He cries? {Chapter 2}
I don't know about you guys, but Anxiety/Virgil is my favorite side and I personally think one of the sweetest and honestly when I watched this video and the gif, my heart melted, he's so sweet.
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~~Roman~~
"Psssst, Virgil?" I whispered in an attempt to wake Anxiety up. I'd already been to both Logic and Morality. Logan had asked me not to come into his room, while he was working, I wasn't listening as to what he was working on.
As for Patton, he just would not wake up for the life of me, he's a really heavy sleeper. So my last option was to go to Anxiety, I didnt want to be alone. Normally I wouldn't want anyone to see me as weak but when I'm sick I just dont want to be alone. Usually my first thought would be to go to Patton or Logan but that didn't work.
"Hey, please wake up." I tapped his shoulder lightly. He was actually pretty cute as he slept. His mouth was the slightest bit open and even though he wore his PJs, he had fallen asleep with head phones on. His music, still playing however the black headphones hung around his neck.
Anx finally, drowsily opened his eyes. "Princey...?" His voice was rougher than usual. My cheeks slowly began to heat up, but in his dark room I doubt it was noticable that I was blushing.
"I don't want to be alone. I feel so ill." Virge slowly propped himself up, until he was sat up leaning on the mountains of pillows against the headstand. He had a confused expression on his face, however he shook his head and moved over to the otherside of the bed, laying back down and still facing me.
Anxiety watched me as I climbed into the bed where he was previously laid. It was so warm and cosier than expected. I turned over to face him, pulling the cover over my shoulders.
He'd already closed his eyes and his headphones back on his head. I could hear the faint sound of his music.
Thats when I noticed something. His makeup was smudged down his face, it was usually smudged, yes. But more so than usual, it was noticeable almost like he had been crying.
My heart sank knowing Anxiety had been crying, I don't know why I cared so much but it made me sad to know he had no one with him while he cried.
I tapped him on the shoulder again, I assumed my face looked as worried as I felt. He removed his headphones and looked up at me with a slight bit of annoyance.
"Virgil?" I softly whispered.
"Hm?"
"Have you been," I paused for a second, "crying...?" His expression changed, one that I couldn't read. It was as though he was angry, sad and happy all at the same time.
I couldn't tell if he had teared up again but his voice was shaky. "Princey if you came here every single night and asked me that, the answer would always be the same. Yes."
Without another word, he closed his eyes, re-adjusted his headphones and turned over.
Thinking over what Anxiety had said, it made me hurt inside. He cried everynight? Alone? To himself? No one to comfort him, to tell him its okay, that it will get better.
My eyelids felt heavy and I began to fall into a deep slumber.
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I woke up, sitting up, yawning with my arms outstretched. Looking around the room, I found Anxiety over on his black couch with grey cushions. He was laid there staring blankly at the ceiling his jacket hood up and headphones on.
I still felt like crap. So I decided to lie back down and wrap myself in the duvet, I was freazing, until I looked like a giant sushi roll. Everything still ached and I was still exhausted.
Virgil looked over at me, he smirked and got up. Strolling his way to me, he put the back of his hand to my forehead. His smirk faded to worry again.
"Prince you need to unravel yourself from the duvet. You still have a fever."
"But I'm freazing!" I protested. He just sighed.
"Roman, take off the duvet." His voice was firm. I was sad, but did as I was told.
"You never told me what I was ill with?" It was true, he hadn't. He rolled his eyes.
"You have the flu, I'm surprised you didnt actually know yourself, its a common thing." That makes sense. I let out a whine realizing this would last about a week or two.
"Oh God..." I made a dash for the bathroom again. Only this time, it was darker and more grey. When I was finished being sick again. I wiped my mouth with tissue and took a of water from the glass Anxiety had refilled. He must have got it while I was in here.
I managed to make it back to the bed unfortuantly not my own, I didnt have the energy to go back to my own room. I collapsed back onto the bed and just stayed there with my eyes closed.
I could here movements and made the assumotiom that Virge was standing over me. I opened my eyes, just as Virgil lifted a thin black sheet and places it on top of me.
"Here. Its thin enough to keep you cool, and it makes you feel like your covered. I don't know about you but I can't sleep without some kind of blanket or duvet, or in your case a sheet, over me." I didnt realize how sweet Anxiety could actually be.
I smiled up at him and said a thank you. I couldn't help notice that his eye shadow had been washed off and re-applied. I thought about what he said last night and my heart sank again.
I tried not to think about it.
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I'm having so much fun with this, I hope you guys are enjoying it so far.
Cya :3
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