"Every night I spend with you is my new favourite."

Phayu stood in the balcony of his room at the resort, staring at the moon. A soft breeze blew around him, blowing his open hair all around his face. But he didn't even feel it. His heart was full, and his soul was content. He turned his head and looked at the softly curled form of Rain. The boy had wrapped his hands around Phayu's pillow, and was sleeping nose down into it, almost as if he was trying to snuggle into Phayu's scent. He smiled, still unable to process the events that had taken place last night. He and Rain had kissed until his brains had almost leaked out of his ears. But he had managed to pull back with what remaining brain cells he had left. Rain's innocence and his need to please Phayu, two major contradictions, had wreaked havoc on Phayu's libido and it had taken considerable effort on his part to pull away.

"Rain? What are you doing?" Phayu rested his forehead on Rain's, both of them breathing hard. "I think I am pretty clear about what I am doing Phi," he said, his warm breath hitting Phayu's lips. "We should stop. If this continues, I will not be able to control myself any longer." "Who wants you to stop Phi?" Rain asked, his voice dripping with seduction. He licked his lips, and Phayu's eyes were involuntarily drawn to them again. Phayu sighed. "Rain, you are still young, and I have made a pro..," he began. "Oh Phi, you can fuck your promise!" Rain said, heating up again at Phayu's hesitation. Phayu stared at Rain, shocked at his language, unable to believe that this was the sweet Rain he knew.

"What to do mean Rain? I can't do that. I take my promises very seriously," Phayu said. "Is that why you secluded yourself from the world? Because you had promised a dead girl you would wait for only her? Then why the hell did you approach me Phi? Why the hell did you start all this? Why did you get me involved? Why didn't you stick the promise you made to P'Amy up your fucking ass and leave me the hell alone?" Rain pushed Phayu, who stumbled backwards, unprepared for the force of his push, that was clearly fuelled by anger and desperation. But what scared and flustered Phayu more than Rain's anger and language were the tears flowing down his face.

"Rain," Phayu's voice was a broken whisper. "I am sorry Rain, I am so, so sorry baby. I..," Phayu began. "No Phi! I am tired! Tired of propping you up, tired of being your second choice, tired of being the one who gets rejected every time I try to get close to you. You say you have promised my parents, right? Phi, I am pretty sure my parents couldn't have cared less about it! What you are holding on to and not letting me get close is not the promise made to my parents, but the promise you made to P'Amy, right? Then I suggest let's just break-up, and move on. You can go back to your one-night stands, and I will go and find someone who will at least show some semblance of care for me," Rain said. He turned and started to walk away, his heart thumping crazily, needing Phayu to come and stop him.

"Rain," Phayu held his hand and swung him around. "No Rain, that's not true! You mean the world to me. My past left me the moment you walked in, and you set me free from any chains that were holding me back," he said. "It was never my intention to hurt you, and if I did that, then I am sorry, I am sorry, a million times I am sorry. I am ready to go down on my knees for you, if that will convince you." Phayu started to bend but Rain jerked him back and hugged him. Phayu clung to Rain. "I love you my baby. I only held back because I never wanted to hurt you. I never wanted you to feel that you are anything less than important to me. You are the beat of my heart, the very breath I take." Phayu cupped Rain's face.

"Then why do you push me away Phi?" Rain asked gently, understanding that Phayu was finally clearing his heart. Rain knew that, despite all his efforts to pull Phayu out of his self-imposed exile and pain, there was a corner of his heart that still was hanging on to a long-ago promise that he was just not able to let go. "Why did you let me get hurt? Do I not deserve to stand by you?" he asked, stroking his Phi's cheeks with his thumbs. "No Rain. It's not you, but it's me who doesn't deserve you. I am sorry baby. I hurt you, and no matter how many excuses I make, it will never be enough. So tell me, what can I do to convince you that you are the one for me, and I am only and forever yours?" "You can love me Phi, love me in every way you can, in every way you can," Rain said.

