I wonder why Aido was acting like that? I thought of all the possibilities and one stuck out the most. No way. I slapped both my cheeks lightly. "I won't deny it until he does something that confirms my suspicions." I muttered after sighing heavily.

I reached over towards my desk from my bed, my body on the verge of falling off. I felt my body being weighed down before I could reach my saviour, my phone. I stretched, feeling myself start to fall but grabbed the phone. Then I quickly snapped back, trying to balance before pushing my body back by using the floor with my hands.

I looked through my old messages, seeing the caring but stupid texts from Uta. I saw the blunt but hilarious texts from Touka, as well as the perverted messages from Tsukiyama. How did he even get my number? He may be my best friend but I know people I should not give my phone number to. Creepy, as usual. I felt a feeling of dread and sadness overwhelm me, causing me to breath heavier.

My sight was blurred slightly, dropping my phone onto the floor. I started clawing at my neck, feeling like I can't breath. I could barely think properly, I started choking on my sobs as tears cascaded down my cheeks. Why did I leave my only family?

I started scratching at my arms in panic, seeing slight hallucinations. They needed my help but I left for my own selfish reasons. No matter how hard I scratched, no wound was made. I should've been there to sacrifice myself for my family; Anteiku & Ken. I could feel my nail moving as I tried to scratch my impenetrable skin; making the nils feel like they are going to rip off.

I felt my memories rush into my head; of my previous panic attacks, of all the times that I wasn't there to protect my friends, of all the times that they needed me. I felt my throat close in more, making my sobs turn into gasps for air.

I need my brother, even though he's changing. I need Touka, even though she can be a slight bitch. I need Enji, even though he's quite egotistical about his past. I need Kaya, even though she is reserved. I need Nishiki, even though he's an asshole. I need Uta, he's my best friend. My breathing started to get slightly better, while thinking about them when they were with me. How they would act if I was there with them.

I could hear the pounding of my blood pumping around me, almost blocking out my familiar ringtone. I felt paralysed, I couldn't move, I didn't want to move.

Until I heard their voices in harmony, "Hey, we miss you, probably as much as you miss us and we hope when it gets safer, you'll be here with us. See you, we'll come visit some time." Then the voicemail stopped suddenly after that last sentence.

I felt my throat loosen, making me stop clawing at my neck and arms. I breathed heavily, trying to get my breath back. I love them so much, I'm definitely going to come back when it's safe.

I could feel the tears still cascading down my cheeks. I guess this is the real me. The weak me. I sighed before roughly wiping my tears and grabbing my phone, checking the time. Oh no. I quickly stood up from the cold floor, feeling my legs wobble and almost collapse.

I sped towards the closet, grabbing my uniform and throwing it on. I ran into the bathroom, quickly brushing my teeth before ruffling my head. I looked in the large mirror, seeing my reflection of a disheveled boy who looks like he just had sex behind a dumpster. Damn it.

I ran down the stairs, hoping to see that they waited for me. I saw nothing except the clean, luxurious living room. Those bastards. I stormed outside while seeing some of the day class students who were starting to walk to back to their dorms until they caught sight of me. I didn't see any of the guardians, nor did they. The leftovers, who were 3 girls, flocked towards me, "Oh my god! You look more handsome up close!" They all squealed, "Are you a bad boy? Is that why you are late?"

I sheepishly smiled while shoving my hands into my pockets. "I guess I am." They all squealed after that, before they suddenly stopped, "Are those tear marks on your cheeks?" My eyes widened before I started to scrub my cheeks with my knuckles, "N-No." I stuttered.

They all 'aww'd and started patting me on the back and hugging me. "It's okay! Have those other night class students giving you trouble? If they have, I've always liked you the best, even though you are new." One of the girls stated before reaching up on her toes and kissing my cheek. I felt myself jolt at her scent, delicious, before I said, "Since I'm already late, why don't I just spend time with you, girls?"

They all nodded their heads, with large, bright blushes painting their cheeks. I smirked, before they started leading me towards the day class dormitories. The girls then started arguing about who's room I would go to since they are all in different rooms, I assume.

I put a finger to my mouth, making a shushing sound. They all turned to me before I pointed towards the girl who gave a kiss on the cheek, "I would like to go with her, you two can have time with me another time, I promise." I said, winking flirtatiously towards the other two. I could feel the bloodlust controlling me. I didn't get enough time to eat.

The girl I chose, winked at me before grabbing my hand and skipping towards her room. Suddenly remembering Tsukiyama's 'lesson', It's better to give them pleasure before their demise. He only taught me that because he thought that Ken's flesh would be enough to quench his taste for human-ghoul flesh. Also, he was kind of like a best friend to me.

He said to just make out abit, or a bit more, then bite. I realised that's what I do whenever I feed from a human.

She opened her door, pulling me in, causing me to slightly stumble before she sat on her bed, making me sit next to her. "Is this your own dorm room?"

She nodded, whilst looking at the empty side of the room, "Nobody has decided to share this room with me." She sighed before I reluctantly wrapped an arm around her shoulder, pulling her towards me. Her scent flowed through my nose.

"Introduce yourself to me." I jokingly demanded before releasing her from the side-hug. Her eyes widened, joy practically rampaging her emotions. She had the biggest smile on her face before she started introducing her self.

"My name is Saki Ryumaki. I'm 17 and a second Year student. I love cooking and science!" She exclaimed before scooting closer to me, "Also, I do like you." She shyly admitted. I remember my thoughts when I was complaining about the many confessions, I should get a girlfriend or boyfriend to stop them. I smirked before looking into her emerald green eyes. Maybe if I make her fall in love with me, I'll have my personal flesh machine. I'll feed from her, let it heal then feed again. Hit two birds with one stone.

"I may not have known you for long but I think I already like you." I lied, half smiling and half smirking at her vulnerable face, caressing her raven-coloured hair that felt like silk. Her face brightened up before she instantly hugged me. Does this mean that I have to look after her? I hugged her back hesitantly before thinking more while she tightened her hold on me. Anything to stop the annoying amount of confessions, to annoy the vampires and get a personal flesh machine.

Perfect. Actually, hit three birds with one stone.
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I know this is a weird turn of events but I have plans for this. Also the vote from chapter 12 is still going on until I announce who the winner is.