We had agreed that we would take Ochi's old ship instead of returning to the Falcon wherever we went next. Much to the chagrin of C-3P0.

"We cannot possibly fly in that old wreck." 3P0 complained

"We gotta keep moving. Find someone who can translate that dagger, like a helpful droid" Poe retorted as we made our way up to the ship.

"I suggest we return to the millennium falcon at once."

"How is it you can understand irony but to the blatant obvious that they will be waiting for us there?" I question "Your older than me and even i know that." just as I was about to go off on a rant, Finn and Poe carried on the conversation while i stopped and turned to look out over the horizon.

"What is it?" Rey asks me and i turn to her

"I will be right behind you. Stay here." I tell her  "Boys, she does not leave your side." I order them. I jump down and used the force to ease my landing. I walk away from them as they should continue to get the ship up and running. I could sense him. He was here and he knew I was here. Stopping I hear the engines of a TIE fighter. I clicked my fingers and took a deep breath, then turned around.

As he approached i took off running then just as he was ring behind me I backflipped surrounded by the force and sliced through one of his wings destroying it and making him crash. There was a big explosion, yet I knew he was fine.

"Rory! Rory!" i turned to my sisters voice "They've got Chewie!" he pointed and i glanced up seeing a ship take off.

"Oh no you don't." I put my lightsaber back and lifted my arms out and flicked my wrists stopping the ship and dragging it back. From the wreckage he emerged and held out his hand, the two of us internally fought for the ship. I yelled in frustration and the most shocking thing happened a shock of energy emitted from my hand and wrecked the ship killing chewie.

"Chewie!" I yelled and covered my mouth in despair.

"Rory! Rory we got to go! Rory! Come on" My sister screamed at me as I stared at the figure of him. I shook my head and ran to the ship joining my sister and friends.

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We were now in deep space hiding amongst asteroids. I sat on the floor of the ship staring into nothingness.

"I lost control" my voice was hollow and empty "I've never lost control before."

"It wasn't your fault." Finn tried to assure me.

"It was."

"No, it was Ren. He made you do it." Rey took my hands and my gaze turned to her

"Chewie is gone. He's gone and it's my fault. That power it came from me. Rey there are things you don't know, things that scare me." I whisper terrified of my nightmares.

"Then tell us." they say across from me listening

"I have nightmares, nightmares that are become more real. The throne of the Sith and who was on it." I tell them, finally talking to someone about it.

"Ren." Finn guessed

"Not just him, but me as well I sit there a dark version of me, full of hate and darkness, all light gone. It's so scary." Rey wrapped her arms around me "I try to pass it off and brush it away with witty comments but it frightens me." Poe comes over to us.

"We've got eight hours left, what are we going to do?" he asks

"What can we do? We gotta go back to base." Finn answers

"We don't have time to go back. We are not giving up. If we do that then Chewie dies for nothing." Poe protests

"But Chewie had the dagger." Finn retorts

"Well, then we gotta find another way. Rory! Hey, Roe, look at me." I did as he kneels in front of me "You feel shit I get it, but it wasn't your fault. Now you get yourself together and help me finish this, freak out later kick ass now, got it." I nod ad sit up

"Chewie had the only clue to the way finder, it's gone so what do you suggest?" I state tying my hair back

"So true. The inscription lives only in my memory now." 3P0 commented and we all turned to him.

"Hold on. The inscription that was on the dagger is in your memory?" Poe questions

"Yes, Master Poe. But the translation is from a forbidden language cannot be retrieved. That is short of a complete redacted memory bypass."

"A complete what?" Finn questions

"It's a terribly dangerous and sinful act performed on unwitting droids by dregs and criminals."

"Let's do that." Finn states

"I know a black market droidsmith. But he's on Kijimi." Poe sighs, I heard about it, and personally didn't see a problem but clearly I was missing something.

"What's wrong with Kijimi?" I ask

"I had a little bad luck on Kijimi. But if this mission fails it's all been for nothing. All we've done all this time." Finn stands up

"We're all in this, till the end." Finn aims the last part of me

"yeah, you didn't need to say that Finn already yanked my head out of my pity party ass. We're going and you better face up to your shit because now is not the time to be distracted." Poe and I fist bumped

"For Chewie." Fin took my hand and held his other out to Poe

"I just...." I cut him off with a look and he took Finns hand. Rey took mine and 3P0 took Poes other hand. "Kijimi" Poe let go and set the course of Kijimi. Rey followed and flew us there.