As I grew up

I realized one thing

One little but important thing

Being lonely is no big deal

How many times have I felt alone even between all those people?

I used to crave friendship and relationship

I used to cry because I had no friend

I used to want to die because everyone was fucking happy when I wasn't

Being lonely is no big deal

No matter how dead it makes you feel

They say you must learn to live in society

But what can you do when society doesn't want you?

Nothing

Against rejection, nothing you can do

You just got to suffer in silence

Because if you tried to speak up, no one would listen nor understand

Shut up, go with the wind

Let life kill you and the time erase everything

You were there, but you weren't

It doesn't matter, anyway

No one cares

All you do is making my head hurt

When you think you're there for me with those useless words

Fuck off!

Lone and alone is one great thing

Because, really, being lonely is no big deal

No big deal 'cause it's when I look at the shallow others

That I realize how much I'm happy to be on my own