...and tbch it feels so unfair to just burden all of y'all awesome people with my pain.

but y'know, when you have to vent, you have to vent...so i'm gonna vent. and then i will scream about something awesome that happened earlier.

so uh...long story short...i uh, gave up on some of this homework since chrome isn't functioning properly for me.

not that big a deal.

but it's just...it just seems like i can never freakin win anymore.

i worked so darn hard to get the guy of my dreams. so darn hard. and then his middle brother begins treating us like absolute garbage.

and it also doesn't help that i just...i can't seem to say anything without dragging everything down...or at least consider saying something and then realizing it'd just make things worse.

so uh...yeah, that's probably a good part of the reason why i seldom update anything here anymore.

i'm just...i'm really sorry i've been such a downer here lately. i've just been running out of places to vent and...idk, i'm just...i've been feeling kinda bad about myself...

thank you though, for...well, helping me out.

really, you all have no idea how much it means to me.