i sat in the cafeteria.

it was the first time in the week i've been at school.

everyone was looking at me and i knew that.

i wasn't in the mood to care.

i just wanted to buy a bottle of water.

i could see you all from the drink line.

namjoon,

seokjin,

taehyung,

hoseok,

and jungkook.

not you though.

as soon as they heard the whispers,

they looked over.

their table quieted too.

jungkook looked at me with a nod before looking back down at his hands.

as soon as i bought the water,

i held it in a way that showed my middle finger.

if they want to look at something,

they can look at that.