I woke up by the sunlight that was peaking in from the curtains. The G- street was as busy as always. the sounds of traffic makes me feel like I am missing something big in my life the void I have in my heart cries for Aurora 's smile , the sunlight remains me of her happy nature to me . Although it has been two years we got divorced. It was my mistake to fell in love with her. After all we were in a contract we were partners. I might have not took the vows seriously but I have realised I felt too deeply in love with her. I did not stopped her from going away from me. I miss everything from her smile to her smell. I have always longed for love .which I thought I was not worthy of. Even though I am sure she treated me nothing but just a partner. I am in the wrong after all. Will I be able to move on from her? I looked at the time and realised that I am going to be late for work. Even though I am the C.E.Os. But that doesn't gives me an excuse to be late. All this time I have been engaged in work to minimise my time at home. It feels too lonely.

Charlotte has already prepared my morning coffee and my breakfast. Charlotte is the maid who took care of me since the day I was born. My mother has always hated me. And my father had the time to look at me but there was Charlotte who cared for me like a mother. I took a shower, quickly got dressed and had my breakfast I locked the door and made my way to the parking lot and found my driver David already in there. When David sow me he went out opened the back seat for me. I personally hate this. I prefer to drive myself and like to avoid this kind of situation. I prefer to do my own stuffs. I reached my office as it was only 10 mines drive from where I live. I don't know why but the receptionist of the office always acts weird near me. I hate this kind of behaviour in work place which I have informed the HR. I think I need to remain them again and tell them to look for another receptionist. I walked towards the elevator and went to my office.

Today was especially tiring day. I have lots of stuffs to take care seems like have to do all fighter. It is around midnight I hear a woman's voice walking towards my office and sow Liza. I was tired as it is and a new nuisance came to irritate me. Liza is my new fiancé which my mother choice against my will. Lisa is my mother's friend's daughter who always had a crush on me. She as if wants to seduce me wore the sultriest dress I have ever seen in my entire life. I don't like this kind of girl who do not know how to hold here dignity. She walked towards me and whispered in my ears. "I am not wearing anything underneath" with that she licked my ear lobe. A sense of disgust came over me. I pushed her aside. And stood up. I warned the guard to not let this woman near this establishment and here they allowed her in. I was extremely angry at her and at the guards. She put her hand on my shoulder and forced me to kiss. The smell of the horrible perfume made me almost throw up. I pushed her away and shouted for the security. The hurried to my office.

I was red from anger and told them to take that woman away. They hurried and took her with them. I decide to call that and day and went home. When I reached home the silence and darkness seems as if they will eat me alive. I switched on the lights. Took a long shower and got dressed and sat on the chair to eat my dinner.

Flash back _

I rang the door- bell. Aurora opened the door. She was looking especially pretty today. The smells of lavender reached my nose. I sow few drops of water from her hair falling in the floor. "How was your day? Was it too tiring? Do you want some tea?" .

End of flash back_

Now a days nobody ask me that anymore. Nobody cares about how my day went? I am tired or not? I wander what she is doing right now? Maybe she found herself who could love her? Who knows how to love someone unlike me who never realised to be in love until the person left? I was the one who added the clause to never fall in love. I am so so pathetic. This thoughts again engulfed me. 

AUTHOR NOTES:

HI PEOPLE IT'S ME THE LAZY ASS . I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR STAYING WITH ME IN MY JOURNEY TO IMPROVE MY ENGLISH . THANK YOU ALL SO SO MUCH . SINCE MY SCHOOL JUST FINISHED AND I DIDN'T GET GOT ENROLLED IN TO AN COLLEGE SO I HAVE LOTS OF TIME NOW ( IDK TILL WHEN MY FUN WILL LAST) SORRY FOR THAT . 

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