"I got the trust game strong,"

"That's what we were expecting," Tae and Yoongi patted Jimin's back.

"Treats on you,"

"Clubbing tonight?"

"Sounds cool to me," Yoongi shrugged as Jimin provided the idea.

"All good with Amanda?"

"Yeah was good." Jimin told him and handed him a paper. "Here save the number. You might wanna contact her,"

"Dope," Tae cheered and Jimin smiled knowing how to cheer his best friends.

But deep down, he was disturbed a little.

'I trust you' is stronger than 'I love you'.

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At packup time, you were descending downstairs with Kate and Amis when your eyes landed on Jk.

He was mad at you. Hella hella mad that you didn't have lunch with him. Valerie didn't show her face to you at all this day and it was bothering you that she might be upto something new.

"Excuse me," you bowed a little before running towards Jk. "Jk stop!"

But he didn't. "Jk please stop!" You were feeling miserable to make him feel sad.

You ran after him, "please Jungkook," you pleaded and he stopped onto his track.

"I-I know you're mad a-and I want to apologise,"

He remained quiet.

"Please Jungkook. I know you're my best friend and you won't stay mad at me for long," you smiled but he didn't turn around neither he moved nor said anything.

"Jun-"

"Get away from me!" He yanked his arm away from you and you flinched when he shouted.

"STAY AWAY!" The whole college had caught the attention and was slowly gathering up.

"Jungkook.....you're embarrassing me," you teared up when he scoffed.

"And what're you doing!? You're making fun of me! I'm not a dog who'll roam around you just like Jimin does so when you offer something you better--" he chuckled. "You know what? Let's just say this never happened. You're not worthy for me to spend my leisure time on,"

I was shattered initially. 73 children? Poof there they go. Multiple tears just ran down my eyes when he insulted me.

"Jung-"

"Stay away!" He yanked my hand off of his arm when,

"GUK!" And then I saw Jk falling to the ground when Jimin punched him.

He touched his lip and blood leaked out. The same spot where Jimin had his clot. 

"Jim-"

"THIS BASTARD!" Jimin's anger rushed through and he continued to punch Jungkook continuously not taking any mercy. 

They both were putting a closure to the fight that started last night between them.

"Fuck off!" Jk shouted and succeeded in punching Jimin again across the cheek. "You're a bastard!" Jk yelled as he again scored a punch to Jimin.

"You're my mom's fucker!" Jimin laughed when Jk gasped  getting embarassed. Jimin immediately got up and kicked Jk in the abdomen. Jk oofed and bent lower to hold his stomach when Jimin looked at me,

"For you!" He yelled and brought his knee and Jk fell. Oof that must have hurt.

"Jimin get off of him," Tae and Yoongi tried to push him away but his punches on Jk were impactful that Jungkook had blood leaking out from the nose, the mouth. It must've hurt him.

"Let me have him," Tae held Jimin's right arm while Yoongi controlled Jimin's left arm.

"Leave me!" He yanked his arms out of Tae's and Yoongi's grip. Jk was furious as Jimin looked at him coldly before settling his shirt.

"You okay" he pushed Tae and Yoongi away before he rushed to me, breathing heavy, hands shivering, aching and cupping my face to see if I was hurt. "Talk to me damn it!"

He yelled and I immediately nodded.

"I-I'm okay...."

"Oh ThankGod," he sighed before pulling me into a hug. I looked at Jk from above his shoulder and he looking straight back at me. I shut my eyes to let my tears fall on his shirt. I needed someone. Okay?!

Put yourself in my shoes and then comment here.

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Evening;
I was in my room, quiet, terrified and contemplating. He hit Jk for me.

But Jk was jealous because of him. Valerie went on a short leave. Is everything even good between Valerie and Jk?

Duh' it's obvious he's falling for me. But what about Valerie?

I scrolled through Instagram when a message popped up on my screen.

"Bitch.......Jimin and Jk fought today. What do you even want?" ---Valeri_na.

What do I want?

"It wasn't because of me, Valerie..." --Hana_haha.

"Oh fuck off. The whole college has been spreading rumours about it."

