~Dear Diary, ~

~Okay, I'm fine with the idea of Andrew hanging out with other girls, even though it kills me on the inside, but that's my fault and I need to fix that! Although today really freaked me out! On a better note, I managed to get a brand-new copy of the latest AP book! So, go me!

God, I feel like I'm freaking out and I feel like everything's about to crash, but it's fine, I'll do some digging and figure everything out! 

I hope! If there's a god up there, he'd better stop playing with my emotions and give me clear sighs already! GAH!~

-Rosetta H. 

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I love the internet, it's one of the greatest things that humanity has made besides everything else of course, as I was scrolling through blogs after blog when I saw it; the greatest thing known to the world!

The brand-new Apocalyptic Wedding Book just came out today! From all the blogs I skimmed over, the story involves a zombie king trying to eat everyone, including the zombies themselves, which was confusing because I was sure that would be like cabalism or something, but I tried not to think about it, even though it's still odd. 

As I jumped out of my bed, I made sure to put on my best disguise so that nobody could recognize me! A waist tan colored coat, a pair of sunglasses and a big floppy hat were key parts in my disguise. Now that's left to do is leave the house, and not feel like an Idiot. 

As I was walking downstairs to the front door, Mom was on the couch, sipping wine, I looked at the tv to see that she was watching a soap opera kind of show, the ones all logic and reason is thrown out of the window for crazy story lines and insane characters, my mom's a huge fan of these shows, but I don't really have a good grasp on them. 

Mom looked at me and said "Oh I didn't see you there, Honey. Where are you going?" 

"Uh, the library!" I admitted, "I want to get a new book there and I'll be back before you know it!" 

Mom nodded and smiled "Oh, well have fun honey. If you need anything, just call me." 

"Okay!" 

I ran out the front door, passing by strangers, neighbors and kids in my grade like lighting, getting this book was my number one priority! If I didn't get my hands on it before, I'll miss out and I cannot have that happened! 

When I stepped inside the library, I felt a huge sense of calm and joy, the local library is a bit old, but it's very well taken care of, the walls are rough, and the library always smells like warm autumn! 

The older lady that runs this whole place is Mrs. Kendra.  she's an elder lady with blinged out sunglasses and a huge curly bun! The moment she sees me, she sighs and welcomes me in. 

"Hello Rosetta... what can I help you with today?" 

"Do you have the new books out today? Please tell you do..." I whispered, Mrs. Kendra sighed and nodded her head. "Ah, let's see." She pulled out a list of books and was scanning through, she tapped her finger on something and smiled. 

"Yes, we do. They're in the back, sweetie." She smiled, and off I was! One thing I forget about the library is how big is, most local libraries are pretty small, but ours is one of the biggest ones, so walking from shelf to shelf is a nightmare.

But when I saw the black and red cover with the couple looking into each other's eyes, that whole walk was worth it! I grabbed the book, and I was about to leave until I heard, "Aw, Andrew! You're so sweet."

I turned my head and followed the sound, Andrew was here? In a library? Now, that had be crazy, Andrew never liked Libraries at all, so why would he be in one? I peeked out from the shelves when I saw the reason in front of my own two eyes.

Mckayla. 

They were sitting at a table, talking to each other but something about it felt... off. Mckayla touched Andrew's arm and he seemed to be okay with it, I had that feeling again, that sinking feeling that'll drown me whole...

I watched as Andrew and Mckayla talk to each other, it feels so natural with them, Andrew and Mckayla seemed to be so happy with each other, like they were only two people in the entire world. My mind was already rushing with the worst-case ideas, and before I could get a grip, Andrew and Mckayla had already left. 

A few minutes later, as I was about to leave, I noticed some gossip girls that were chatting about all the drama and craziness at our school, I'm not sure of their names but if you ever want a rumor to spread, you go to them. 

But their gossip was how I was thinking of the worst possible ideas on what was going to happen to me in a few short moments. 

"Girl, so you know Andrew and Mckayla, right?" Gossip Girl A asked. 

"Yeah, why?" 

"Okay, you didn't hear this from me, but I'm betting that Mckayla and Andrew are going out together, I mean, they're a super cute couple." Gossip girl A grinned. 

"Woah." Gossip girl B chuckled, "Hold up, isn't Andrew going out with some bitch? I forget her name..." 

"Eh, she's not that important, besides, everyone knows he'll leave her, it's only a matter of time." The two of them laughed as I stormed out of the library, anxious and angry. 

The plain idea of Andrew cheating on me with Mckayla was enough to make my heart sink to my stomach and grit my teeth. Just the thought of them together was enough to make me want to scream! Maybe I was overreacting, or maybe I was being the crazy girlfriend who flips out when her boyfriend even breathes near a girl a certain way. 

When I got back home, I knew I needed to do some work and tried to put my paranoid mind to rest before this spiral out into something unhealthy. 

I just had one though "Please tell me those gossip girls are being stupid..." 

~End~

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