A/N - Part of me decided tp make this bonus chapter right now because Im evil and I didnt want to get into dept on the whole 'I think Im in love with Jacob' thing just yet. I know if you're reading this story you were maybe thinking this was going to be less cliche that most, but you were sooooo wrong hahaha. See I told you im evil. Anyway enjoy the bonus chapterrr!

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Once Im dressed in my sweats and Tee after my shower I head downstairs to see my family sitting down looking confused and Jacob standing in front of them. When i finally come to ear shot I hear him saying, "Drew wants to tell you guys something very important. Please listen." Im honestly surprised by Jacob lately. Hes been hella nice.
I walk in amd Jacob smiles.
"There she is." He says pulling me to the center of the living room. My heart suddenly start to beat fast.
I start to rub my arm, something I do when Im nervous and I rubbed so much that I can feel the friction starting to burn.
I clear my throat and look dead in my dads eyes. Who just got home yesterday.
"I love to sing and I did something about it." I say quickly and squeeze my eyes shut as soon as the words left my mouth.
I hear a snicker and my eyes flew open. Of course it was Giounni.
His snicker caused all my other brothers to snicker with the exception of Jonathan.
My dad just sat there. Not confused or amused just bored. He looks like Im just wasting his time.
I choose not to say anything about the laughter and just continue on.
"I joined Glee club and we have a performance tonight and Id like it if you came."
I say with a shakey voice because those little laughs hurt a lot.
"Whats this? Glee club? You think singing is going to get you somewhere in life? Really?" My dad asks with a scoff.
This pisses me off. Im a lot less hurt than I am angry now and God knows I lack in filter.
"Its something that I love to do! My grades alone are getting me into college. I dont need some sport to make it. Why cant I ever be happy? Is there something wrong with that!?" I yell at my dad. All my brothers gasp and so does Jacob.
I have never yelled at my dad before.
"Listen here mija, dont you ever raise your voice at me like that again!" My dad yells. I scoff at him.
"Are you serious right now!? You just insulted me in the deepest way that you could and blatantly told me you had no interest in my happiness! So raising my voice is hurting your feelings? Screw you! And screw everyone else who has a problem with me singing!" I yell and storm away.
My dad storms after me.
"Sense you want to yell and say screw me in my house!?! You can say goodbye to that little performance you have!" My dad yells. I stop and spin around looking directly in his eyes.
"I hate you. I hate every bone in your body. All my life all I ever did was feel appreciative for you being a single father but you know what? You never cared about me. You were never here! We raised ourselves! All you do is work and when you come home you make it seem like you were always here! Im done! I dont respect you. I dont respect your wishes. And Im going to that performance one way or another." I say and turn around going to my room. I lay on my bed with my head facing the ceiling letting all my tears hit the pillow beneath me.
Depression always finds a way to get you when your happy.
"Im happy with it." I whisper to myself referring to my singing.
I lift my head up and look at the clock that reads 5:30pm. I shoot up and run out my room to Jacobs. I knock with all my might and his door flys open.
"What? What happened?!?" he yells frantically.
"Shhhh! Be quiet!" I whisper.
I push him in his room and close the door.
"I need your help." I say.
"What?" he asks.
"I need you to go outside and start up your car and wait for me." I explain.
"Why?" he asks confused.
"Because the perfomance starts at 7 and Phil wants us there at 6:30 so we can get dressed and rehearse." I say.
"Why not just leave at the same time?" he asks.
"Because my dad said I couldnt go so Im leaving out my window." I say. He nods and grabs his keys.
"Hurry." he says and leaves out.
I run back to my room and grab my bag and phone but as soon as I open the window Jonathan comes in.
"What are you doing?" He asks.
"Im going to that performance." I say. Jonathan smirks.
"Im coming too." he says. I smile brightly at him.
"Really?" I ask.
"Of course." He says.
We both climb out the window together and carefully climb down the tree. We run to Jacobs running car and hop in.
"Buckle up!" Jacob yells and speeds out.
We make it to the school at 6:23 and I run to the glee room as fast as possible. Jacob and Jonathan both were in the front line getting seats.
"Drew! Ive been calling you!" Sam yells.
"Sorry! I...Im....hold on let me breathe...wooo im out of breath!" I say breathing heavily.
"Okay! Im good. I got in this huge arguement with my dad and I had to sneak out." I explain to him.
"Oh...well damn. Im sorry." he says.
"Its fine." I say and we go to the dressing rooms.
"See ya in a bit." he says pecking my forehead and going to the boys dressing room.
I go in the girls room and grab my dress out the locker. We all have to wear the same thing. Its a red dress that has two black stripes at the bottom horizontally. The guys have to wear black slacks, black shoes, and a red button up with a black bow tie. Its cute.
Once Im dressed I go into the choir room with the others and we get started on practice.
We are singing; Lost Boy by Ruth B, Rather Be by Clean Bandit, and Drag Me Down by One direction.
None of the songs were my choosing but I agree we sound really good singing it. I even get a couple solos.
Once practice is done we all go to the auditorium and stand back stage.
It is 7:29 and we are just waiting on the announcer to shut the hell up.
The curtains open and I see Jacob and Jonathan cheering in the second row. Its actually alot of people here. When the music starts play I finally notice Symone and James in the 4th row. I smile and we start. The first song is Lost Boy.
Nina and David were the lead singers. Everyone else was just singing chorus.
When it came to Rather Be, Sam and Daisy had the lead. We sung chorus. I honestly got really jealous. It was going fine until we had to sing Drag Me Down where I had 2 solos. Me and George.
The chorus was sung by the rest plus George and I.
I was super nervouse but I was giving it my all. Here came the part where I had to sing a high note. This was big for me.
Nobody can drag me doooooooooown!
A very dreaded part that I totally nailed! 12 beat note held. A high C. I freaking did it! When it was all done the crowd cheered for us and it felt amazing. Even though I had my brother and two friends supporting me and my own boyfriend on stage with me. I couldnt keep my eyes off Jacob. I couldnt stop thinking about how much hes helped me today and what he said to me a couple days ago. What is he doing to me? I ask myself when all of a sudden im being lifted up by Sam. He kisses me on the lips but I dont kiss back. Something wouldnt let me. He didnt notice though. He was too excited I guess. I looked back at Jacob who looked a little down now. At first he was so happy. I dont get it.
I sigh and we leave the stage. I wish my emotions would stay sane for a while.
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The feels guys, the feeelsssss! Im so happy right now and I hope you guys enjoyed your bonus chapter! Look out for the next chapter this weekend.