Hey babe,

it's December 15th, 2019 and i'm currently waiting for you to message me back.... so i decided to write a little something for you.

this past month to end off 2019, you have amazed me. you have made me happy and you are the reason i wake up every single morning with motivation to do what i gotta do. you have bettered me in such a small amount of time. you are the proper girl for me and i don't give a fuckin shit what others have to say about our relationship because they don't matter, you do! you are so beautiful, so kind, so loving, so curious, you are amazing inside and out, you are funny, you are kind-hearted, you give me butterflies and chills (in the right ways.) you make me nervous but in a good way, and you have shown me just how beautiful this world is, despite what is going on with me and despite what others have to say. you have become a positive impact in my life. you have given my mom hope that her son will be alright, you have given my sisters a chance to talk to you and meet you, they both adore you, and my dad even enjoys me talking to him about you. Miss Gabriella, i have a huge plan for us and i cannot wait for it to come true. you are my everything, you are my happiness, you are my heartbeat, you are my laugh, and you make my world go round. i am completely in love with you, who you are as a person and how you act around everyone. you are so courageous, protective and amazing, girl, you complete me, whole heartedly. i love you. 

ggbriella_

xx payne