The city seemed quieter than it should have been. The hum of the streets, usually so relentless, was distant now—an echo in the back of his mind. He leaned over the cold metal railing, watching the river below, its dark surface a mirror to the sky above, indifferent and vast. The weight of everything was pressing against him, all the questions, all the regrets. The world felt like an uninvited guest, one that had overstayed its welcome, and he'd grown too tired to care whether it left or not.

It wasn't the first time he'd stood here. The thought had been lingering in the back of his mind for as long as he could remember, and tonight, it felt like the only thing that made sense.

The lights from the distant city blurred in the rain, and he focused on them as if they were the last thing he'd ever see. The sky had grown darker, the clouds thick and heavy, like a curtain he was about to step behind. He wondered if he'd ever make it to the other side.

The silence was comforting—until it wasn't. There was a noise behind him, faint at first, like the whisper of someone trying to avoid making their presence known. A footstep, then another, followed by the soft shuffle of something—or someone—approaching. It wasn't the hurried pace of someone out for a late-night walk or a lost jogger trying to find their way. It was deliberate, quiet, and he could feel it in his chest: a presence that wasn't meant to be here.

He didn't turn around. Didn't need to.

"Does it help?" A voice broke through the stillness, almost as if it had been woven into the air around him.

He tensed, his hand instinctively tightening around the railing. The voice wasn't demanding, but it wasn't curious either. It was more like a quiet observation—like she already knew the answer but still needed to ask.

He didn't answer at first, wondering if maybe he'd imagined it. But when the question lingered, stretching into the silence, he found his words. "Does what help?"

"The ending," she said simply. "Does it help to think of it that way?"

He let out a bitter laugh, the sound a hollow thing that didn't reach his eyes. "It's not about helping. It's about stopping."

For a long moment, the only sound between them was the faint rush of water below. He could feel her stillness beside him, like a shadow hanging just out of view. Her presence was strange—out of place, yet it didn't bother him. It was almost as though she belonged here too, just like him.

"You don't even know what it's like," he continued, not looking at her, staring straight ahead, as though the world he was contemplating leaving would somehow disappear if he just didn't acknowledge her presence. "To be so tired, to have nothing left. You don't know how heavy it feels."

"Maybe I do," she replied, and there was something in her voice—something far too knowing, too intimate, for someone who hadn't even stepped into his life. It wasn't a platitude or an attempt to sympathize. It was simple, quiet understanding. 

He glanced sideways, then, just enough to catch the outline of her figure standing against the backdrop of the rain. She wasn't looking at him. She wasn't looking at anything in particular. She was just there, still, like she too was waiting for something to move inside her.

"Then why are you still standing here?" His words were sharper than he intended, but he couldn't stop them. "If you know what this feels like, what are you doing here?"

Her gaze flickered toward him, her face slightly turned, as though considering his question from a distance. "Same reason you are," she said quietly, her words carrying a weight he couldn't place. "Trying to make sense of something that doesn't make sense."

He frowned, trying to read her. There was no fear in her eyes, no sign of hesitation, no sign that she wasn't just as lost as he was. Her posture was relaxed, too relaxed for someone standing beside a broken man who was teetering on the edge of everything.

"You don't get it," he muttered, turning away from her again. The wind picked up, sharp and biting, but it didn't matter. Nothing mattered.

"I think I do," she said, and this time, she took a step forward. It was subtle but undeniable. Her voice was softer now, as though she wasn't just speaking to him but to something within herself, something buried deep. "We're all just walking towards something, aren't we? Waiting for it to break us, or for it to save us."

The words, simple as they were, struck him in a way he couldn't explain. It wasn't that they were profound or life-changing; it was just the honesty of them. She wasn't promising him anything. She wasn't offering him a way out. She was simply acknowledging the truth of it. And that was enough to make him hesitate.

A beat passed. Then another.

"What's your plan?" he asked, turning slightly to face her, his gaze steady but distant. "What are you waiting for?"

She didn't answer immediately. She just stood there, rain soaking into her jacket, her eyes staring past him. The city beyond was still—still just as distant, still just as unaware. But for a second, he wondered if she could see something he couldn't.

"I'm not waiting for anything," she said finally, her voice steady but somehow not quite belonging to her. "I'm just not done yet."

The words hung in the air between them like a weight. Not done. He understood that, even if he didn't want to.

But the silence returned, wrapping itself around them both, and for the first time in what felt like forever, the ache in his chest softened just a little. He didn't know why. Didn't know what it meant. But there was something in her words that made him wonder if there was a reason to wait—just a little longer.

And for the first time, he wasn't sure he was ready to make the choice yet.