Killua P.O.V

I sat beside Gon's hospital bed, my parents got him a private room, because they said and I qoute our future son in law deserves the best care  I was ready to argue on how he won't be their son in law when I looked at Gon's face and started crying uncontrollably.

The doctors said he actually didn't suffer any major injuries, his shoulder was dislocated, and he has an intense concussion that could lead to short term memory loss. But that ate my insides. Sure his memory would come back, but the thought of Gon forgetting me for even a day made me want to die. And its funny because I told him to act like he never met me, like I never existed, because that's what I planned to do. And I did it. I ignored his existence and now I find myself hoping he doesn't really forget my existence. Because for fuck sakes I want to kiss him and go on dates with him. I want him to be mine. And I want to be his.

The football team was just outside, they would've come in but they wanted to give me time with him alone and I really wish they didn't because the more I look at him the more I cry and crying alone is easier than crying with people around, even though I did both today, for crying out loud I cried in front of an entire stadium today.

I grip his hand tightly and squeeze it. "Come on Freeces, wake your stubborn ass up." I whisper afraid that if I say it any louder it would injure him further.

But being the stubborn person he is, he just laid there, motionless making me hate the world and myself.

The door suddenly banged open, I look to it in fright. "Gon!" A woman screams in terror, I flinch at the loudness of her voice, she runs to the otherside and grasps his other hand.

Zushi comes to stand next to me as he pulls me in for a side hug, so that I don't have to let go of Gon's hand. "How you holding up Kil?" I want to punch myself for that particular question. Do I even have the right to be crying by his side?

I was about to respond when the woman gasps in surpise. "Y-You Killua Zoldyck?" My face heats up as I give her a sheepish smile and nod. "Gon has told me so much about you. I am his Aunt Mito. More like his mom really." I give her a warm smile, as she chuckles. So this is the woman who raised Gon huh? She seems nice.

"Nice to meet you Mito." I say. I quickly look back at Gon, hoping for a sign of movement. Nothing. Come on wake up you shithead!

Don't cry. Please don't cry in front of Gon's aunt! "So you two finally start dating?"

My eyes widened as my body got stiff. Oh crap, I am hyperventilating. "Uh no ma'am." I say just above a whisper.

She narrowed her eyes at me, and i thought she was about to kick me out of the room when she surprised me. "Please do not call me ma'am! Do I look like I have wrinkles?" She then took a breather while I smiled at her. "So did the date not go well? He was extremely excited."

I bit my lip and glanced at Gon. Does his Aunt know of her son's fuckboy ways? Is it right for me to tell her while he can't defend himself? "Well Gon-uhhm you see what had happened was-"

Zushi sighed and cut me off. "Gon was being a little shit again." My eyes widened as I gaped at Zushi. What the fuck Zushi?

Mito sighed. "I see." I turned my baffled face at her. She sees? What- My thoughts are cut off by Mito. "Please don't give up on my child. His heart was broken, s-so now he doesn't let anyone in, but you-you kicked those walls down somehow...so please don't give up on him." The look she gave me was pleading, if I wasn't already planning on staying by his side I would've been convinced just by those eyes.

"I won't. I promise, believe it or not he kicked my walls down as well." I was now looking at Gon, tears started falling down my cheeks. "This ass just needs to w-wake up." I sniffed and wiped my eyes. I suddenly felt a pair of arms around me to realise it wasn't Zushi, I attempt to let go of Gon's hand to hug her fully, but I feel his hand tightened around mine. My eyes widened as I turn to look at Gon. Still no movement?? "G-Gon? Did you just squeeze my hand?" No response. Great now he is making me look crazy. "Please Freeces just open your eyes or squeeze my hand again." Nothing. I sigh. But then I think of an idea, I try to let go again and I feel his hand tightened again. I smile to myself. He is gripping my hand subconsciously. I lean forward and plant a kiss on his forhead.

Just then the door opens revealing my mother and Kalluto. I take in a deep breath. Is something wrong with his brain? Why is Kalluto here? My mother senses my fear and reassures me. "Killua your sister was just my consultant with the concussion, no need to stress." I nod quickly. "You must be Gon's mother?" My mother reached out her hand to shake.

Mito shook her head. "I am his aunt, but only family." My mother nodded sadly, as they shook hands.

"Alright. Well Zushi, Son you two need to leave now, we just need to go over formalities with Mito here." I wanted to object but knew better.

"Killua can hear, it's all right. Besides Gon won't let go of his hand." Said Mito.

My mother smirked at that. "Interesting he must subconsciously be aware that it is Killua." I rolled my eyes at my mother's fanatics. "By the way, did those two tell you we will be family soon? Because let me tell-"

"Mother!" I yell and glare at her. Everyone in the room laughs.

She holds her hands up in self defense, as she explains Gon's condition, which I already knew, she then assures her that all costs are covered under family discount to which I grit my teeth and glare at her. Mito attempts to pay, my mother refuses.

Once my family left the room, Mito asks if I want anything to eat or drink, I shook my head no, her and Zushi left to go get food for everyone.

I turn to look at Gon, and I could've sworn his eyes were open, but shut quickly. "Freeces!"

Nothing.

"Gon I swear to God, if you don't open your eyes again-" He squeezes my hand and gives me a smile.

"Zoldyck you look stunning." He says as he opens his eyes to look at me, his voice hoarse. A tear runs down my face as I pull him roughly in for a hug. "K-Killua my shoulder." My eyes widened.

"Shit! Sorry...you okay?" He nods.

"I am glad you stayed." He then looked down at our connected hands and smiled. "I knew I sensed your presence." I chuckled.

"Hey Gon?" I whisper.

"Yeah?"

I take in a deep breath. "I want you to kiss me." I whisper so softly, I doubt that I even said it, but by the way Gon's eyes widened and mouth dropped, I knew I said it.

"W-What?" I bit my lip and looked away, but Gon's other hand lightly grabbed my jaw and turned me to face him again.

"I-I want you to kiss me." He smiled and pulled my face forward, our noses touching.

"Why didn't you say so?" He said in a smug voice. I glared at him and was about to retort, when I felt his lips lightly brush mine, my eyes shut and breathing became a foreign concept to me.

"K-Killua say it again." Gon whispered. My eyes fluttered open to find Gon gazing intensely at me.

"Kiss me you idiot." I said breathlessly. He gave me a breathtaking smile, which didn't help considering I already couldn't breathe.

He leaned forward, my eyes fluttered closed as his lips touched mine.