"Valerie please I swear it's not-"

"I admit that me and Jungkook weren't on good terms these a days. We've been having fights and arguments but that doesn't mean you can manipulate Jimin to hurt him,"

"I never did,Valerie"

"Last warning, Hana. If you ever showed up again in front of Jk or if he ever got hurt by you, I swear I'll send Chris again,"

"Valerie I'm telling the truth."

"Good thing though they fought. Now at least me and Jk are back to normal,"

I only marked the msg as seen and didn't reply as my mind shifted to Chris.  What if she sends him back? I should better quickly screen shot her messages so that I have a proof of my statement. I have to defend my innocence.

I opened my mobile and by the time I reached there, she already had the messages unsent.

God Damn it.

My phone rang and it was Kate.

"Oof what a hero,"

"Kate? Are you serious? I'm worried,"

"For whom?"

"For....both of them,"

"Don't tell me you're worried for Jk?"

"I am,"

"Girl you're delusional than Taehyung I'm telling you."

"Stop I'm not in the mood," I was tensed alot.

"Girl he literally insulted you in front of everyone but Jimin protected your image and fought his step brother,"

"Jimin just needs a reason to fight Jk,"

"The reason which is you. You're the reason Jimin has changed y'know. He isn't the bully you told, he's actually a sweet guy who's in jail because of you,"

My eyes widened and my heart stopped.

"What?!" I yelled as I stood up.

"Yes. Jk's father was furious when he saw his own son in blood and in the hospital so he filed a complaint against Jimin, Seoyeon's son."

"A-and Seoyeon?"

"She was standing right beside Jk's father. She insulted Jimin and then the police took him away for a night just so they can teach him a lesson,"

"A les-lesson?"

"Yeah. After all Jk is Jeon Jung Hyun's son; Vice Chairman of the Gwigo Noom's,"

"Jimin's.....in jail?" A tear erupted as I was so so moved by Jimin. "Text me the address,"

"Also.....don't hurt Jimin okay? Today, let your heart speak...."

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"You got a two?" I quickly walked forward as I the policeman followed me behind. I saw Tae, Yoongi sitting outside the bars playing cards with Jimin.

"Queen?"

"Jimin!" I exclaimed enthusiastically before rushing towards them. "Oh My God, you're behind bars,"

"It's fun though," he laughed. "No mother, no step father Dude, no step brother. I actually like it in here, feels comfy,"

I giggled a bit before he noticed something.

"Are you crying?"

"Huh?" I looked up. "No," I sniffed as I wiped a small tear. "Your knuckles and cheek are swollen Jimin."

"I know," he chuckled but hissed when it ached. "But it doesn't hurt me more than Jk," he shrugged.

"You both shouldn't have fought. Valerie's going to target me next,"

"He hurt you. He hurt me. That's it. I had to. And Valerie? We'll see what she can do when you'll become the bossom of the party,"

"Party?"

"Welcome party remember?"

"Oh yeah. Um Jimin?"

"Yes?" He asked, his hands aching but dangling on the bars.

"Thankyou," I touched his hands, rubbing my thumb over the spots which were somehow acheful.

"You're very welcome," he smiled.

___

"It's been an hour you're here. You may leave I'll be fine,"

"No. I-I'll go when you'll go,"

"But-"

"Jimin!" A sharp, loud voice rang and we turned our heads to find Seoyeon there. She was angry and she walked forward to him before slapped his cheek but lightly not too hard that he'll fall or anything.

"Mrs. Jeon!" I instantly felt bad for him. "He's already having an aching cheek. Please don't hit him,"

"Fuck it, Hana. I don't get hurt by this trash," he chuckled.

"Jimin," I whispered.

T-that's not how you talk to a mother. Wtf.

"How dare you belabored Jk in front of the whole college?"

"You're right. I should have done this in front of the whole world,"

"Don't embarrass me Jimin. Your father-"

"Jk's father," Jimin corrected, sternly.

"Jk's father was cross with you. His reputation might be spoiled because of you and he's blaming this on me because you're my son,"

"Abandon me,"

"We can't! All the world knows you're our son,"

"Then fucking tell the truth,"

"Don't you have any feelings for Jk?"

Her eyes were hopeful and Jimin sighed before leaning forward to look into the puppy dog eyes she was making.

