Misaki POV

It hurts so much.....

I was laying in bed while Nathan held my hand.

His hand was shaking.

"Nathan it's okay I smiled" I smiled.

"Misaki we both know it's not" his voice became shaky.

Miku came into the room crying.

"Mom....."

I smiled weakly.

"Miku how was your training?" I tried to avoid her from crying harder.

She cried harder.

"Diana died"

I froze.

"Mi.....Mi....Miku" my voice became shaky.

Nathan hugged Miku and I.

I started crying.

"Mom...." Miku looked at me worried.

"Mo....mo....mommy" my 7 year old self took over.

"Misaki it's okay we are just-"

"Why does my head hurts so much Nathan?" I held his shirt tightly.

I didn't want to make everyone worry...

"Misaki you are sick but Miku and I will take care of you" Nathan pretended to smile.

"Stop lying I'm not sick I'm going to die" my voice became shaky.

Nathan froze.

"Misaki don't think that way"

"I'm seven I can understand!" I said angrily.

"Misaki please" Nathan held my hand.

I took back control.

"Nathan I'm sorry" I smiled weakly.

"You are feeling pain and you don't want us to help" he sighed.

"Mom let us take care of you" Miku's voice became shaky.

I tried to get out of my bed.

Nathan stopped me.

"Misaki stop trying to pretend you are okay" he clenched his fist.

"Mom stop smiling"

I froze when Miku said that.

I started crying.

I held my stomach in pain.

"Why do we have to suffer?!"

"We are the good people the ones who rescued people!" I clenched my fist.

"Why?!" I started crying harder.

"It's called consequences" Nathan placed my head against his chest.

"Consequences for being involved" he rubbed my head.

Miku hugged me.

"Mom just let it out"

I held her shirt.

"Miku you don't need to defeat that lady you don't need to be magical girl anymore"

"Mom I can't stop anymore not yet" she looked at me seriously.

I held her hand tightly.

"I don't want you to get hurt"

"Mom I will make sure that lady doesn't come out of our next battle alive" she ran out of the room.

Miku....

"Misaki I'm going make soup for you" Nathan sighed.

Ew!

"I hate soup!" I stuck out my tongue.

"Misaki I wonder if there's any difference turning you into a 7 year old" he chuckled.

I gave him the death glare.

"Says the boy who hates vegetables" I smiled proudly.

"I don't hate vegetables I just like avoiding it"

"You are such a child" I rolled my eyes.

"You are a child" he smirked.

"Nathan!"

"Soup will be ready in a hour" he left closing the room's door.

Sigh....

I was alone.

I looked through the windows.

The sky seemed grey.

Fear is getting stronger......

I clenched my fist.

A spirit surrounded me.

"Misaki you don't need to suffer anymore we will make you happy" the spirit smiled.

"That's a lie" I said with an emotionless face.

"I'm not lying"

Aliyah came into the room quickly and made a bright light.

The spirit disappeared.

"Misaki are you okay?" she looked at me worried.

"Aliyah long time no see" I smiled.

"Sorry I was busy with the school tracks event coming up" she sighed.

"Aliyah...."

"I know I heard the news" she clenched her fist.

"I have decided to transfer my powers to someone" she looked at me seriously.

"Aliyah-"

"Soup is ready!" Nathan smiled entering the room.

"Nathan please I have no time for soup I'm talking to Aliyah" I folded my arms.

Aliyah was no where to be found.

"Traitor!" I said angrily.

Nathan pretended the spoon was an aeroplane.

"Now come on Misaki" he smiled.
I turned my face away from the spoon.

"I can feed myself you know"

"Misaki you are sick" he sighed.

I allowed the spoon of soup into my mouth.

It's actually good....

"You made this?!"

"Nope your mom helped me she is in the kitchen" he smiled nervously.

"I see you like your mom's food" he smirked.

"Yum!" I took more of the soup from Nathan.

"Misaki you are such a child" he shook his head.

I hugged him.

"Nathan you are the best husband" I smiled.

"That's not new to me" he smirked.

"You couldn't say anything about me!"

"You are my crazy, annoying, weird, childish and did I mention crazy"

"Well you are an extreme bookworm"

"Thanks" he patted my head.

I felt sleepy.

"Nathan do you ever wonder why I kept smiling?" I yawned.

"Why?" he placed my head on his shoulder.

"Because I didn't want you guys to be worried about me" I smiled weakly.

"Misaki......"

I fell asleep.

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