Samantha Queen's POV:

Here I am on a dress shop of Mr. Announcer, he's getting my body measure so that he could make a dress for me or should I say, two piece?

I am thinking if this is really necessary, I will not wear a gown so why are they even getting my body measure? You don't need it when it comes to two piece.

Whatever. Maybe they are thinking a new concept of my clothes?

Mr. Lee wants this. He told me that I need new clothes for my show. It only means that the bar is fully booked.

Tiba tiba na naman si Mr. Lee. He's just getting richer and richer because of my body. Because of me who's fvcking every men. Because of my hotness and because of me, who wants revenge.

What if one day, I will not go to the bar to perform? Will they be able to reach above their sales? Will they have customers? I don't think so. Ako ang bumubuhay sa club ni Mr. Lee. I just don't fvcking understand why he even tried to rape me because Trix told him so, if he knew that I am the only one who can make his bar survive every night. His bar is nothing without me. He's nothing without Queen.

Come to think of it? I am the Queen but I feel like I am breathing for Mr. Lee's club. It should be the other way around, right? I am the Queen so they should be the one to serve me. Not me serving for them.

I am starting to hate my life with these fvcking thoughts when someone cut it off.

"Look at these lingerie's, Queen. Bagay na bagay sa'yo 'to. Lalong aangat ang ganda mo dito." Mr. Announcer said while fitting it to my body.

I just smiled at him and said: "How can you even tell me that I am beautiful when you never saw my face?"

He stopped with what he's doing and he told me to sit down first. He held my hand and smiled at me.

"Even you wear masks every night and I never had a chance to see that beautiful face of yours. I know, you are beautiful here. I don't need to see it with my eyes, because I can feel it. You are indeed beautiful." He said while he puts his hands on my chest, telling me that I am beautiful inside.

I was about to smile but I just smirked.

Queen doesn't smile. She's smirking.

"Are you kidding me? How can you even tell that to me? You know what I am doing in the bar, and that is to just dance in a pole and to have sex with men. Where is the kindness there?" I get up and decided to leave his dress shop.

I just don't understand him. I need to walk away because I feel that I am not Queen right now. Something is not right.

He did not bother to stop me from walking away.

I just drove the car that Mr. Lee let me borrowed so that I can still wear my mask even though I am outside of the bar.

After a minute of driving, I found myself here in a park.

I am hesitating if I'm going to go out of this car with my mask removed or I'll just wear it.

Then someone knocked at the window. I was surprised when I saw who it was.

I told him to get in the car.

"What are you doing here, Zy?" He just smiled at me.

That smile.

I missed smiling so genuine like that. When was the last time that I smiled like that?

I felt like my whole life was nothing. I've been living a lonely life. While Zy? He's been so happy despite of our job in the bar.

"This is the first time that we're not in a bar. I mean, the two of us, having time to date?" I was lost with my thoughts when Zy said something that made me face him.

"Hey! I asked you why are you here?" I said while removing my mask. It's Zy so it's fine.

"I'm going here every time I feel stressed. This park is special to me. Do you remember? This is where we first met each other." He's smiling at me. I was about to smile with that thought but I remembered the night when we first met.

It was not a beautiful memory to kept.

I don't want to remember it.

I suddenly felt a headache, I held my head. Hindi mawala ang sakit.

Napakunot ang noo ko at napapikit na lamang ako sa sakit.

It's coming back to me.

Here I am on a darkest part of this park. Crying and hugging myself. The dark night and cold wind fills my body. It makes me shiver but I just brush away that feeling. Because there's something on my body that hurts more, my heart is tearing apart.

Asking God why He let me receive this kind of suffering when I never did wrong to anyone.

I've been kind and understanding but why am I the one who ended up like this? I look like a trash. No, I am a trash right now.

I cried more with that thought. I don't know what to do that's why I decided to stay here.

Then someone came to my way. Asking me what happened. I just looked at him with my eyes filled with sadness, fear and asking for help.

Despite of what happened to me, my heart chose to trust this guy who's standing in front of me.