"All I see is an eye discharge in your-"

"You really are a disgrace-"

"M-Mrs. Jeon," I stopped her. "Am I allowed to say something?"

"If you can control the abuse, then yes sweetie,"

I bowed a little as she allowed, "the thing is, fights happen from both sides. Just like, the heavy voice of a clap doesn't ring because of one hand. It rings when both the palms collide. Similarly, the fight didn't start because of Jimin, Jk had an equal fault. And now it's even. So, why not let the matter rest aside and we all move forward?"

They both remained quiet for a while before Jimin laughed.

"Snowflake you're being sensible when living with me,"

She smiled at me before the officer unlocked Jimin's cell. "You my dear, is beautiful," she kissed the top of my head before wiping her tear.

"Jimin," she cried tears before she wrapped herself around Jimin's frame for a hug. "Even if Jk is my step son, you still are my blood, honey. You still are my son," she was crying and Jimin's face showed no sign of concern.

But there was concern because he let her hug him otherwise he would have pushed her away.

"Though I kinda loved here in the cellar. Wish I could again get arrested," he sighed before grabbing my hand into his to walk outside leaving the police officer to sigh.

_____

"I'm so tired," I stretched my arms wide on the couch. The heavy voice of music was making it even more difficult for me to concentrate on anything normal.

Taehyung was alot tipsy as we had booze together. Yoongi and I had a strong tolerance but Taehyung did not.

"Mm.....I wanna pee," he grabbed another shot when Yoongi snatched it from him.

"Why you being my mom?" Tae whined before slapping the glass and the booze dropped onto Yoongi's thighs.

"He's fucking-"

"Stop." I interrupted before he could kill Taehyung. "He's drunk."

"Whatever...." Yoongi sighed before sitting back down..

"I'll be baaackk!" Tae shouted as be walked towards the restrooms.

"Why would he scream?" Yoongi hissed before turning to me. "You good?"

But I remained quiet as something wasn't making sense to me.

"Jimin?" I heard him again but preferred to ignore him as I watched a woman dance lousily.

"Oh....you wanna smash?"

I shook my head, "don't want to,"

He choked. "What?" Said before he wiped the drink dripping from his chin.

"Yoongi there's something that doesn't seem right to me,"

"Oh I know. You're just stressed and tensed. That's it,"

I, myself was unaware about the feeling I had been feeling.

"Tensed? Why?"

"Obviously because of what happened today. Jk hitting you and maybe that all,"

"Is it?" I asked myself.

"Don't overthink. Go with the flow. Here," he handed me a paper. I unfolded it and a room number settled into my vision.

"22?"

"Go someone's waiting. Relieve your stress," he winked to me and I was about to leave when I sat back down.

"Do you think what we're doing is correct?"

He placed the drink back down on the table. "Dude, we literally have drinks all the time-" I rolled my eyes.

"Dufis, I meant with Hana."

"Hana?" He raised a brow.

"Yes. That stupid hoe," I sighed.

"Y'know," he poured the glass with the wine. "This question should not arise now. If you wanted to stop then why did you even come here? Why did you agree to do that?" I remained quiet. "Now if you're changing plans then that won't be beneficial for you, Jim,"

"I didn't say I'm cancelling. Ofcourse, I'll reckon her for sure. But I don't know there's something bugging inside me,"

"Telling you," he chuged the shot down. "Go to the room and you'll be happy,"

"WHERE'S MY MOMMY!?" We both looked up and saw Taehyung only in his boxers, with his pants drooling round his ankles.

"Aish that fuckster," He stood up to get Tae before giving my shoulder a pat.

____

I quickly sat straight on the bed as my breathing was heavy. Lipstick smeared over my neck, her hands coming to wrap around my frame and her legs wrapping round my waist.

Naked legs.

I closed my eyes when she tongue my ear and the place between my ear and collar bone.

"C'mon Jimin," she whispered as her hands travelled to my belt. I needed her but didn't want her.

I don't know why Hana's image was appearing again and again in front of me and suddenly I clutched onto Celine's hand when she was about to slip them in.

She was jealous when I was with Amanda. She didn't like it when I flirted with other women. She hated me with Amanda so she prolly will hate me with Celine. Can't let Jk win over my girl.

"Ge' the fuck away," I pushed Celine and grabbed my shirt.

