Gon P.O.V

I sigh as I lay in my bed unable to sleep. He forgot! After that moment in the hall, I went to the gym and spent all night there, in disappointment and anger.

Am I that forgetful?

I am not even sure when I fall asleep. But my dreams are entranced with Killua and his lips, his touches. I wake up and groan looking at my boner.

Would masterbating to him be weird?

I nod. Yeah it would be. But its not like he would know. I end up deciding against it. And attempt to sleep again.

"Fuck! Killua harder!" I moan out.

Killua gives me that devious smirk as he thrusts into me harder, deeper, my nails dig into his back drawing blood. "You feel so good Gon!" He groans out, causing me to moan.

I wake up drenched in sweat, and seeing cum on my pants. I groan and punch the headboard behind me.

I take off my shorts and swap it for others praying to God I don't have another wet dream.

After a long night of thoughts of Killua, I get washed and get dressed for our run, since we didn't have one yesterday.

Shit. I can't go get him. I kissed him and he hates me now, because he doesn't remember.

Zushi bangs in my door with his foot, I glare at him, but he was already glaring at me. "Hurry up and meet Killua down stares before he continues knocking and wakes up the entire house!"

I stare in complete bafflement. Killua is here to fetch me for our run? But why?

"Gon!" Knuckle yells running in my room. "Go and shut your man up!" He bellows. I hear Killua's voice yelling that he is not my man and that I could only dream for that outcome.

The guys snickered, I glared and ran down stairs seeing Killua in the doorway looking drop dead gorgeous. He wore a black tank top and white running shorts.

My eyes widened and I blushed remembering the wet dream I had. "H-Hey Zoldyck." He smiled and looked away blushing.

"Freeces." He nods and we both leave the house.

"So which route you want to take since we leaving from my house?"

Killua scratched his head. "You can lead the way." I nod.

I feel Killua's hand grab my wrist. My eyes widened as I turn to meet his eyes. "G-Gon?" I nod wondering what he wants to tell me.

He sighs and looks away. "I remember." He mumbles so softly I almost can't hear him.

"Y-You what?" I stutter out, feeling slightly flustered and like my sweat glands are about to burst as a blush crawls up my cheeks.

"I remember the kiss, and I am so sorry." He looks so sad, it breaks my heart. I pull him in for a hug, he gasps out of surpise but I feel his face snuggle into my neck. As his hands wrap around my waist.

"No I am sorry, I should've stopped it but I-" he shakes his head and moves back.

He looks me in my eyes. "Are you kidding me, I was practically throwing myself at you. I get it." I nod and laugh.

"Yeah my restraint was stronger that I thought it was." He nods and laughs.

"You call this restraint." He lifts up his shirt and gestures to my master piece.

I smirk. "Well if you weren't begging for it, maybe I wouldn't be so tempted." I tease. He punches me in the arm.

After a while I clear my throat. "How was it?" I ask softly, I can barely hear myself. But Killus definitely heard me as he stiffens.

"How was what?" He asks avoiding eye contact.

"The kiss." He sighs and rubs his temples.

"It was amazing." He said then took off running, I stood there agape, until I remembered he is the best runner. And I chased after him.

"Wait up!" He runs faster, and I pick up my pace. "You can't just say that and run Killua!" But that only makes him run faster. At this point we not running buddies I am chasing him and it seems like his been holding his true speed in at practices cause what the fuck! He is so fast!?

I pick up the pace, because I will be damned if he runs from this conversation.

"Zoldyck!" I yell. I am running full speed and I am actually catching up to him. I smile to myself.

He abruptly turns around and I bump into his chest and fall on my ass, I quickly get up when I see the anger, and some other emotion in his eyes. "What do you want me to say Freeces!?" I stare at him agape as he pulls at his hair. And glares at me. "That I loved the kiss!? That I crave and think about it. That I want to rip off your clothes and do sinful things? Is that what you want to hear?" He shakes his head."Because I am not going to say that."

I walk closer towards him and cup his cheeks softly. "You already did." I lean in to kiss him. But he shakes his head and backs up. I feel my heart clench and I am not sure why.

"I think that's enough training today." He shakes his head. "No training tomorrow. See you Monday." He then walked off.

I stare at his receding back. What just happened. "Or we could see each other tonight?" I ask hope in my voice.

Killua turns and gives me a raised eyebrow. "We could hang." I shrug. Killua bites his lip contemplating what to respond. "I get if you don't want-"

Killua shakes his head. "Uhhm no its not that. It's just well-" he looks away and scratches the back of his head.
He then sighs. "I am kind of being forced to have lunch with my family tomorrow. And then after that Kurapika and I eat ice cream and wallow in despair." At first I chuckle, but when I look at him I see he is completely serious.

I nod. "Maybe some other time then?" I sound so pathetic.

Killua looks like he is about to regret what leaves his mouth. "Lunch ends at 3, we will be back home by 3:30, you could come over and wallow with us?" I feel myself smiling and I nod. "Oh and bring Zushi." He then turns and runs off.

I bite my lip to stop from smiling. "What snacks should we bring." I jump at the sound of Zushi's whisper. Placing a hand to my heart.

"Zushi what the fuck?" He smirked.

"Yeah I was here the whole time." I stared, my mouth wide open at my best friend. "Right behind that Bush over there." He points at said mentioned bush.

"Zushi!" I yell, feeling my cheeks heat up.

"By the way, that was a cute smile you gave Killua there, even when you tried to bite your-" I punched him in the arm.

"I have no recollection of what you speak." We then walked back to the house. "You follow us Zushi? Like all the way?"

He gave me a sheepish smile. "In my defense it was Feitans idea." I sprint off towards the house, causing Zushi to run after me yelling. "Feitan run!"