But there always has to be someone, who will ruin your happy moments.

"(y/n), we have to go." Someone says behind you. You quickly turn around to see Castiel, standing there in his trench coat.

"What are you doing here?" You ask him, confused.

"I came here to save you."

"Am I dead?" You shakily say, looking at your mum, who is now cooking something.

"Not really, but you were seriously hurt and I had to heal you." He says calmly, walking closer to you.

"Can we-can we just stay here a bit longer?" You beg him, feeling tears streaming down your face. Castiel places his hand on your shoulder, squeezing it gently.

"(y/n), we have to go back."

"Just one more minute okay?" You look at him. And something in your eyes convinces him. So he just nods and lets go of you. You reward him with a smile and walk closer to your mum. You watch her carefully, trying to remember every piece of her.

"Mum?" You whisper, even though you know that she won't answer. You have heard a lot about heaven so you know how it goes.

Your mommy doesn't even turn around, just continuing to cook.

"Okay. Let's go." You sadly smile at the Angel, who is curiously watching you. He nods and once he touches you, a bright light blinds you and when you open your eyes, you are back on Earth.

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You gasp for breath and sit up, bumping with someone's forehead.

"Jeez, (y/n), welcome back." Dean says as he rubs his forehead. You look at him and you don't know why, but you just throw yourself in his arms, hugging him and start crying into his shoulder. Although he is taken off guard, he embraces you even tighter and rubs your back.

"I'm so sorry." You whisper between the cries.

"About what?" He mumbles, but doesn't let go of you.

"About the things I said earlier, I shouldn't have said that." You squeeze him, because you are afraid that he will stop cuddling you.

"(y/n)...I...don't worry about that okay?" You can feel his body tense, but you don't say anything. You nod and inhale deeply his scent. You just wish he liked you as much as you like him.

After a while, when you finally calm yourself down, you pull away and smile at him. He smirks a little as he wipes off your tears.

"Are you okay now?" He smiles.

"Yes, thanks." You blush a little.

"Where are Sam and Castiel?" You ask him, when you realize that you are alone in your room at the bunker? How did they get you here so fast?

"Are we in the bunker?" You drop your jaw.

"Yeah, Castiel took us here." Dean chuckles, standing up from your bed.

"I'm glad that you are alive. But I have to tell you something." He nervously scratches the back of his neck.

"Dean? What have you done?" You narrow your eyes on him. You don't like the tone of his voice at all.

"I-I might have called Charlie and told him, what happened." He looks quickly at you before he turns away.

"What..?" You can't believe your ears.

"I was worried about you! And I thought that Charlie should know about you dying, don't you think?" He defends himself.

"Dean! What the hell?!" You scream at him, getting mad. He shouldn't have called him! Now Charlie will either kill you or them! Oh fuck.

"So what was I supposed to do? What if you never woke up?" He crosses his arms on his chest.

"I don't know. You just shouldn't have called him...Now, go away, I have to call Charlie." You force him to leave. Dean shakes his head, but leaves you alone. You grab your phone, dialing Charlie's number.

"Yes?" He sounds angry even on the phone!

"Hi Charlie, I ju-" He doesn't let you finish your sentence.

"What were you thinking? Are you so freaking stupid, (y/n)? You COUld have DIED!" He shouts at you through the phone. Tears start filling your eyes, as you remember the last fight.

"Charlie, I'm sorry. I-I-I..." You don't know what to say.

"Well I don't care. I'm driving now to the bunker to pick you up. And trust me; I will never let you go hunting again." He says through gritted teeth before he hangs up. You angrily throw your phone in your bag and start packing. You won't stay here and wait for him. You won't let him take you and forbid you to hunt. You need hunting. It's part of your life, which you can never live without.

Once you are packed, you put on something warm, because it's night outside and you don't want to get a cold. You creep out of the room and look in the hall. Everything is clear so you slowly head out of the bunker. Once you are outside, you turn around, looking for the last time at the bunker. You will miss the boys, especially Dean, but you can't stay here. You turn on your heel and start walking on the old street God knows where.

Even though you had died like an hour ago, you don't feel bad or sick or just anything. You can thank for that to Castiel. When you are maybe 1 kilometer from the bunker, you hear a familiar sound. Oh no...

Before you have the chance to hide in the woods, the Impala stops at the side and an angry Dean gets out. You start running, because you are afraid of what he might do to you. But soon enough he catches you by your waist and holds you still.

"What the fuck (y/n)? You can't just disappear like this!" He exclaims.

"Charlie threatened to me, that he will never let me hunt again!" You push him away.

"Woah, calm down! You can always stay with us, you know that, right?" He raises his eyebrow at you.

"I don't know if that's a good idea! I feel something towards you and I don't know how I should deal with it, Dean. I don't know what to do." You trail off.

"I-I...(y/n), it's too dangerous for you to have something with me. People, who get close to me, die. You experienced it today." He looks into your eyes and all you can see is the pain in his green orbs.

"Okay. Why don't you leave me alone then? I can take care of myself!" You shout at him, turning around and walking away. Guys are such dicks!

As you seethe with rage, you hear footsteps coming closer to you. Suddenly Dean grabs your wrist and spins you around. So you stand there, your heart pounding fast in your chest and your noses almost touching. Dean looks into your eyes and you get lost for a moment in his.

"Dean, what are you-" He doesn't give you the chance to say something, because he kisses you harshly. And when his soft lips touch yours, the whole world explodes.

You don't hesitate and pull him closer to you. You tangle your fingers into his dirty-blond hair and moan a little, when he bites your lower lip. He moves his hands from your back a bit lower, squeezing your butt and putting one of his hands into your back pocket. You groan into his mouth, which makes him smile into the kiss. Your tongues dance together and you just can't think of anything more perfect than this moment.

When you part from each other, both of you are panting and smiling from ear to ear.

"I should have done this much sooner." Dean grins and kisses your cheek.

"Yes. I agree." You giggle and grab his hand. He takes your bag from you and sets out to the Impala.

"What now?" You ask him.

"Now? At first we'll go back to the bunker, you're sleeping in my bed tonight." He winks at you. You feel the blush creeping on your cheeks, but you smile back at him.

"I can't refuse that, but what about Char-"

"Stop. We'll deal with the problems tomorrow, promise?" He smiles at you.

"I promise." You squeeze his hand a bit more.

Well this is the end guys. I hope you enjoyed my story:) Let me know what you think about it and you can even give me ideas what I should write next. There are more fanfictions on my profile, so you can check them out if you want!:)