Pamela

Being a Gamma was hard as people looked up to you. And when you dont meet their high expectations then they blame it all on you. I dont have the luck with friends who are loyal to me.

Sure i have friends like Riley and Reanne and i cant be more thankful to them but i still dont know whether i could trust them fully. Like i dont know whether theyll make fun of me if i tell my problems.

Because believe it or not those people whom i considered as friends laughed at me when i told them about my problems. They said i was just having hallucinations when i knew that i wasnt.

I just believed that people who truly have loyal friends are damn lucky to have them. Especially boys. I only have one best friend, Belle (not short for anything) who's found her mate but hasnt had the time to contact me.

I feel so lonely without her because i discuss everything with her. All my inner feelings. Sometimes i wished that i had just one sibling to hang out with. I am not asking for me. Siblings are the best things to happen to anyone. Because they are like your bestfriends in a way.

'You are lucky to have Riley and Reanne. Pam,' my wolf, Raven said.
'Yeah but i cant just take out all of my problems with them,' i said.

"How's my mate doing?" Ian asked.

That made me smile. He was always worrying about me. He was such a sweet guy. But so busy.

"I am fine. What are you doing?" I asked.
"Teaching pupd how to train," he said, sounding tired.
"Any females?" I asked, already feeling jealous.
"Chill Pam. I only have eyes for you," Ian chuckled.
"You dont have to laugh at me. When will you be off?" I asked.
"Idk how much time. But perhaps after the sunset," he said.
"I was thinking that we should have some alone time. I am bored," i said, pouting a bit.
"We'll see if i am free earlier we can go out," he said.

That made me perk up. Alone with my mate? I hardly had alone time with Ian what with the others being with us all the time.

"That would be great," i said, smiling.
"Good now i have to go back to my training. I will see you later. Love you," Ian said.
"Love you too," i said.

Whistling a happy tune i started picking out clothes for the night. Joey came in and flopped down on the bed.

"Hey whats up buddy?" I asked, smiling.

Joey and Ian look so like each other. Afterall they are blood related.

"Nothing mom. I am whipped," he said.
"What did you do?" I asked, ruffling his hair.
"Played a lot," he said cheekily making me laugh.
"You are going to be a famous player one day," i said, chuckling.
"Can i be a famous player mom? Like how they played on the tv?" Joey asked, his eyes wide.
"Whatever you wish honey," i said, looking at him fondly.

I sometimes wished that Joey had a sibling he could play and watch over. Him being first born and all that. But i didnt knew what Ian would think about having a second child.

'I want another pup,' Raven said.
'Please don't overwhelm me Raven,' i groaned.
'But i want a pup,' she whined.

She was such a whiny wolf.

'I am not a whiny wolf,' she said, practically pouting inside.
'You know that without Ian's permission i can't do anything. Besides we havent even spend alone time with Joey. That kid needs our attention,' i said.

With that i blocked our connection and turned my undivided attention to Joey.

"So kid. Do you want to go somewhere tomorrow?" I said, sitting beside my son.
"Like an outing?" Joey perked up.
"Yeah. Whatever you want," i said, placing him on my lap.
"Can we go to that amusement park? I have always wanted to go there," he said.
"Lets ask daddy what he's doing tomorrow and then well go to that amusement park," i said, hugging him.

I felt like Joey and i havent been spending time together as much as we should have. After that Joey got off my lap and ran out again making me sigh. Picking up my phone i glanced at my contacts.

There was hardly anyone whom i could call to have a chat. My hand stilled on Belle's name and i bit my lip. I pondered over whether i should call her or not.

I mean if she wanted to contact me and catch up then she would have done so already right?

"I suggest you stop biting your lip if you dont want to have a horny mate."

I glanced up and blushed a scarlet red at my mate's word. He was standing in the doorway looking as handsome as ever. His hair was unkept and he looked sweaty from all the training.

His breathing was a bit laboured but that only made me lick my lips. Ian growled low in his throat before rushing forward and capturing me iin his powerful arms.

I laid back on the bed to look at him properly. His brown hair were messy and ruffled up from being outside all day. He was the most amazing mate i could have ever gotten. I dont think i would have ever been able to live if i didnt had Ian with me.

"I love you," i breathed, staring into his beautiful brown eyes.
"I love you more," he breathed.

His warm breath tickled my face making me giggle a bit.

"Nuh-uh. I love you more," i teased.
"Really? You want to test me?" He smitked.

I smiled slyly and trailed my fingers on his well-toned chest. Ian purred making me smile even more.

"Want some pleasure today baby?" Ian asked, his eyes black.
"Mmhhh...," i said, blushing a bit.
"I have the perfect place for the two of us today," he said, his voice getting ever lower.

My heart beat picked up as i stared at him. I was getting drunk up in his pleasure. My pleasure. I could already imagine what he would do to me tonight.
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So how was it? I am trying to put in more character's pov other than Reanne and Jay. Do you guys want them or only Reanne or Jay's pov?

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-Annonymous-