Like coffee that hasn't gone cold yet, because I couldn't imagine not drinking it as soon as it arrived.

Like the last pastry I decided I deserved this time.

Like the name of a favorite song, I'd never remember again.

Like a color I hadn't discovered.

A book I couldn't find.

Like being proud of myself.
Like letting myself feel.
Letting myself say what I wanted.
Letting myself admit what I needed.

A walk in the rain.
A summer vacation.
A fall of rest.
A winter of abundance.

Living in the moment.
Never asking myself when it was gonna go wrong.
Never having to wonder when it was gonna go right.

Never something more I wanted said.
Never something less I wanted to hear.
Never flinching at a touch.
Never feeling like I had to look away.
And never wanting to.

Never feeling I wasn't enough.
Never feeling I was too much.

The moon.
The stars.
The sun.

Being thankful that even if it's gone one day, at least I had it.

All the things I couldn't have;

I found them here. With you.