So I was supposed to volunteer at the library today but I found out that they moved the program to my sister's birthday (December 15th) WITHOUT telling me. So my step-dad got really pissed about it and apparently he knows someone who's on the board and he's going to call and complain about it and I told him that my advisor for the little library group that I do (she also does the program that I signed up for) has my phone number and email. And if she doesn't have my email, I know for a fact that she has my phone number because she tried calling me once to remind me about something and I didn't have my voicemail set up nor did I answer the call.

Also, I'm staying home from school tomorrow because of strep throat. I mean, it's not totally confirmed but I know I have it because my tonsils are swollen and they have those little white dots on them. And something funny, I only feel like shit in school and the moment I got home today, I felt fine. And I got lucky with this strep throat because the last time I had it in sixth grade, I had to stay home from school for three days straight and they had to gather up all my work and my parents had to pick it up. And those three days were the sickest I've ever been in my fifteen and a half years. I couldn't swallow because it hurt so much, I couldn't eat because I wasn't hungry, I had a headache and was literally confined to my bed, it was awful. But with this round, the only problem I have is a slightly runny nose (Which isn't even that bad at that moment). I can swallow just fine (Even without taking the non-strep medicine I took earlier, my throat didn't hurt at all.) and my throat doesn't hurt. And I think my lymph nodes are swollen but even if they are, if you touch my neck, it won't hurt me (unlike the last time I got strep). So literally there's only two reasons I'm staying home tomorrow. One: Strep is contagious. Two: You have to go to the doctor's to get medicine (And I hate to admit this, but I have Iatrophobia and Nosocomephobia) and I want to make it quick and easy because I am one-thousand percent sure I have strep. Plus, they always pronounce my first name wrong when they call me in and it pisses me off. They say Breanna (BRE-ANNE-AH), WHICH IS WRONG! MY NAME IS PRONOUNCED BRIANNA (BRI-AWH-NA)! Honestly, I've been called (BRE-ANNE-AH) for so many years that I'm honestly just tired of correcting people. Just know that if you ever meet me and pronounce my name wrong, I'll secretly be mad at you. But if you pronounce it right, I'll love you instantly.

So, who's putting bets on them saying my name wrong?

Or who knows? Maybe it'll be different.

Probably not.

Oh, and in case you were wondering:
Iatrophobia- Fear of doctors
Nosocomephobia- Fear of hospitals

Let me explain.

Why I'm afraid of doctors- I'm not a trust-giving person and I don't get sick a lot so I don't build bonds with my doctor (In fact, I can't even remember if my doctor is a boy or a girl) and I secretly think that they're going to betray me one day. (I actually can't really explain why I'm afraid of doctors so most of this is bullshit. Except for the fact that I can't remember if my doctor is a boy or girl or that I'm not a trust-giving person)

Why I'm afraid of hospitals- The fact that life and death are in the same building just freaks me out. I also hate the smell. It LITERALLY smells like life and death. That's the only way it can be described.

Other fears of mine: (If you want explanations, I can give them in the next part)
X- biggest fears

Trypanophobia- Fear of needles (XXXXX) (This one is pretty bad)
Acrophobia- Fear of heights (X) (I'm getting better though. It used to be as bad as my Trypanophobia)
Arachnophobia- Fear of spiders (Only the big ones. I'm okay with the little ones.)
Equinophobia- Fear of horses
Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotten (XXXXX)
Anuptaphobia- The fear of staying single forever.
Glossophobia- The fear of speaking in public (A LOT of people have this phobia and for me, it doesn't affect me that badly but it'll get to me
Kakorrahaphiophobia- The fear of failure or defeat. (XXX) (Fear of failure in my case)
Pediophobia- Fear of dolls (Mannequins as well) 

Sorry I went on a rambling session about my fears. I'm honestly just procrastinating doing my homework since I'll have all day to do it tomorrow (Still pissed about that by the way).

Anyway, hope you guys are having a wonderful day and I want to know:
What are YOU afraid of?

Don't be afraid to tell me. I'm a girl who's afraid of HORSES for crying out loud.

~Sky~