Tagged + Rant

So...

This happened.

Alright let's do this ;-;

1. Yes
2. Not sure, but probably not.
3. Cheyanne
4. Single and probably never going to be otherwise
5. Mom
6. His Theme, from the Undertale OST.
7. 69% *insert lenny face here*
8. A Potato.
9. Probably Dom, he doesn't have Wattpad though.
10. HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME CHOOSE-
Probably Tsuchaco. I do plan to write a book on it after my current 2 fanfiction are done.
11. I was searching fanfics, and found Wattpad. After awhile, I just decided to make an account since it was free.
12. This was a prank pulled by a friend after Mom "accidentally" unlocked my phone and left it in reach.

13. February 24th! Where my Pisces buddies at? :D

Now to tag 20 people-

Shoto_Izuku_BNHA
____Nezumi____
Just0wanna0read
LucasBlackwell
VioletIceOfficial
MillyLovesEJ
demon_potato_child
QueenRamonNoodlez
AaronWoofCrab
KimsGamingKingdom
GuardianReaper92
Nikohl-Chan
SmolPeggy
Fancy_Shmancy_Baby
A_Nerdy_Geek
sellekat
MeifwaAssassin

18/20, oh well.

Now for the rant-

Okay absolutely nobody has to listen to this because it's pointless and mostly just me freaking out over shit and tomorrow.

So, my school is having a Halloween dance tomorrow, and if it were up to me, I wouldn't be going because of my social anxiety and introvertedness, and going would physically and mentally exhaust me.
Unfortanetly, it was not up to me because my mom thinks I should go, and my friends want me to go, and if you are an IRL friend you might already know this, but I'm kind of a masochist in the sense that I will do literally anything for my friends.

Okay, so then all week I've been thinking about whether or not I should ask my crush if she wants to go with me romantically speaking, because technically I'm already going with her as friends because she's my bestie.

Yeah, cliché love story, I fell for my best friend. I know.

On top of my emotional panic, I have to deal with a class full of complete idiots (with few exceptions) 5 days a week for around 5 hours a day.

Keep in mind here, I'm tall, socially awkward, passive aggressive, and completely open about how I'm a lesbian.

So I get made fun of sometimes. Not usually for being gay, mostly because I'm awkward and passive aggressive which is a really bad combination, and a lot of the time I don't make sense to anyone but my friends.

Oh, and there's these two boys that won't fucking leave me alone for liking anime.

So I find out this morning that someone in my class was making fun of me for being gay, and I know this because my best friend/crush is on the same bus and sat right in front of them, so she heard it. Then during Social Studies class, I get made fun of for liking anime, and they make fun of anime and call it gay, and so I get upset and move to a different table away from my group project members because I didn't feel like dealing with that shit.

This leaves me alone with my thoughts, which is not good thing, so I start wondering if they're right, and if it's really a bad thing that I'm gay, etc.

Finally, class is over, school is done, I'm packing up and walking out of the school with my crush.

It took me about 10 minutes of delaying her getting to the bus, but I finally worked up the courage to ask, and this is basically how it went.

Me: So... remember when I asked about what you would do if you got asked to the dance romantically?
Crush: Yes?...
M: So, uhh-
C: You wanted to ask me, didn't you?

So I started freaking out, and they laughed, and said it's okay, and that they've known about my crush on them for a while now, because of some random questions I asked about their love life that I guess made it obvious. She had to run to the bus, and told me she would text me her answer later.

Now I'm fucking terrified that she's going to say no, or get mad at me, or that I've just ruined our relationship as friends, and a lot of things.

Anxiety loves me, huh?

So yeah.

That's currently the story of my love life. If you've read this far, thank you for listening. I honestly appreciate that you took the time to read about this shit.

That's all for now, thank you again.

~Pink

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