Nothing.
I see nothing.
That's what scares me.
Have I been like this my whole life?
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"Can you see me?" I ask, scared.

"No, but I do know how to get you back to normal" she replies

"Please" I say, relieved that I am not going crazy.

"Ok, now just do the same thing you did last time, but instead of thinking of invisibility, think about being seen again" Dr. Rosenberg instructs.

I do as she says, shocked that I had that power.

I thought about being visible,  like I used to be, five minutes earlier. I opened my eyes.

I can finally see myself in the mirror again.

"Now can you see me?" I ask very desperate for consent.

"Yes" she replies. "I bet you're surprised that you could do that".

"Uh huh" I reply, looking myself  through and through in the mirror.
It would have been so much easier if I knew this earlier on in my life.

My mind wasn't focusing on what to say at all. In fact, that was the last thing that I would be thinking about right now. How canI do this? I wondered to myself, in awe at what had just happened.

I came out of my daze.

"Ok, what's next?" I ask. Wanting to see what other things I could do.

"Now, I want you to lay down the examination table and relax all of your muscles. No tensing up, or this will hurt more than it should"

"What?!" Just when I had felt comfortable enough to relax, the knots that used to be in my stomach tightened even more, making me feel like I had eaten rocks.

"Calm down and relax your muscles" she said, with an oddly comforting smile on her face.

Quickly, I tried to release all of the tension in my body, knowing that it would make me feel much better.

"Here we go!" She said.

Before I even had the chance to tense up again, she zapped me with a lazar. It felt as if my body had been fully submerged in lava. The last thing I saw was Dr. Rosenberg grab a big bulky helmet that was sitting on the counter, and then everything went dark.