"Rain, your parents..," Phayu began. "My parents were our age once Phi. They will not hold you to a stupid promise like that," Rain said, smirking, knowing that this was probably the last hurdle. "Then.., let's go," Phayu whispered. The two of them made their way back to where the bonfire was being held. Just as they were about to reach, Rain stopped. "What?" Phayu asked. "Phi, all our families are pretty broad minded, and they quite possibly know what we were upto and what we are going to do, but I had rather not make a song and dance of it now," Rain said, blushing shyly. Phayu laughed and pulled his cheeks. "Khein aaw?" "Maai, miaayi khein," Rain said, patting his cheeks to hide the redness on it. Phayu smiled and taking Rain's hands in his, pulled him from the other side of the garden towards his room.

Inside, Phayu turned on one lamp by his bedside, bathing the room in a light glow. "Take a shower Rain, and get fresh," he said, pushing the younger boy into the bathroom. Truth was, sending Rain for a shower was just an excuse. Phayu wanted a moment to collect himself. What Rain had said had started a raging storm inside him, and he wanted more self-control than he currently had. It was Rain's first time, and he wanted it to be beautiful and gentle, a memory the boy would cherish. And Rain was not one of his one-night stands. He was the person Phayu was in love with, the person who had opened up his closed heart and given him closure. Everything had to be perfect for Rain. "I am here Phi," Rain spoke up.

Phayu's breath caught in his throat. The hot water had put colour on Rain's cheeks, his hair was mussed, and drops of water fell on his face. Phayu gulped, as he watched a trail of water slip down his hair, through his neck and slowly towards his chest, currently covered by the robe. It took all of Phayu's willpower to not simply tear the robe apart, and devour Rain in big greedy bites. "I will quickly take a shower too Rain. Dry your hair, I will be back soon," he said, and escaped into the bathroom. Even though he stood under the coldest shower he could bear, Rain's eyes, his lips, all of him just floated in front of Phayu's eyes. His hand stroked his cock, not surprised to find it erect. He stroked it, thinking about the kisses they had been sharing, and the way Rain's hips had cradled his erection before. He gasped as he came hard and long, making him realise two things simultaneously. One, Rain could make him come like a teenage boy with just a look, and two, what he had done took an edge off, so he could take care of Rain properly.

When he returned to the room, Rain sat in his bed, back to the headboard, scrolling through his phone. He glanced up and smiled at Phayu. "Phi, it's almost 12, almost New Year," he said. Phayu nodded, as he sat next to Rain and rubbed his hair. "I dried it Phi," he said and crawled in to Phayu's lap. Without a word, he fit his lips against Phayu's, opening his mouth, so that he and Phayu could get as far in as possible. Phayu was by turns taken aback and turned on. He sucked on Rain's tongue, eliciting a groan from the younger man. He pulled back and rested his forehead on Rain's. "Are you sure you want this Rain?" he asked, Rain's consent was of the utmost importance to him. Rain nodded. "In words, good boy," Phayu said, dropping a kiss on Rain's nose. "Yes Phi, I am sure. Make me yours tonight," Rain said.

That's all the invitation Phayu needed. He stood up, with rain still clinging to him and pulled the blanket away. His careless strength made Rain swoon. He knew Phayu was strong, but he was not feather light either, so the ease with which Phayu had carried him made his heart beat faster. Phayu laid Rain on the bed and lay on top of Rain, keeping his weight on his arms, not wanting to crush the little one under him. "I love your forehead," he said, kissing it. "Your eyes," kiss, "your nose," kiss, "your cheeks," kisses "and your lips," he said as he brushed his lips over them. Rain moaned softly, and Phayu slid his lips back on Rain's. He would take it as slow as he could, even if it killed him. Rain deserved that.

Both their tongues duelled with each other's. Phayu kissed the underside of Rain's jaw, trailing kisses down his neck. He sucked on the dip between his neck and shoulder. By now, Rain was stroking his hands down Phayu's back over the robe, his restlessness clearly visible. Phayu sat back and untied his robe and threw it away. He unbelted Rain's robe and slowly parted it, running his fingertips on his body as the skin was revealed. He couldn't get enough of looking at Rain. He lay with his hands clenching the pillow, his breath shallow, his eyes hazed with passion, his lips reddened and wet. Phayu drew in a deep breath at the sight of the beautiful boy under him, unable to look away. Even if he lived a hundred years, he would not be able to put in words the gorgeousness in front of him.

