Chapter 4: Painful Memories....

***Kōri's House^****

Kōri's POV:
As I arrived back to my house, I slam the door shut where it caught my grandma's attention when she came out of the kitchen with a baffled look.

"Kōri why are back so early?!" She yelled with a disapproval frown, but I ignore her question and march upstairs to my room where I slam the door with lots of anger and I lock the door.

***Kōri's room^***

I then flop to my bed and groan underneath my light blue pillow.

Damn that Mohawk idiot, why the hell would he ask me that? Can't he see that I'm a monster underneath those mittens?

I irritably ponder but my thoughts are soon interrupted when I heard my grandma banging on the door.

"Kōri! Please come out here! We need to talk!" She pleaded but I didn't listen and reach my pink stereo to slam it to turn on loud music so she would go away. However she kept on banging my door.

"Kōri I know you can hear me! Now open this door immediately!" She commanded but I ignore her once again while burying my face underneath my pillow.

Once I hear her sighing and left, I lift my head and turn off the music. I then lie back down to the bed where I stare at the ceiling thinking about what that blonde idiot asked me.

Why do you wear mittens in school?

I creased my brow when he asked that question to me just like how people asked me about my mittens. Then I heard my ex friend's harsh voice.

Why would I ever be friends with an ugly freak like you?! You're nothing but a stupid dumb pawn!

I quickly shook my head and put my hand on my forehead at that horrible memory of my ex friend cruelly insulting me.

Damn that bitch, I should've stay away from her in the first place.

I thought as I regret being friends with that two faced bitch. I thought she was the only person who understood me, but now I know her true colors, I won't let anyone go near me again.

I then let out a sigh and turn on the stereo again where the song begins with a slow piano then a gentle violin.

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no no, no no
Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before
But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no no
You're not sorry, no no
You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw there's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before you're not sorry
No, no, no
You're not sorry, no no (no)

As I sang the last note of the song, I rolled to the left side where I stare at the blue sky from the window. I then remembered what my grandma always said to me when we moved places.

I know I've said this a lot of times now and I'm aware of your...ability, but... I am positive that it will be a new beginning for us..and I just want you to be happy....

I close my eyes shut and bury my face against the pillow while having doubts about my new school.

A new beginning?...Yeah right, I highly doubt I'll find someone who can be friends with a monster like me....and no person would ever love me....

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