Worrying and letting me wear his clothes.

He lend his hand to me and by the time that I accepted it, that was the time that I entrusted my whole life and destiny to him.

"Sam?" I was lost with my thoughts when he saved me.

"You remember it right?" I just nodded to him and I'm a bit shock when he wipe my cheeks. It's wet.

Am I crying?

I looked at him and he answered the question on my mind.

"You're crying..." He said while his eyes filled with emotions.

He's looking at me and smiled at me.

"Don't be afraid to face the past and everything that's happening now. You know that I am always here for you and I will never let someone hurt you again." I am sincerely looking at him and asking myself, why?

Why me, Zy? Why did you choose to help me? Why are you still helping me? It's been two years but you never leave my side.

Why, Zy?

Why I just met you? Why I did not meet you before that happens?

I will not gone through this if I just met you earlier. Because I know you will protect me as much as you can. Unlike him...

I avoided his gaze and just look on my fingers. I am starting to cry again as memories came back.

My chest is hurting. It is still hurting. I haven't moved on yet.

He held my hand and kissed it. I looked at him and he just gave me his sweetest smile. My favorite smile in this world, because it is telling me that I don't need to worry about anything as long as I am with him.

"Live with me." He casually said while I am looking at him with unbelievable face.

He's not even asking me. He's telling me to live with him.

To my surprise, he kissed me to my lips. My tears fall when he did it with full sincerity.

I missed this kind of feeling. I've been longing for a kiss like this. I am hungry for love...

So I responded to his kisses while caressing his hair.

He stopped kissing me and looked me in the eyes.

"Please, live with me." Staring at my eyes and waiting for my answer.

I just nodded without any hesitation but also without thinking anything.

Maybe, I really need someone who will stay by my side and protect me.

He suddenly kissed me and I can feel his happiness.

I just responded to his every kiss as I let him own me. Yes, me. Not just my body.

Then I found ourselves at the back of the car, he managed to carry me here.

He's on the top of me when he slowly removed his shirt. I just got wet and bit my lips.

He's so fvcking hot!

He held my face and kiss me while we are slowly laying down at the back seat.

I started to caress his back and it led me to his abs up to his belt, I removed it with the button and zipper of his jeans.

He also removed the clip of my bra and started to caress it under my dress. "Hmmmm." I started to moan when he did it.

Slowly, after he played with my nipples, he started to caress my body and it led to massaging my pussy.

"Ohhhhh." I moaned while he's still kissing me.

I can't help but to caress his soft hair.

He then put his hands inside my underwear and that made me open my legs more widely.

I can't do anything but to moan when he also totally removed my dress and started to suck my nipples.

What the fuck, this is really good.

When was the last time that I felt this romance?

Sucking my nipples while massaging my pussy.

This is way more different from all the sexes I had.

He just continued with the romance and when I insist to suck his dick, he didn't allow me to.

I just gave him an unbelievable look.

Everybody loves Queen because of this. Why he doesn't want to?

He just gave me a quick kiss while smiling.

"You're not Queen. You're my Sam." He said looking at me while holding my cheeks.

I was touched with what he said.

All this time, he still didn't see me as the Queen who wants the revenge. He still see me as Samantha that he met 2 years ago.

The fragile Samantha.

I thought I already vanished Samantha's existence.

But in his heart, Samantha is still there.

I am still existing.

The real me...

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A/N:

First update of 2019! Yieeeee. Pero last year pa ito naka-draft. HAHAHAH. Alam niyo naman re-read lagi bago mag-publish baka kasi magkamali eh maloka ako paano aayusin ang next chapters. Hahaha. Ayan sana mag-enjoy kayo sa buhay ni Queen! 😘

Comment your thoughts! Thank you sa mga patuloy na nagbabasa. Pasensya na sa napakatagal na update ha? Busy sa work eh, puyatan kasi. Hehe.

Iloveyouall!

Love lots,
PrincessM. ❤

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Posted on:
March 4, 2019, 8:02 AM