Phayu bent down and replaced his fingers with his lips, placing soft kisses on him. Rain ran his hands lovingly down Phayu's back. Phayu ran the pads of his thumbs on Rain's nipples. Rain moaned softly. Keeping his thumb running on one nipple, Phayu licked the other. Rain gasped and writhed. "Phiiiii," he moaned. Phayu sucked at his nipple, one first and then the other. Rain was getting more and more restless. Phayu felt both his and Rain's cocks becoming erect and rubbing against each other. He took Rain's lips again and kissed him long and deep. He then started kissing his chest again, leaving small love bites all over again. He kept moving lower and finally reached Rain's cock.

He rubbed his thumb over the soft opening folds, which was already leaking with pre-cum. He bent down and licked the sweet nectar. Rain nearly came off the bed with the ricocheting sensations inside him. Phayu used the pre-cum and spread it outwards on Rain's cock. Rain moaned again, and Phayu, unable to control, took Rain in his mouth, sucking him deep. Used to being the dominant one in every relation so far, it was the first time he had taken someone like this. And it was a sensation he knew he was already addicted to. Rain's moaning and writhing increased in tempo. Phayu, who was also playing with and squeezing his balls, realised the exact moment Rain was about to come. He increased his tempo, and soon was rewarded when Rain, came apart in his mouth.

Phayu swallowed every bit of Rain's cum, something he had never even thought of doing for anyone. Rain lay depleted and satisfied under him. "Did you think we are done baby?" he whispered into Rain's ear. Rain's eyes widened. Phayu turned him around, then stopped. Rain looked back at Phayu's pained expression. " What happened Phi?" he asked. "I don't have lube or condoms," he said, sounding flustered. He was Phayu Theerpanayakul, always ready and raring to go, but this tiny boy made him lose his senses. "I have it," Rain said shyly. "In the pocket of my pants, in the bathroom," he added. Phayu looked at Rain for a moment. "Rain, I always knew that you were special, but today I have realised that you are not just special, you are priceless, the biggest treasure of my life," he said and got up to go to the bathroom. Rain smiled happily to himself, thrilled at being called the treasure of a person who he loved immensely.

Phayu soon returned, and taking lube in his hands, spread it over Rain's hole and inserted one finger. Both of them groaned, Rain at this new sensation and Phayu at how tight his boy was. He took more lube, and put it again on Rain and inserted another finger in. Rain started squirming, but also moving, showing that he was getting comfortable with the invasion. Then Phayu inserted three fingers, this time immediately hitting Rain's sensitive nub. Rain cried out in pain and ecstasy, unable to understand what was happening. Phayu turned him around again, this time to face him. He kissed Rain, inserting three fingers again inside him. "Baby, I am asking again. Are you sure?" he asked. Rain nodded, pulling him in for a kiss. He quickly tore a condom and put it on, impatient, yet still wanting to be slow. He applied a bit of lube on the condom too. "Baby, this is going to hurt a bit, but I will be as careful as I can," he said. He slowly started to penetrate into Rain.

At first, he stopped because he could feel Rain's resistance, but Rain did not allow him to. "Please move Phi," he cried. Phayu slowly went further in, trying to be as careful as he could. When Rain moved forward suddenly, Phayu was completely embedded into him. He stilled, afraid to hurt Rain, but when Rain started rocking his hips, Phayu began doing the same. Outside, fireworks erupted in the sky, indicating the start of the New Year, but here, in dimly lit room, Rain and Phayu were lost in their own world, making fireworks of their own. He thrust in and out of Rain. Both of them were lost in the rhythm and finally after one hard thrust, Rain splintered in Phayu's arms, shooting cum in between their bodies, just as Phayu came into the condom inside Rain. He collapsed over Rain, both of them exhausted. "Happy New Year Phi," whispered Rain. "Happy New Year my lovely boy," Phayu replied, softly kissing Rain. After a couple of minutes, Phayu got up to quickly take a shower, and wiped Rain down with a warm towel. He watched as Rain dropped off into sleep, then he stepped out into the balcony.

"It was you?" Phayu turned around at Rain's shocked whisper. 

A/N : Okay guys.. I tried my best to write an NC worthy of PhayuRain, but.. it is my first attempt to write such a long and detailed one, so please excuse me as much as possible... Even if the content may not be great, the intent was good!

Love you all my lovely BoNoHs!