It was comforting, laying here while Embry rubbed soothing circles in my fur. The comfort didn't erase the pain. The pain of not just losing one but three loved ones....my sisters. Just why? Why did they die? It should have been me. Now I can't face anyone without seeing the sorrow and hatred towards me. That will only add to my guilt.

My eyes are closed not wanting to see anything or anyone. I felt something nudge my side, but not the side that Embry was on. I tilted my head up and saw a wolf with two others behind it. They were whining and looking at me with worry filled eyes. Behind the three wolves I saw the pack and the Cullens walk towards us. I got up to back away but Embry stood next to me blocking my path of escape.

"Amy," I kept my head down looking at the ground, knowing the voice that spoke was Jake. "Amy the wolves next to you are your sisters. They shifted just like you," but I didn't look at them.

"Edward, can you tell us what she's thinking?" Carlisle asked.

"No I can't, she's got a barrier up. Even the girls can't talk to her," Edward responded.

"She's even blocked me from reading her emotions, I can't help control them," Jasper added. I could feel the stares from everyone, because I know if I look into their eyes I breakdown into tears. I felt someone rub up against me and I saw that it was probably Carly. I nudged my head against her neck and the same with Tessa and Sarah. Kind of like a hug, I mean I am happy to know that they are alive, but that doesn't mean I should forget that I did nearly kill them.

Soon we headed back to Sam's house and my parents were standing outside with Luke and Katie. When I saw the kids they had tear stained faces and their eyes were puffy. When Katie saw Embry next to me she ran towards me wrapping her little arms around my neck.

"Mommy," I broke at how hoarse her voice seemed. I leaned my head down gently on her back as a hug. Luke joined in and I did the same to him.

"Girls time to go," my dad said. Carly, Tessa, and Sarah had shifted back and walked to the car. They turned around looking at me as if I was going with them. I stepped back meaning I wasn't going with them. I just wanted to run home rather be in a car full of tension and looks from them.

"I want to ride with mommy," Katie said standing next to me. Luke did the same but didn't speak. My dad looked upset so to avoid an argument I laid down on the ground so the kids could get on my back. Luke sat behind Katie and they both held onto my fur tightly. I stood up and began walking home, but not before receiving a hug from Renesmee.

"Thank you," she whispered but I knew everyone heard her. I nudged her with my head saying 'your welcome' then took off. I went at a slow pace for a run so the kids wouldn't fall. When we got home I let the kids off and shifted with clothes on but were torn in places. We walked inside and saw everyone there. The kids went and got ready for bed and I went up to sing a song before bed.

After I tucked them in and kissed them goodnight, I went to my room. I went to my bathroom and took a hot shower. My emotions were all over the place and I began to cry but blended in with the water running down my face. After I got out I put on shorts and a t-shirt, and went to bed.

(Dream)
Eyes. Those blood Crimson eyes stared back at me. I was being held back seeing my sisters being beaten to death. Hearing the sickening cracks of bones breaking, and terrible cries and screams. I tried to move but was glued to my spot, frozen in time. Soon all the screaming became silent and I looked to see my sisters lying on the ground with bones poking out of their delicate skin, black and blue bruises covering their once beautiful skin. Blood that kept them alive leaking out of the open wounds and mouths. The worst was their eyes. Their once colorful loving blue eyes were now dull and lifeless.

"Noooo! Carly!, Sarah!, Tessa!" I screamed. I run to their bodies trying to help save them but nothing. I heard laughing and turned around to see those blood red eyes of our kidnappers. They lunged at me and I screamed.
(End of Dream)

