~Dear Diary~

~It looks like Mckayla and Andrew's idea of shoving heartbreak down my throat is by being at one of the places that make me happy! I hope both of them go and burn in hell and someone brushes away the ashes! 

UGH! I hate them so fucking much! I hate them! I hate them! ~

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I walked into Uncle Berry's Palor, one of the biggest ice cream shops in town! Ever since i was a kid, I'd had to came here around 59 times straight, sometimes I'm here on my birthdays, when I did very well in school or just because I had some cash, I felt like spending. 

When I entered, the shop was quiet with a few couples around, sharing ice cream and being all happy only left me with a bitter taste on my tongue but I did enjoy the sweet smell of all the different flavors, my favorite being the strawberry sandwich cookies, they'd always smelled like heaven~

I ordered around 3 and sat at the table, scrolling through my phone when the ice cream shop door opened to Andrew, Mckayla, Tracey and Chase.  with Andrew's arm on Mckayla's shoulder, smiling and talking to each other, looking like clowns. 

Tracey and Chase giggled seeing me, whispering to me about whatever, when Mckayla and Andrew past my table

Mckayla and Andrew past my table, both of them smirked at me like evil, spiteful little demons that crawled all the way from hell! I had to give myself props for not screaming my lungs out, I faked the biggest smile I had before my strawberry ice cream was done. 

I grabbed it from the table and sat back down, making sure that none of the ice cream dripped on my shirt, I saw Mckayla and Andrew get their order, a cute sundae with two spoons inside, smiling at each other, my eyeroll count for this day was around 3. 

As I ate, I had to listen to the stupidly happy couple talking to each other, Tracey and Chase were so happy and giddy about their relationship I though "If you loved them so much, why don't you marry them?" 

I groaned as I put on my headphones and keep eating my sandwich and not care about whatever the hell they were talking about, but as I was eating, a text message popped up on my phone from Mckayla, which read "Mckayla: Andrew's so sweet! No wonder you always talked about him. 😏"

I scoffed and put my phone away, I could have the coolest insult to say back to her, but the problem was that I blocked her number, but for some reason she didn't block me, so she can still text me, but I can't text her back. I don't know why she wanted to text me of all people, but I guess the tormentor enjoys getting any ounce of pain they can get from their victim. 

As I got up from my chair and was about to leave, I looked at Mckayla's table one more time before I sighed and leave the ice cream shop. It was like I was photoshopped out of my own life, seeing how happy they look together crushed me. As I was walking down the street, that's when I felt. The big feeling of being alone for the first time, in a very long time.  And how I'd never really had people who cared about me, it's freeing, it should be freeing! But I don't feel it. 

The thought circled around my head for a bit as Mckayla sent more pictures of her, Andrew, Tracey and Chase being together, without me, it was so overwhelmingly sad, just once I wanted to have the last word, I just want to the smug happy one for once. 

But with how things are going. I don't think that'll happened, not by a long shot. 

~End~

(Author: Poor, poor Rosetta, give me a star people and tell me what you think! Give me a read an comment, have a good day!)