All I saw was darkness, but I can still hear the things going on around me. The pain in my stomach dulled but I could still feel it.

"When will she wake up?" I heard someone ask.

"Soon, but once she does we need to make sure she eats properly and gets rest." I heard a calm voice state. I felt a cold hand being placed on my forehead. I don't know who the hand belonged to, but last time I felt a cold hand was when I was kidnapped and tortured with my sisters. I panicked and started to flail and thrash my arms to get away. I felt a mixture of both warm and cold hands hold me down.

"Amy, calm down no ones going to hurt you," said a very familiar voice. I knew and loved that voice. It was Embry. I miss him but I couldn't let him look into my eyes. I didn't want him to love me..a killer. I felt him rub my cheek and I leaned into his warming touch. After his touch calmed me down, my eyes fluttered open. When my eyes opened I was met with warm chocolate brown eyes and that warming smile of his.

After gazing at Embry, I took in my surroundings. I noticed I was in the living room at the Cullens house. When I was looking around I noticed the pack and Cullens scattered throughout the room. I saw concern and worry in everyone's eyes, even Rosalie. I like Rosalie, she was like another sister and she was a good friend of mine.

I sat up and regretted it when my head spun and I felt like I was going to vomit. When I did I rushed a bathroom and emptied my stomach of bile. I heard someone by the door and felt a hand rub my back. I turned and saw Rosalie with a sad smile.

We went back downstairs once I washed my mouth out. My sisters were sitting with their imprints and looking at me. I looked down at the floor like it was very interesting.

"Amy we need you to talk. Why aren't you sleeping or eating?" Rosalie asked. I stayed silent not wanting to talk.

"Amy, would you mind if I gave you a checkup?" Carlisle asked noticing that I didn't want to talk. I nod my head and followed him into his medical room. I sat on the bed and Carlisle stood next to me doing the usual blood pressure, checking eyes, nose and mouth, checked my weight. "Amy do you mind if I run a few tests?"

"No that's fine," I said above a whisper. He drew blood, and other tests. He said I could leave and I walked out of the room. I walked into the living room and was embraced in a hug. It was Carly. I was shocked at first but in return I just pat her side as a sign that I'm done hugging.

"Why won't you talk to us Amy?" She said. What could I say? I was lost for words. "Amy please, we want to help."

"Amy you haven't been the same since that night." Sarah added. The others started voicing statements just like Carly and Sarah. I have been keeping my emotions bottled up for so long and now, listening to them, made me burst.

"You want know why I won't eat or sleep?! It's because when I go to sleep or even shut my eyes, the same dream no..nightmare keeps reappearing. It's the same thing over and over. I keep seeing those eyes, those blood red eyes haunting my dreams to the point I'm afraid to fall asleep! And for why I'm not eating is because I keep throwing up. Eating and drinking just causes me to throw up!" When I was done with my rant I was out of breath.

"But..but why do always look at the floor? Why won't you look at us? Any of us for that matter." Carly asked and the others voice their agreements.

"Why I won't look at you is because I don't want to see the looks from everyone.."

"What do you mean?" Tessa asked confused.

"I don't want to see the pain! The pain, sadness, hatred, and loss in everyone's eyes. That night when you guys were being beaten I screamed and tried to help but was held back. When I finally broke free...I ran to your guys bodies. I got you on my back and ran for help. When I heard you didn't make it I was hoping it wasn't true. But..but when I went into the bedroom and saw your deathly pale skin, I went and nudged, laid and licked you guys...but you didn't move.

When I nudged your hand and it was cold, and you didn't move...I knew I lost you. I was scared to face the others and ran. I killed you! I killed my own sisters! How was I going to face our parents, the pack, our friends with sadness, hatred of losing you. Everyone wouldn't be able to stand looking at me knowing I was the reason you died. I felt ashamed knowing it would be best if I left and didn't speak to no one. I'm so sorry for everything...." The last part barely audible. During that outburst I was in tears breathing heavily. I wrapped my arms around myself and fell to my knees letting the tears fall.

