Hey guys...

i'm back!!

i have been out of touch for so long that i didn't know how to proceed. i had to re-read my own story to know where i had left off and what to do next. i was completely blank...

anyways... i'm outta Hiatus and i hope this chapter will relieve many of you. 

Hehe thanks for the love and support you gave me. 

I haven't edited the chapter. there might be mistakes. please bear with it. 

Love you all. 

Enjoy!!!

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Jungkook slumped down in his seat. The cafeteria was as noisy as ever. Gazing to one particular table, a certain brunette he had hoped to catch a glance of was not present.

He sighed. He didn't even deserve to look for Taehyung. Atleast not after what he did. He had seen those tears for the first time. For the first time the unmistakable pain and pain and pain in his mate's eyes. The broken face and the hurt eyes. But he couldn't do anything. He  didn't even move, afraid that if he did he might go and kiss the brunette or do more. Plead for forgiveness and tell him why exactly he was doing it. But if all what his father told him was true, then he could not see Taehyung.

His friends joined the table as loud as usual and cheerful like always. Except that Jungkook was feeling dead inside. He feeling empty.

Even if it was fights or catcalls or flirting,  he and Taehyung never stayed away from each other, for long. Even though they were enemies,  Taehyung had so much attuned into his life that without him, now, he was feeling lonely.

And moreover feeling shit for breaking Taehyung.

"But why the hell would he leave like that?"

Jungkook looked up to see Jimin and Yoongi sit down opposite him. The omega seemed worried and unusually took a seat at their table rather than at Taehyung's.

"He will be fine" Yoongi sighed.

Jimin scoffed "how dare he just simply walk away without saying anything? Stupid Alpha bloods. Always bossy and arrogant."

Yoongi frowned "hey. Not all are bossy and arrogant!"

Everyone at the table turned to give Yoongi a look as if asking 'really?'. Jimin wrinkled his nose at Yoongi.

The pale man sighed "okay. Maybe a little."

Everyone kept staring at him and he snapped "what the fuck are you all looking at?"

"Jimin" Jaebum came up with a very serious face "did you see Tae?"

Jimin sighed "He took off without telling me anything. i don't know. maybe he went back to the pack or maybe to the woods for a run. i don't know what he does half the time now a days. you know how he's being all messed up..."

Jaebum glanced at Jungkook who had his eyes fixed steadily at his plate, but all ears into their conversation about taehyung. The beta nodded and left the table, back to his group.

Jimin extended his arm asking for Yoongi's phone "I forgot mine"

Jimin was stuffing his face with sandwiches as he dialed a number and put it in speaker, placing it beside his plate as he continued having. Everyone froze as soon as the call was picked.

"H-h ah! Hel-llo?"

Jimin choked and the Jungkook paled, freezing at the sound. It wasn't Taehyung. The voice was different and also a male!

"Ah! Ah! Shit!  Tae-h-hyungg. Its your pho-one" the voice continued and a growl was heard in response, unmistakably Taehyung.

Jungkook fisted his hands and his teeth were clenched together. knuckles going as white as a sheet of ice and eyes hardening. his insides churned and boiled. He felt the rage through his blood. A fire which made him want to kill who ever his mate was fucking with.

Jimin looked like he'd seen a ghos. The other's  stared at Jungkook warily.

Jungkook grabbed the phone and spat through it, voice cold "nice to know that you have begun enjoying fucking guys, kim Taehyung."

He stood up his chair scraping the floor and  hitting the ground. The cafeteria fell silent and turned to look at the dark haired male just in time to see him throw the phone across the cafeteria to the opposite wall with all his force, smashing it into tiny pieces.

"That's my phone you son of a gun!!"

"DEAL WITH IT!!" he screamed flipping the whole table over. Jimin screamed and Yoongi just had the time to pull his mate from being squashed underneath the table.  "You all made me do this! you all destroyed everything for me! fucking deal with it..." He stormed out after giving a glare at Yoongi who had lunged to attack Jungkook, eyes flashing red but being held back by their friends and ran for the woods.

 The whole cafeteria had fallen pin drop silent, all eyes fixed at a paticular table, blinking.

                          ~

The first rogue Jungkook found was simply strolling through the trees. But he was so much wanting to see blood that he took less than three seconds to bring down the lone wolf.

Taehyung was fucking someone else! He couldn't get rid off the lewd noises he had heard through the phone, that kept replaying in his head. The more he thought,  the more he wanted to kill. So he ran off searching for more rogues. He ran soo far that he wasn't sure if he was in the same country.

'Jungkook!  What are you doing?' His father's voice echoed in his head 'stop!'

Jungkook didn't bother as he killed the third rogue that day. He was about to run away when a wolf pounced on him, pinning him to the ground.

'Jungkook! Stop this madness'

Jungkook scarmbled away from his father's grip snarling back 'you don't order me! You ruined it! You ruined everything!'

