~Dear Diary, ~

~Oh. My. God! I can't believe it! I totally lost it during that conformation with Mckayla! I mean, it's not such a huge shock, but still! ~

~Mckayla's freaked out face is still fresh in my mind! It was like seeing a snake's life flashed before it's eyes as the hawk swoops and bites off its head! Although I'm not positive if that's actuate to the food chain, but that how's I felt at the moment. ~

~And of course, like Mckayla would do, she vows revenge on me. But it's whatever, I'd been her friend for years to come, whatever she got, I can totally handle! Well, I give myself a week at best.~

-Rosetta H. 

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From the moment I woke up, to the moment where I'm marching down to the park while my heart's beating a mile a minute, Mckayla keeps blowing up my phone with stupid voicemails about me! 

And even though I knew it was wrong and that I shouldn't even bother paying attention to her, I couldn't help but listen to at least one of them, I scrolled through a bit and tapped on the latest one she sent me. 

"I guess what I really want to say is this, you were really annoying as a friend. I mean, you always whined like a baby when I make a joke and when things are said and done, you get new friends and leave the ones you had behind. Here's the thing; you'll be nothing without me and that's the cold truth."  Her voicemail said, the recording stop, and something inside of me snapped. 

Mckayla playing the victim, that was something that wasn't so shocking, but the fact that she had the gull to turn it on me. Like I was the one to ruin our friendship? That was something I couldn't let slide. 

As I marched down to the park, I saw Mckayla's mom walking out of her house, when she saw me, she smiled and waved before going off to her own duties. I guess she still has a good feeling about me, even though me and her daughter don't talk anymore.

When I got to the park, I saw McKayla at the far end with Tracey and Chase, laughing about whatever, and with how many times Mckayla looked at me funny, the "funny whatever" was me, every fiber in my body was screaming "Run away! This isn't worth it; she'll eat you whole!" But I couldn't help it, I walked down the path and stood right there. 

"Hey." 

Mckayla raised an eyebrow as Tracey and Chase gave me a dirty look, while I put my hands in the pockets of my jean skirt and rolled my eyes. "Look, I totally don't wanna be here at all, but Mckayla sent me a voicemail and I'm here to set things right." 

Mckayla smirked and crossed her arms, "Oh yeah, like the fact that you're a brand-new bimbo who's totally, like like, a huge slut" Mckayla's voice went higher and Tracey and Chase laugh. 

As I glared at them, Mckayla brushed her brown hair out her face and shrugged, "Hey Rose, it's just the truth, nothing personal, right?" 

"Yes, yes, it is personal. You're being such a bitch right now." I spat out, Mckayla's eyes widen and backed up a bit, "Woah, calm down. It's just a joke.

"Oh really? You know what you joked about, you joked about my face, you joked about my hair, you joked about all of the things I like, and now you're joking about how I'm dressing." 

"Well, it's not my fault you can't take a joke. This is why me and you couldn't be friends for long, your sense of humor is garbage, and you whine like a baby!" Mckayla retorted. 

God, it would have been easy to just run away, it would have been easy to say "Okay, whatever" to her and left it at there, it would have been easy, it should have been easy. 

But easy wasn't something I was looking for. 

 I laughed bitterly and shook my head as I stared into the green eyes that I thought I could trust before, "You know what? I'm done with this." 

"Done with what?" Mckayla asked, "Done being a crybaby? Because uh, I don't think that I'll ever stop." 

"No, I'm done with you pushing me around, something that you'd been doing ever since we were kids, my whole life, I'd been letting you push me around, walk all over me like a doormat and treat me like shit. You're always trying to blame me for whatever reason because you can't handle the fact that you fucked up."

"Okay? So what? You're still being dramatic, all of this is just because you can't handle the fact that Andrew doesn't want you back, sugar." 

"It's more than just Andrew. You made fun of me for years, all so that I could worship the ground you walk on.  I was always there for you, anytime you were sad, angry or needed a favor, I was there. But what about you? Huh? Anytime I needed your help, you went out with Tracey and Chase and Andrew while leaving me behind! You took Andrew from me because you could, you took my happiness away from me just because you could, you took all of my pride away, just because you are lowdown insecure bitch who loves hating on people, she used to be friends with, because she's too shallow to live her own life!" I exclaimed. 

My heart was beating so loud that I could hear it from my ears, Mckayla glared at me with her beady eyes and scoffed, "Huh. Well guess what, this "Insecure bitch" is gonna make sure you'll regret saying what you just said to me." 

"Let me guess, it's a promise?" 

"You bet." Mckayla smirked; her shoulder brushed past mine as she walked away, Tracey and Chase followed behind, but Tracey looked at me and said, "You are so screwed." 

I rolled my eyes and watched the back of their heads, I breathed hard and fixed up my hair, and as I got the last bit brushed back into my hair, I heard "Hey!" 

I looked up and saw Casiah, Fontana and Connie rushing over and sighing hard, Fontana pointed at me, "Yo, what happened? We saw you and those bitches from earlier. What happened?"

"Oh that? Uh, let's just say I was ripping off an old band-aid, that's all." I sighed, "And it really stung, that's all." 

Casiah titled her head and raised an eyebrow before she shrugged and smiled. "Alright, that's cool. Hey, we were about to leave when we noticed your whole "ripping off a band-aid, thing." So, you wanna come with us? We're just going to Uncle Berry's ice cream store, wanna come?" 

I smiled and nodded my head, "Sure." 

Connie clapped her hands and stood right next to me, "Then let's get going." She smiled, and off we went to the ice cream store, together. 

The ice cream was superb, it was tangy and sweet as it should be, I looked up and watched Fontana, Casiah and Connie chatting and laughing as I smiled and ate my ice cream. They don't know it, but they really changed my life for the better, for once, I actually feel like I'm a group rather than being a part. 

Maybe things won't be so bad, and I'll be fine. This might be the best summer ever. 

~End~

(Author: Oh, and that's the Prep's diary: How the prep came to be! It's done and completed! Stay tuned for more prep's diary, I'll write up a story! Later!)