I felt arms wrap around me and I was pulled into a chest. I knew it was Embry and he rocked me back and forth calming me down. I was so tired but I was scared to sleep and see those eyes. I felt a small hand wipe my cheek and I opened my teary eyes to see Katie looking at me. Leah was holding Luke but got down and come over to us. I heard a crash in the kitchen and I jumped up instantly and put the kids behind me. I looked around frantically trying to find an intruder. I was getting mad and scared.

Esme came out of the kitchen and said she dropped some pots and pans. Everyone turned to me and I probably looked like a deer in headlights with wide eyes. Embry came towards me but I growled at him. Embry froze and I felt many pairs of eyes on me. I saw something move out of the corner of my eye. Fear consumed me and I phased right in the living room. I stood protectively in front of Luke and Katie. With everyone standing in front of me, but Sam, Jake, Edward and Emmet slowly walked towards me.

This made me think back when I was in the warehouse standing protectively in front of my sisters and Renesmee growling at the three blood suckers. I started snarling and growling at anyone who got close.

"Everyone stop! Don't move," Carly yelled. My head moved along the people in the room scanning to see who would attack first. Katie held my fur tightly in her little fist. I was scared if I couldn't protect my sisters..then how am I going to protect my kids. I was brought out of my thoughts by some one calling my name.

"Amy, Amy.." I shook my head and looked up to see Embry with fear and worry in his features. I looked everyone over and saw fear in their eyes. Did they think I was going to attack them? Oh no....no no no they think I'm a monster. I whined then ran out front door into the woods.

~~~~(Carly's POV)~~~~
I watch Amy phase and stand in front of Luke and Katie. She started growling at us for no reason. I noticed Jake and same move towards her on the right and Edward and Emmet moved to her left a little bit in the center. All she did was growl and snarl at them. Then an image came to mind.

"Everyone stop! Don't move," I yelled. Everyone looked at me questioningly and I knew Edward could read my mind. I remember being in the warehouse, but before I blacked out I saw Amy stand in front of us protectively like she is doing now.

"Amy, Amy.." Embry called out hoping he can calm her down. Amy shook her head and and looked at everyone. She whined and ran out the front door. I was confused as to why she ran, but I saw Leah run up to Luke and hugged him. She was worried about him because Amy wouldn't let anyone near them.

"Amy, I have importa-, where's Amy?" Carlisle asked calmly but I saw his eyes held concern.

"Mommy ran out the door," Katie said nearly in tears. Katie has taking such a liking to Amy she won't leave her side.

"What is it Carlisle?" Tessa asked. I saw everyone look at him interested in what he had to say.

"We have to find Amy. She can't be a wolf form, at least not for nine months." He replied. Wait. Why can't she phase for nine months? We all looked confused but I saw Edward with a knowing look. He knows something.

"Why?" Jake asks.

"She's pregnant," Edward stated before Carlisle could. I froze, Amy's pregnant. Does Amy know?

"We have to find her and tell her," Embry said.

"Wait! Let me try and talk to her. I haven't talked to her for awhile," Rosalie speaks quietly. Everyone's quiet until Embry spoke up.

"Rosalie, I will do anything to make Amy happy. Even if you talk to her and get her to talk I am grateful. So please go..." I look at Embry as if why wouldn't you want to talk to her and let Rosalie go instead. Rosalie smiles and says thank you before she's out the door.

I hope she can convince Amy to come out of her depressed state and be happy once again. It will make me happy to see her smile. I walked over to Embry and asked,

"Why did you let Rosalie go and not yourself?" He looked at me with sadness and worry in his eyes. It broke my heart to see him like this.

"I don't know what to say to her...plus if Rosalie can get Amy to talk I will be grateful. When Amy's happy I'm happy. I miss her smile and laugh, how she takes care of others before herself...I feel like I can't do anything to help. But what I do know is that I love her so damn much, and when she comes back..the first thing I'm going to say is I love you with all my heart." I smiled at what he said. I knew Amy loved Embry with all her heart. When we were wolves I got a glimpse in her thoughts. All she was thinking about was all of us but mostly the kids and more importantly Embry. The love of her life....
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