Dec's Pov

A frantic Jordan and scared Tom sit on my couch.

"He threw up blood you say?" I ask to assure myself. Tom just nods and rubs Jordan's back.

"Your goddess Jordan she-" I sigh how to I tell him this.

"She isn't well to say the-"

"Bullshit. Dec she's never been happier in her entire life! She...." Jordan begins to cry.

"She may seem happy Jordan but I can assure you she's not. The pain she feels in her heart is taking a toll on you, her most loyal and beloved follower. When a god weakens so do their followers. Ianite needs you Jordan. Spark has been gone for 10 years, and she's adjusted to life without him. But you, you're different. She loves you Jordan and would never want you hurt. The reason you saw Anastasia and Crystal was due to Ianite reading through your mind. She longs to know more about her sky traveler."

Ianite's Pov

"Ianite." Spark pulls me closer to him protectively. "Spark?"

"YOU LISTEN HERE! LEAVE JORDAN ALONE!"

"Tom I'm not sure what you're talking about."

"YOU KEEP YOUR STUPID MIND READING ABILITIES AWAY FROM JORDAN!"

"Tom stop." Its Jordan he's weak, I can feel it. Tom's eyes swell up with tears.

"Tom what's wrong?" I ask softly. He just gives me a death glare.

"Tom go home. I'll be there soon." Jordan's lost his voice.

"I can't leave you! What if-" Jordan pulls Tom into a hug. My heart drops.

"I'm gonna be okay. I'll see you later." Tom runs off not looking back.

"My Lady I need you to trust me. Spark I need your trust too." Jordan says quietly.

"What makes you think I don't trust you?" I ask and Jordan just shakes his head.

"You're weak Ianite, its my fault. Dec told me everything."

"What happened that caused-"

"I herd my parents. Yelling...no screaming that I should-" Jordan let's his gaze fall to thw floor.

"Telling me I should kill myself. That I'm never gonna be accepted. Only I herd it. I thought Wag was playing some kind of sick joke on me. But he-he wasn't. I got sick a few minutes after Tom showed up." Jordan pauses and kneels in front of me.

He places his hands on my thigh, sending shivers down my spine.

"Dec told me you loved me. That you wanted to be happy but its near impossible. Ianite when I went to the nether with Mot, I had no intention to hurt you in anyway. I was only there for moral support." I feel tears start rolling down my cheeks.

Jordan wipes them away. "Don't cry." He says softly. Dec's right.

Jordan stands and gently pulls me into a hug. "Please just ask me about my past. I'll answer any questions you have." I nod.

Jordan's Pov

I start to feel sick again. I'm not helping her.

"Jordan Dec's right. I'm so sorry."

"You have nothing to be sorry for My Lady." I try to sound serious but its difficult with the way my voice sounds.

"Its wrong for both of us Jordan!" The feeling gets worse. I gotta hold up, just for a few more minutes.

"Its illegal for me and you're not straight!" She sobs,

"I am." Spark chimes in but with the look I just gave him I doubt he will again.

Tom's Pov

"Tom I'm not gonna mark you again." Steve says harshly.

"Please. Just m-m-ake the pain stop." I sob Martha rubs my back gently.

"I can't cause you more pain. Its obvious the runes don't help. Heartbreak didn't work don't you remember?!" Steve sounds angry. Why can't he just mark me! It'd help the horrible feeling I have. I just know it would.

"She hurts him time and time again! Yet he still wants her over me."

"Tom I wouldn't call it that. Jordan loves you deeply he really does. He's doing what he's doing now for his own well-being." Martha says in a soothing manner.

Steve's communicator beeps.

"My Lady? Yeah Syndy is here. Ok ok bye." Steve slams his Stele (thing he uses to draw runes) on the counter.

"Syndy get armored." I wipe my tears. "Why?"

"Jordan's lost his mind."

"Jordan wouldn't hurt him." Martha snaps. Steve frowns.

Jordan's Pov

I cover my ears to try to stop Capsize's cries. It doesn't work.

"YOU COULD'VE SAVED ME!" She yells my whole body hurts.

"Jordan what's wrong?!" Ianite's soothing voice says.

"STAY AWAY FROM ME!" I feel myself begin to tremble. What did I do to deserve this?!

"MAKE IT STOP!" I sob Ianite looks like she's gonna cry.

"JORDAN I CAN'T! I DON'T KNOW HOW TO!"

Why didn't you save me! I loved you! You let me die!

Tom's Pov

I can hear Jordan's sobs. Steve came armored.

As we approach I can tell Ianite's crying too. She knows its her fault! And she's not doing anything about it.

"LEAVE ME A-" Jordan gasps for air "LONE!" I start to run towards Jordan but Steve catches my shirt.

"LET ME HELP HIM!" I shout and I see the hurt flash in Steve's eyes.

"Syndy let the poor boy mourn. Would you rather him be like me. Drink his worries." I jerk from Steve and sprint towarda Jordan.
My heart cracks when I see him. He's rocking back and fourth with his head hidden in his hands.

I freeze. Just to Jordan's left are the goggles. "The goggles." I choke out. Martha snaps her head around just as the goggles disappear!

I sit next to Jordan and wrap my arms around him.

"LEAVE ME ALONE!" He sobs and pushes me away from him.

"Jordan its me calm down!" I start to panic as Jordan shakes his head.

"She died for you! Yet you never showed her one bit of respect!" He's talking about Capsize.

"Jordan I-" Jordan looks at me and both Ianite and myself gasp.

His eyes are a deep set purple. Almost like Andor's get!

"You have nothing to say Thomas! There's nothing you can say." Jordan's voice has changed. Its more or a hiss and deeper.

This isn't Jordan and I'm sure as hell it isn't Ianite ether.

"You leave him alone!" I yell at it.

"You think its not me. No way your Jordan would ever push you away! You're correct Thomas, I'm not Jordan. Not your Jordan." It pauses and smiles an evil smile.

"I'm the side of him none knew existed! I'm that voice that lives in Jordan's head! I'm your worst nightmare!"

"What do you want from him! What's you mission!" Ianite yells.

"I observe." It looks to Spark,

"I record." It looks to me. God damn it, I hope it didn't record me and Jordan...

"I report." It looks to Martha who moves closer to me.

"I destroy." It pauses and Martha buries her head in my shoulder.

"Just kidding."

I watch as the life is sucked from my helpless husband.

Jordan's normal for a split second before going a shade of green.

I rub Jordan's back as he proceeds to loose everything in his stomach, more blood included.