It's been 2 hours and y/n can't sleep he's been tossing and turning in his sleeping position.

Y/n: *sighs* I need a drink

He then goes out changing into a pair of ripped jeans and a white button up

Y/n then gets into his mustang as he's going to juniors

He then arrived as he parks his car going into the club with the lights illuminating him as he enters he then sees junior bartending

Junior: y/n your back *gives him a high five*

Y/n: *high fives Him back* thanks junior it's good to see you again

Junior: so why you here?

Y/n had explained he's back at beacon academy and he's gonna be staying for a while

Junior: well it's good to have you back. What would you like?

Y/n: a godfather please

Junior: coming right up

Y/n then looks around and he can't help but look and see everyone having fun

Y/n then hears junior coming back

Junior: here's your drink

Y/n: Thanks *takes a sip*

Junior then get another of his men to bartend as he sits next to y/n

Junior: still grieving over your family

Y/n: I can never forget the day. I can still see everything in vivid detail

Junior: *sighs* I'm sorry. No one especially you doesn't deserve to suffer for what those people did to your family

Y/n: I can't get over my grief it tears me up every time and day of the week

Junior: the best you can do is start over

Y/n: for some people for me I can't do that

Junior: *puts hands on y/n's shoulder* sometimes life throws a curveball at you maybe you'll rethink your decision on what your gonna do

Y/n: thanks junior I appreciate it

Junior: no problem *gets up to leave* order all the drinks you want it's on me

Y/n: thanks *orders another godfather*

Bartender: is that all sir

Y/n: yes sir *gives the man $20 tip*

Bartender: thank you be safe

Y/n waves his hand as he exits junior's club

He then drives back to beacon as he goes inside he sneaks past the dorms making sure not to make noise he then goes to sleep

Y/n: "junior maybe right but I don't know what to do now *sighs* goddamn it I'm so fucking confused"

He then goes to sleep

Flashback

As y/n was making his way down the steps of his classroom he was the last one to leave after helping clean up. A foot trips him as he goes down falling down the stairs and landing in a heap and he holds his leg in pain

Y/n: aaaugh *holds leg* why?

He then turns up hearing a small snicker and y/n sees Jane smiling

Jane: clumsy much? Dumbass

Y/n struggles to stand up a he glares at her

Y/n: common sense tells you no or maybe you can't tell

Janes smirks then darkens as she the signals to someone behind him only to feel someone then push him down

Y/n turns seeing Rin there

Rin: you shouldn't babble your mouth it makes you sound even more like a moron

Y/n: says the woman who doesn't know when to *rins leg hits y/n square in his stomach making him cough blood*

Rin: you should know I'm not going easy this time

Y/n: when are you ever easy?

Rin: oh yeah I'm not

She then proceeds to attack y/n the throws him into one of the desks breaking it as she holds her blades to his neck drawing blood

Rin: move and you die

Y/n remains slilent as she then leaves as Jane then threw a book at his head causing a cut to appear on his head

Y/n: why? Why do they do this to me

Y/n shakily makes his way to his dorm after he cleans the classroom and his wounds

The next day

Y/n was seen walking around listening to music on his headphones before his headphones are taken off and he is thrown against the wall

Y/n groans as he sees who it was yang, Blake coco and Pyrrha

Y/n: what do you all want?

Yang: should you have to ask

Y/n: no however screw you

Yang smirks

Yang: wrong answer orphan

Yang then grabs him before lucking him in the stomach as he spits out blood again.

