ADENS POV

"You like it?" I asked Max when he tasted the dip I made with Magnus. "Mh...it tastes like heave." Max said and licked with his tongue over his lips. I liked it when he did that because it made him look so hot. Max was so sexy and who could blame me for thinking that? Max saved my life and he was the best boyfriend I could ever have. He made me feel special and loved which made him perfect in my eyes. When I met Max he was trying to find out who he was and I was trying the same. Somehow we helped each other to become a person we could accept. Maybe it was just enough that the other one accept the person we were. In Max arms I felt save and he made me feel like I could be myself without having to think about consequences. I could complaine about things and I could say what I want. "Penny for your thoughts?" Max asked and pulled me out of my little bubble. "I was just thinking about us." I answered with a shy smile and Max smiled brightly at me. Max could make you smile with just him smiling at you and he knew how to treat people. Max could see through people and he knew when someone was lying. "I like it...well I love it. Aden, you thank me all the time but I never did it. I'm really thankful for meeting you because you helped me to accept myself. You taught me that who I am is okay and that I can love myself. Every day I am thankful that I met you." Max said softly and my heart melted. Max could be so romantic and he found always the right words. "You don't need to thank me for that. You make me really happy." I answered and cupped Max face with my hands. Usually it was Max who did that but with every moment I was away from David I felt more and more confident. David took all confidence I had away and pushed my insecurenesses higher and higher. David made me feel worthless and made me hate myself but Max fixed that. Max didn't even have to do anything. He just watched and loved me while I could fix myself with the knowledge that no matter what Max was by my side. I looked in Max eyes for a last time before I closed mine and brushed our lips together. Max lips were so soft and he moved them gently over mine. When I kissed him I remembered our fist kiss and thought how strong we grew after it. I smiled in the kiss and Max placed his hands on my hips. He pulled me closer and my hands slid down to his neck. We were so close our bodies touched and I could feel his heartbeat against mine. His heartbeat was as fast as mine and he carefully pressed his tongue against my lips. I opened my lips and let his warm tongue in. Max let his tongue explore my mouth but this kiss my knees weak and made my legs feel like jelly. After a few seconds Max pulled back to let us take a deep breath together and leaned our foreheads together. My eyes were still closed and my breath was faster than usual. “I love you.” I heard Max whispering and his breath tickled on my lips. “I love you too.” I mumbled and Max pecked my lips. These were the moments I loved the most. In these moments I felt like the world stopped to move and everything was silence. These were the peaceful moments I missed and Max gave it to me. Max gave me peace and a place where I could be myself. He gave me place of secureness and acceptance. I knew I could give my whole life in his hands and he would always keep me save. “You´re okay?” Max asked after we just stood there and listened how our breath calmed down. “Yeah…I was just love these moments.” I answered with a smile and allowed myself to open my eyes again. My eyes met Max blue almost gray eyes and could see the hearts in them. Max smiled and wrapped his arms carefully around my body. I nuzzled my face in the gap between his neck and shoulder to inhale his scent deeply. Max scent made me calm and it was the best thing I´ve ever smelled. He smelled like the parfum of diesel but there was also a tiny hint of vanilla which made him smell like heaven. Max was my own little heaven where I would always feel comfortable. Max stroke my back with his hand gently up and down. He sway lightly and I could feel that he smiled which made my heart feel warm. When I looked at Max I felt butterflies in my stomach and my heart got warm. “What do you want to do until the party starts?” Max asked and his voice was like music in my ears. It filled my ear and made me feel happiness I didn’t feel for a long time. “I don’t know…maybe you think I'm clingy but I could stand here and cuddle you the whole time.” I mumbled in his neck and felt a little incesure because even David wasn’t here anymore I could still hear his voice in my head. “I love it when you are clingy don’t change that.” Max said with a calm voice and sounded almost sleepily. “You know what I didn’t do for a long time?” He asked and I frowned at him but when I figured it out it was too late. Max started to tickle my stomach and I laughed uncontrollable. “Max...Maxi…stop.” I giggled and tried to get out of his grip but he tickled me more. “Max…I´ll pee in my pants.” I laughed and Max stopped whiled he looked in my eyes. He placed a soft kiss on my lips and smiled at me. The love he held in his eyes made me feel like I´m the only person in the world and I loved it. “I maybe can´t express my feelings really well but just know that I love to cuddle with you. I love to have you close to me and feel your warmth.” Max spoke softly and my heart missed a beat. I didn’t answer and only kissed him as soft as I could. Max taught me it was okay to be who I was and the love he gave me was more special than every other love I got or ever had…// sorry for the long wait I accidenly deleted all the chapters before I posted them here😭😭😭❤❤❤