I'm not sure what to expect from me anymore. I have learned about my new hatred for titles. I'm not sure who I am.
  People say you don't need to be classified as anything. I think they're wrong. In my opinion, I like to think of people as titles. Some are the the same, mainstreams. Some are the people who want to be like the mainstreams, the classic wannabes. Those are the ones everybody knows and or is familiar with. I like to think of these titles as society being organized. It's strange, and my thoughts are pretty cliche. I sound like a teenager in those books you read that's the outcast and all that crap. But  it keeps me calm, poised. Like everyone is someone. Everyone can change titles as long as they have one, but what about me?
  I can't find my title, and it bothers me more than I'd like to admit. I feel like a teenager in those cliche books about the protagonist not finding themselves. Do I need an adventure? I feel unspecial, so why why can't I find a title and get over it? If I'm unspecial, then I would have already found a normal, boring title. So why haven't I?
  The suspence and the unorganization is bothering me. I feel... messy.