Dedicated to all readers.

Am sorry I haven't been updating,,, I really had a  nice trip to Kampala, Uganda in  Africa and  my  network was not available it  only  bring  mtn that is why I am so sorry again please,,, but from now I will be updating daily till the book ends.

Chanyeol 's pov.

Am  just a  monster why did I hurt my baek,,, it's all  my fault he  died,,,

Why did  he have to shoot  himself,,   I hate my self for hurting him,,, 

I took my phone quickly and called my dad to  pick me up,,,

Son what happen to you,,,

Killed him dad,, I killed him,,,

Who  son what happen

I killed  baek dad, I killed him,,,,

No you are not a killer son now  breath in and out then tell me what happened,,,

Dad  it's  my  fault he died

I did  kiss  xiumin and  made fun of his feelings dad  but I swear dad I just wanted to make him jealous I never thought he will shoot  himself,,,

Son  am sorry but  he  killed himself if  he  loved you  he  wouldn't do that,,,,

Dad I can't live without baek,,, I swear I will die,,  

Don't say like that son,,,  you will find someone who loves you,,,

No  dad  I only want baek and no one else,, 

Dad  can you do me a  favour

Which one

I want to see  baek  for the last time,,  I know his  father won't allow me to see  his  body,,,

Okay I will help you when they Barry him,,, we can  remove him and you will see him,,,

Thank you dad

Welcome son,,, you really loved him don't you

Yes  dad so much,,,  I guess he  never loved me the same way,,, he  just killed himself

Sorry son
It's okay dad,  

Now am  going to see you  baek and  hug you it  doesn't matter you are dead,,,, I will keep your  body with me and take care of you,,,

Son are you  crazy,, he is dead remember,,,

No I will take care of my  baek until he wakes up for me,,,

Mr  park 's pov

What is  happening to my son,,, I don't know if  he has lost his senses,, 

I won't let him cry over that guy,,,, I will look for him a beautiful girl to  marry,,,

I can't let my son go mad  because of  that  good for nothing baekhyun who shoot himself.