Yang: it's always good to do this

Blake: always is *she hits him with the blade side of her blades as y/n falls down to his knees*

As the assault happened with Pyrrha doing the last one a punch to the face he crumbles down holding his jaw in pain

Yang: *laughing* come on girls let's go

Coco: stupid fuck

Blake: your family wouldn't be happy with you

Pyrrha doesn't do anything but she stared at y/n as he readjusted a broken jaw as he resets it she leaves as well

Flashback end

Y/n woke up with a gasp as he remembered the times where he was bullied by the teams all by themselves or even one on one

Y/n: "why are they getting more vivid than before"

He then gets up and showers changing into his clothes from the night before as he made his way to the cafeteria

Y/n stops at the doors his body shaking with anger and nerves

Y/n: "come on I've fought 15 white fang members this shouldn't be hard"

Timeskip

Y/n was sitting alone as he was eating stuffed French toast and some raspberry ice tea as he ordered he wasn't harassed but he could feel the looks sent his way

And honestly he didn't care for them or what they wanted

As y/n took another bite he hears several trays land on his table

Y/n: "no please Monty oum no"

Y/n then sees his former teammates rwby jnpr there

Y/n: what did I tell you yesterday?

Ryuko: y/n we just wanna talk just give us the time of day

Y/n: last time I remembered talking to you I was beaten down on my back and you spitting on me

Ryuko: just listen

Y/n: did you listen to me *silence* then no

Jane: y/n I'm sorry for doing....

Y/n: doing what oh yeah good times isn't it. Tripping me down the stairs throwing books at me and my favorite saving your ass against the Ursla major and you telling the others I did nothing to help you

Jane's eyes water at y/n's harsh words

Nora: hey come on no need to be that way

Y/n: and you want something to say after all you broke both my legs twice

Ruby: y/n please we all regret what we've done

Y/n: doesn't look like it *finishes his French toast* I'm done I'm going to my dorm

Only for Lara's hand to grab his

Lara: *teary eyed* please y/n we just want a moment of your time

Y/n: why? Oh yeah to beat me up again and to also steal my things

Lara: n-no it ain't like that

Y/n: I fallen for that trick Twice from you... fool me 3 times and I'm dumb as bricks

Y/n then takes his ice tea and finishes it as he leaves as Lara puts her hands on her eyes while Jane did the same

Weiss: hey they're trying to be nice to you

Y/n: let me say something... I... don't.... give... a...flying.... fuck

Weiss was shocked at that because before y/n cared for others now he doesn't care for anyone

Yang: please y/n we are so sorry for everything we have done. All we just want is just another chance

Y/n: *turns around* I gave you all a chance and guess what you made me into ronin because of your taunts actions and words you made me this way and for what

Yang: because.... because we all love you

Y/n: hahaha... that's a good one usually your jokes are bad but this one is actually good

At that y/n leaves leaving a hurt jnpr rwby and former teammates as he leaves he then goes into the hallway accidentally bumping into another bully Catherine Winchester

Catherine: hey watch were your going....y/n is that you?

Y/n: of course it's me *he then goes to leave*

Catherine: wait *y/n leaves not acknowledging her* wait please

She then goes around the corner only to see him not there

Catherine: what's wrong with him?

Beacon academy gym

Y/n had to calm down his temper and so he changed into some workout clothes and was working out his anger and frustrations

He also had speaker playing this song

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As he was punching the bag he was usin kicks punches knees and elbows as the bag seemed to say give up after each punch

Y/: gaaah *punches the bag as it exploded into sand as he sits down seeing 4 more they are destroyed*

Y/n looks at his hands as they were bruised and a bit bloody after hitting too hard on the canvas and he slumps down feeling exhausted

Y/n: I need to take a bath

Y/n had managed to avoid anyone else as he was back at his dorm shredding his clothes as he showered as he cleaned he heard a seductive feminine yet dark voice

???: y/n

He turns around as he looks around his shower then peaks out not seeing or hearing anything else.

Y/n: must have been my imagination I need some rest

Y/n then goes to bed not knowing that a black and red grimm bird is spying on him with a look of hunger on its face as it vanished into black smoke

A/n: hope you all liked this chapter and yes y/n is going through a crisis involving him and his sucide

Now he's gonna have to deal with the girls trying to earn his forgiveness

Also got some new stories coming out soon and please check out my dead or Alive's the Baba Yaga it's an oc story and I would appreciate the feedback

Love you all and be safe