Anxiety's P.O.V.
T.W.: Cursing

Everything was getting better.

Roman and I weren't arguing as much, we don't hate eachother, and we were gradually becoming very good friends.
I was slowly letting my facade go down.

Bad idea.

Thomas has liked Jon (Cozart) for 4 years.
They have been best friends for 7 years.

They have an amazing friendship (like Thomas and Joan) with eachother, but Thomas wants to express his feelings and ask him out today.

I didn't know that.

He and Jon were just sitting on the couch, eating pizza, and talking about things like Youtube, gossip, food, and other shenanigans.

Princey walked up to the control panel, smiling.

"What are you doing..." Thomas was doing just fine on his own.

"Getting our host a boyfriend, obviously!" He cracked his knuckles, for what, I have no clue.

"No! Wait!" I ran over there shoving him to the side before he could do anything rash.

"What are you doing?!" He got back up and tried to push me back the other way.

"Making sure he doesn't end this friendship with his bestfriend!" I tried to block the control panel, but Prince pushed me to the ground, pressing a red button.

"Hey Jon... I really-" I got up and shoved Roman, with my skinny frame, as hard as I possibly could, pressing a black button.

"-need help with editing. Would you please help me tomorrow?"

Phew!

My heart was beating frantically as I let out a breath of relief, and energy.

That was a close one.

"Umm... Yeah sure! But I have to leave now... See ya tomorrow?" Jon asked, grabbing his stuff and giving Thomas a hug, making his cheeks warm.

"Yup! Bye Jon!"

"Bye Thomas!" And with that, he left.

Princey walked up to me,
"WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?!"

"I'm making sure he doesn't lose his bestfriend of 7 years!" I threw my hands up, trying not to lash out at him for his stupidity.

"Thomas is gonna end up lonely for the rest of his life because of you!" That stung a little.

"Woah Princey, chill. There are plenty of other fish in the sea." I turned, starting to walk away as I willed myself not to cry.

"But he is the one, I'm telling you! Can you stop being a little selfish bitch?!"

Thats it.

I turned on my heel and walked right up to him, jabbing my finger at his chest.

"How am I being the selfish one?! We dont even know if he likes Thomas back! Why is this such a big deal to you?! You're acting like it's the end of the world!"

He slapped me.

He shoved me to the floor.

"Because all you ever do is hold Thomas back! Whenever he wants to try something new, you prevent him from change! You cause him panic attacks! You keep him up when he needs sleep! You prevent him for being happy, just so you can be satisfied! You over do it! You're  a pathetic,"

He leaned over me, looking me right in the eyes.

"Disorder."