"So yeah, I'm really sorry I kissed you." Jimin says then takes a breath.

He had told me everything up to why he was gone all week.

"It's okay. I'm sorry for how I acted. It was childish for me to run away from the problem and not talk about it." I say and he nods.

"So, are we good now? Best friends forever?" I ask flashy a cheeky smile.

He looks over at me and smiles.

"Yeah, best friends forever." he says and then leans forward and sticks out his lips and points a finger to one of his cheeks then the other.

I laugh and lean forward and kiss both of his cheeks.

It felt good to know we were on the same page with this and our friendship was good again.

"So what do you wanna do the night of graduation? Unless you already have plans." I say, rolling over onto my back.

"Hmm I don't so Whatever you want to do is fine." he says.

"How about we go to a hotel. Like one of those big ones that we use to go to when we were younger." I say turning my head with a smile.

"Sounds fun. Who all is gonna come?" He asks leaning back too.

"Just us originally but if you want to invite someone you can." I say and he shakes his head and looks up at the ceiling.

"Just us is fine." he says and I nod and sit up and face him.

"Can I ask you a question?" I ask.

"Od course. What is it?" He asks. looking up at me.

"Well I've been thinking a lot lately about what you said in the classroom and I just wanted to know why you brought up being there for me when no one else was." I say.

"Well when your mom passed away I came running to you even though it would usually be the other way around and you were trying to cheer me up. When you did that I knew I had to make you happy instead of you making me happy when you weren't. So from that day on I started paying extra attention to everything you did and continued to make sure you were happy because no one else did. I was there the whole time and I thought maybe. just maybe, you had felt the same feelings that I had but I was wrong. " he says and I look down at him and frown.

"I'm really sorry Jimin." I say and he smiles.

"Don't be. You can't help it." he says and I sigh and lay down beside him and lay my head on his chest.

His arm wraps around my back and rests on my stomach.

"I know you don't feel the same but I still love you." he says and kisses my forehead.

I nod and before I know it I'm asleep.
..
When I woke up next I noticed that Jimin was gone.

I sit up and see a post it note that says

"I had to leave because the guys had big news to tell me so I'll see you tomorrow. Don't forget to eat dinner. -Jimin."

I smile  and stick the note in my drawer and walk downstairs.

I open the fridge and sigh.

There was nothing good and my dad didn't go shopping before he left on his business trip.

I let out a frustrated groan and slam the fridge shut.

I had exactly $100 in my wallet but I was gonna use that for when Jimin and I went to the hotel.

I throw myself on the couch and whine.

I guess I was going to bed hungry.