lukas. "I can't lose you!" Lukas shook violently as he cried harder. "Not you- too!" He cried.

"L, I'm staying with you. Through the good and bad. I'll help you with your inner demons" Philip replied rubbing Lukas' back comforting.