Lukas got to his feet before pacing the barn. "This is all my fault! The reason why I can't be around Philip! I mess every little thing up!" Lukas yelled kicking at a hay bale.

Philip had heard Lukas and decided to stay around but not to actually be seen by Lukas. Philip peeked his head in the barn to see Lukas taking out his anger on the hay bales.

"Go away Philip" Lukas said his voice cracking from yelling. "No" Philip argued "i'm staying it's what people do when they care for others" Philip declared. "And I want you out! Just get out, leave here and don't come back!" Lukas demanded.

"You don't mean that Lukas. You're not acting like you usually do. You lock yourself away!  I haven't seen you in 5 months Lukas! I thought you did something beyond terrible to yourself!" Philip shouted.

"Just go" Lukas replied quietly. Philip sighed before walking out of the barn and back to where he placed his bike.

Lukas shook his head "I love Philip! He keeps me from doing dumb things but I can't help it sometimes... How can someone so heartless like me fall for someone so amazing like Philip?" Lukas yelled.

"Lukas! Lukas, i'm here for you. I don't want to lose you... Please" Philip begged. Lukas didn't talk back he just hugged Philip "i'm sorry" Lukas whispered.