I jolted awake and sat straight up panting and droplets of sweat on my forehead. I looked back at the clock and saw it was 3:00 in the morning. I couldn't go back to bed afraid of seeing those eyes. I got up and dressed in a black sweatshirt and light grey/white shorts. I carefully opened my door and went downstairs through the backdoor to the woods. Once outside I phased and ran around the woods doing what the boys call patrol.

~~~(Time Skip 3 Weeks, Carly's POV)~~~
It's been three weeks and I'm really worried about Amy. She has been distancing herself from everyone but not from Luke and Katie. She would always read and sing to them at night, but that's it. She won't eat, like when mom cooks for us I take some up to her room but her door is always locked. So I leave it on the floor by her door and go get the dishes later when I take the next meal up and still see the food sitting there untouched.

If she isn't in her room she's out running in wolf form blocking people out. Mom and dad just say it's a phase of grieving but really? All she is doing is starving herself, that's not healthy. So me, Sarah, and Tessa are heading over to Sam's to hang out. We asked Amy to come but she always declines.

(Sam's House)
I'm sitting here on Seth's lap at the table. I'm not even paying attention to the conversation and brought out of my thoughts from Seth kissing me.

"Whatcha thinking beautiful?"

"It's Amy," I said quietly. The room got silent and I tell them what's going on.

"When we are running patrol she's always running it even after we change shifts, day and night." Paul says.

"Yeah and you can tell she hasn't slept either from the bags under her eyes." Leah adds.

"Yeah but she also repeats the same song over and over, I caught a glimpse once when she let the barrier down," Jared adds. I got curious to what he's talking about.

"What song?" I asked. He shrugs and says,

"Something about sun, fireflies and being in my arms tonight? I think one phrase was fireflies glow like a....a.."

"A thousand charms?" Tessa asked.

"Yeah that's it, but how did you know?" He asked.

"Amy used to sing that song to us all the time when we were little. Whenever we got scared, upset, sad or sick. She always took care of us when our parents were out. She was always there for us when we needed her. That song always made us feel better," I responded.

"But to Amy..." Sarah starts,

"It's like a happy memory of us when we were all together," Tessa finished.

"We have to find her." Embry stated with concern and sadness in his eyes. We all agreed and stood from the table to leave and search the woods for her.

~~~~(Amy's POV)~~~~
Pounding. That's all I hear is the thudding of my paws hit the ground and sticks breaking. I learn d that running took my mind off of things and was a place where I could be by my self. My legs began to tire so I stopped and took a break. I was panting hard but had to keep going. I heard a twig snap off in the distance and sniffed the air. I smelled the pack and a sickly smell meaning it was the Cullens.

I turned my head to the bushes that were rustling and saw Paul, Jared, Jake, Edward, Emmet, Jasper, and Embry. I noticed I was blocked in with a giant wall of boulders behind me and the others, making a semi circle around me. I growled a warning to stay back. I started to get some pain in my head and stomach again. I let out a whine and Embry took a step forward but I just backed further into the rock wall behind me.

"Amy, we're not going to hurt you. We just want to talk and help you," Edward said. I growled lowly at him and Emmet snickered at me. I saw a tree behind Jake and ran quickly towards him but jumped above him and kicked of the tree to land on top of the rocks. I looked back and saw everyone with a shocked face, then descended the other side to get away.

I began to run but they caught up to me. Jake and Embry in front, Paul and Jared behind me, Emmet and Jasper to my left, and Edward to my right. Everything started to get blurry and I got light headed. My legs gave out from under me and I crashed to the ground with everyone coming to a dead stop around me. I started to feel pain but stood up anyway.

"Amy, come back to the house so Carlisle can check on you." Edward stated. I growled at him and got into a fighting stance.

"Miss feisty wants to fight, oh this is going to be fun." Emmet states with a smirk. I jumped at him for making that statement. I took him down and pinned him. I growled in his face showing my sharp teeth. I got knocked off him and rolled on the ground. I turned to see it was Paul and Jared. I growled and snarled at them furious for interfering.

Paul lunged at me and I side stepped him and attacked him. We rolled on the ground for a bit and I was able to make him stay on the ground. I didn't hurt him or anything I told him to 'stand down' and he did. I turned to face the others who were staring at me. Everything started to get fuzzy and started to spin. I whimpered and fell to the ground, pain erupted in my stomach and my head hurt so bad. I whined loudly and saw them standing over me a bit. The last thing I saw was Embry looking at me worriedly then I let the darkness consume me.....