So we got our seats moved a while back and I now sit next to my ex-boyfriend's twin brother. But I literally dated my ex-boyfriend for like a month in fifth grade and the only reason we broke up was because he was moving schools. Then I hated him through all of sixth grade and then realized that I actually still liked him and I gathered up the courage to tell him and found out that he was moving back to Oregon (That's where he's from) and I was upset and I got back together with my other ex-boyfriend but I haven't dated him since the end of seventh grade because of reasons that will take up a whole part to explain so all you need to know was that he was a major dumbass. ANYWAY, I dated this other guy in eighth grade for like a couple of weeks and then he broke up with me and I still have no idea why but eh, I don't really care anymore. And then the ex-boyfriend that I was talking about before moved back last year and even though we were in the same math class, we never talked. Then he disappeared again out of nowhere and I found out that he wasn't doing his work and was failing all of his classes so he got moved down a grade. Now, he's a freshman while I'm in biology as a sophomore with his brother, who I can't even have a proper conversation with.

I say boyfriends even though I was way too young to even know the true meaning of a relationship. My first "relationship" lasted for five minutes and then another lasted for twenty and then my third lasted on and off for four years (This was the guy that was a douchebag) and my relationship with this guy lasted a month, and then I dated this other guy for a couple months who left me at a dance for Xbox and my other ex-boyfriend who I haven't dated since seventh grade got all pissed and shit because I ended up crying at this dance and literally only like two people gave a fuck and I yelled at him and ran off crying and he didn't even give two shits.

Also, there was the guy that I kissed at Homecoming that I only dated for three days. It was like a one-night stand without the, well, you know.

Okay. Well, there's my love life for you guys.

It's still a better love story than Twilight.

Yep. I went there.

And I just realized that I only ever asked out someone once. And it was the guy I talked about in this chapter (You know, the one with the twin brother). I asked him out in math class and here's basically how it went:

Me: //casually works on assignment
Him: //does same
//insert random talk while fifth grade Bree tries to get her shit together (I swear that if the boyfriend I haven't dated since seventh grade hadn't broken up with me because "he didn't want his family to find out that we were dating", this would have never happened. Also, my best friend at the time told me. He didn't even have the balls to break up with me in person.)
Me: //says something about liking things
Him: //thinks I'm talking about Justin Bieber (Really?! XD)
Me: //says that it's him that I'm talking about
//insert some awkward fifth grader conversations
Me: So you wanna be my boyfriend?
Him: Yeah.

And then in social studies we were learning about the loyalists or whatever and I got loyalist and he got the other one (Shows how much I paid attention in that class XD But IT WAS FIVE YEARS AGO!) and he was so upset and I just laughed.

Later...

Him: Hey is it okay if I tell my parents and friends that you're my girlfriend?
Me: Oh yeah, sure.

The next day...

Him: So my parents were happy.
Me: Oh cool.

And the rest is a blur up until he got me chocolates for Valentine's Day. It was even in a heart and everything.

I just told you my love life I'm sORRY!

But I kinda want to talk to him again but we never see each other and I can't talk to his brother about him because we can't even have a proper conversation.

I think the problem is that we're both awkward. Or maybe he likes me or his brother still likes me and he doesn't want to piss him off. I don't know. I'm reading way too much into this.

Well, it took five Internet diaries but you have finally learned the love life of Sky. I kinda knew this day would come to be honest.

Okay. I gotta go to bed. Talk to you tomorrow guys!

~Sky~