"how was today?" i sighed holding his hand.

"shitty."

he nodded laying close to me on the grass.

we were at that field again.

"hey, jungkook?"

"yeah?"

i bit my lip, not knowing if i should really ask or not.

he's the only one i can count on anymore,

if he were to say no then everything could change.

"will you runaway with me?"

he looked at me for a minute.

the silence scared me,

but i waited for his answer.

"you know i love you right?"

"yeah."

i shut my eyes.

this didn't sound too good.

"do you know what that means?"

"what?"

"that wherever you are or whatever you're doing, my heart is with you. it's something i cannot control. even if you did go by yourself, my heart will be with you." i frowned.

i knew this would happen.

"but, being heartless is like being empty. ever since i fell in love with you, you've been my reason for living. god knows we're still young jimin, we've got to keep living."

jungkook squeezed my hand as a sign of reassurance.

"so, i might as well runaway with you."