Three days past since I met with the council. I felt like I lost my path. Master Kenobi managed to return my lightsabers. But, I was not allowed to leave the temple. Every day, I grew more angry with the council. I didn't know who I was, anymore. I wanted to return to the battlefield. But, the council felt I needed more time to get over my sorrow. I wished I was on the battlefield. Jillian was right, the council did not trust me. The only way for me to protect my friends is if I joined the dark side.