'I didn't ruin anything,  Jungkook. Only if you tell me what's going on i can understand. Aren't you overreacting?'

Jungkook growled loud 'overreacting?! How will yoi feel if you hear mom being fucked by someone else?'

Wonhoo growled and snarled barely holding himself back 'carefull what you speak son. I and your mother love each other'

'Well then to let you know...I Love Kim Taehyung! And knowing that he's sleeping with someone is like ripping me from the inside out.'

'W-what?'

Jungkook lowered his head, all fight leaving him at the confession. It was true. More than true. He felt his eyes water and he whimpered lowly

'I love him, dad. I have never felt so full and complete without him'

Silence dawned upon the two and Wonhoo walked forward nuzzling Jungkook's black fur and licking his face.

'Why didn't you tell me that?' Wonhoo asked.

'I.....I... what difference would it have made? either way we'll have to stay away from each other'

'Jungkook-'

'just let me be' He turned around and walked away 'i"ll come back when i feel i'm okay. And just so that you know-' He spoke bitterly 'even though i try not to... i find myself hating you dad'

He didn't wait to hear his father as he sped away, blocking everything and everyone. only one face keep appearing crystal clear in his eyes. Taehyung crying at the class room door. He threw back his head and let out a heart breaking howl into the night sky. 

Fate was so cruel. 

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Taehyung didn't know what to feel.  He pulled out of minjae as soon as Jungkook steel voice was heard through the phone. Minjae cried when the suddenly stopped. Taehyung scrambled out of the bed, staggering back into the wardrobe, still very naked, eyes glistening over and heart thudding wildly.

"Taehyung...." Minjae sat up in the bed realising that something was wrong "What happened to you? what's wrong??!"

Taehyung couldn't find his voice to reply. his throat felt dry and he was still not out of shock. He'd heard Jungkook's voice. it could have been months or years since they last talked or ever met.... even then he'd be able to recognize that voice. 

'nice to know that you have begun enjoying fucking guys, kim taehyung'

he took a shaky breath through his nostrils.Minjae walked up to him "Taehyung...are you alright? Who...who was it?"

Taehyung Paled. He knew Jungkook had no right to be angry at him or accuse him of sleeping with someone else. JUngkook was a fucking Moron. But even then he couldn't deny the stab in his already brokenheart. the pain and an ugly guilty feeling at the pit of his stomach.

"it's him... its the man i love. It's Jeon Jungkook"

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Jungkook didn't know how many days had passed. He didn't keep a track of day and night. He found himself killing rogues, attacking wild animals just to raw blood, to dull his anger, to make the pain within him vanish. at times when he found no living creature around him, he attacked trees, until one of his claws broke of sending an excruciating pain up his whole body.

He felt weak. He was hungry. He could have fed on tiny mammals, but he had no experience eating in his wolf form, biting into raw fleash and the idea kind of repulsed him. Yet, then again he found himself chewing on a dead rabbit.

He slept off most of the time and he blocked out everyone.

It wasn't until Yoongi broke through his Barrier in mind. Stupid True blood. Well he was half of it. and his other half..... he didn't want to think about it.

"Jungkook" Yoongi voice was strained, panicked, angry and a mix of all the emotions you avoid.

"The pack is attacked again! come home! Fast! we need you!"

Jungkook waited for no more words. Like a bullet he raced through the forests, finding his way back home all the while cursing for going so far out of territory.

when he dashed through into the pack ground his heart lurked out of his body. The whole packed seemed torned apart. Houses ashen from fires that were already put out. the broken buildings and wolves wailing and mourning over their dead. 

It was horrible. It was what his mighty pack was reduced to. He ran through them, the people crying over to him, seeking comfort

"Alpha! they killed everyone!"

"My papa is not walking up..-"

"My wife. my children. all are gone-"

"i have nothing left-"

He stumbled into the pack house. Namjoon enclosed him in a bear hug, his eyes red and tortured. His brother didn't speek anything. Nor did anyone else in the room. they all stood towards the walls as if making way for his entrance. Something in him felt like he'd eaten rotten garbage. He felt like vomiting. Run away. But something in him kept him walking forward towards the white bunch layed on the floor.

Jimin was weeping silently into Yoongi's chest who kept murmuring and craddling the Omega.

He saw his mother. She was sitting on a chair staring at nothing. eyes unfocused and a dead expression he had never seen in his whole life. 

"Mom" He choked

She turned, staring at him as if she didn't see him there. then her eyes focused, settled on his face and body. Tears filled those orbs and she sprang up dashing into his arms wailing violently. shaking and trembling. The dread in his stomach deepened. he looked down at her shoulder and froze. There was no mark. The skin was red and angry like something that should have been there had disappeared.

He lifted his eyes to the white bundle on the floor.

He smelled death all over his pack.

He stared at the face of the man covered by the white cloth, seeing it properly since he entered. 

Jeon Wonhoo laid there cold and pale. Fate really was cruel.

His father was dead.