and i seriously don't know if she's completely okay with it or not.

it's kind of scaring me, in all honesty.

she came in last night when i was coloring a ship-art piece and kind of freaked out because both characters appeared nude (and were kissing) but were obviously upright. [i will post this artwork soon with a full explanation] she asked who they were and i said, "well, this is my friend's character, and the blonde one is the boy with anxiety issues" (i've told her about sol, but she doesn't have every detail)

and then she asked something about his choice of relationships, and i went on to explain that he's pansexual and genderfluid. she then proceeded to make up a term (and as you can imagine, i was kinda salty about that) and i corrected her, finally explaining why sol is oriented the way he is. then, in giving an example...i subtly came out, telling her that i'm biromantic and asexual.

i explained what that meant and then she was just kind of quiet...so i look up and i'm like, "is that a problem?"

of course, she says "no" but then she goes and asks "but why are all of your characters like that?"

to which i...don't remember my reply (forgive me, i've slept since then-) but she was probably still wary.

i just...i'm really concerned because i don't know if she's said anything to my dad or not...and i really don't need my dad getting upset with me over my alignment in the great spectrum of love.

sorry if i wasted your time...