"Where are you going?"

"To a place where at least I'll find comfort,"

"Huh' is there any other place?"

I recalled the time when my mom used to hug me and how I found comfort but everything changed becuase of the stupid word LOVE.

Since she fell in love, she never regarded me just because Jk's father loved his son. His father net let his son down but my mom let me down for a human who is not even her own blood. He's just the son of a tycoon and I'm her son. Only son. Real blood.

But I guess LOVE changes everything and I don't want to fall in love. And if I won't fall in love then there won't be any problems in my life.

But.........why could I not f*ck Celine? Why is that I recalled Hana? Why is that I feel disgusted with myself?

"Jimin??"

"Fuck off," I threw the money towards her before giving a call to Hana because I wanted to hear her voice.

"Pick up!" I punched the wall next to .e before heading back to the car. I placed my temple on the steering thinking that why couldn't I just f*ck the stripper straight to release my tension??

____

"Night Oppa," I closed the door behind me as Namjoon laid down to sleep. Namjoon's changing day by day.

He now consumes alcoholic more than he used to do. I hope everything fine in his life because after his last breakup he never really got himself together.

Oh well, I closed the door of my room behind myself before slipping into the duvet.

Jimin

Jungkook.

Fought today. I don't know I'm still a little shook that Jk yelled at me which I never expected but it is to be expected of him as he's Valerie's boyfriend.

My phone vibrated and it was a text from Valerie,

"You're going to pay big for this Hana,"

I sighed and threw the phone away from me as she every day made things difficult for me.

The cell vibrated like 07 more times and I was afraid to pick it up so I let it ring.

11 more vibrations and so, I picked it up to reply and turn it off but it wasn't Valerie but it was Jimin.

"Jimin?"

"I'm downstairs. Open the door,"

"Are you crazy!? Namjoon's home..."

"I'm drunk. I'll jump from the window"

"You won't do that,"

"I'm Park Jimin. Don't force me,"

"Urgh,"

"Good now Hurry up, snowflake,"

I sighed before sneakily walking down to open the door and there he was, standing completely wrecked. His face swollen from Jk's punch.

"Jimin-"

"Shhh Namjoon'll hear," he was sleepy, drowsy oh Wait-- drunk and hooded. "It's better-" he yawned on my shoulder. "To talk less and not get caught,"

I felt heavy with his weight on top of mine.

"Jimin," I squirmed and he tightened the grip.

"Stay," he whispered and I rolled my eyes slowly because this isn't what I want in my house when my Oppa is also at home sleeping upstairs.

"Jimin come-"

"It hurts y'know." He sleepily said and loosened the grip before looking into my eyes. "It really does ache," his eyes were in concern and hurt.

"You're......" I was lost into his eyes as I tried to read the concern which was being held in them. "Hurt?"

"Can't I be?" He questioned while I was questioning his emotion. "Just because I f*ck doesn't mean I don't get hurt," he scoffed.

"Maybe..." I whispered.

"Perhaps," the voice was cracking as if he's at the edge of breaking. "The reason I f*ck is that I'm hurt," he looked at the ground getting completely lost.

"You're sad, Jimin," I bit my lip as I for the first time saw him like that.

"I was," he wiped his small tears away. "Now I'm completely fine. I used to be sad-"

"Y'know," I touched his arm to stop him from wiping the tears. "If it still makes you cry, it still matters" I smiled sadly and he just stared into my eyes, glum.

Emotions were available like a Tsunami in his eyes and he just was holding back.

"God!" He sighed before holding the couch and I held his arm allowing him to put his weight on me as he cried a bit.

"I sometimes wonder what's on his mind while doing the things he knows'll hurt me," he chuckled.

"He?" I questioned.

"Y'know depression sorta stuff?" He rubbed his eyes. "That's the mess I am,"

"You're not in depression Jimin. You're just.....drunk or hurt. And I don't know the rea-"

"Not in depression?" He yanked my arms away. "You know you're in depression when you stop loving the things you love," he explained. "And that's what aching me," he suddenly hovered over me with his aching eyes and I could sense.....sadness.

"Maybe...." I looked at his cheek before grazing my fingertips on the swollen cheek. "This is what hurting you too?" I asked and he sighed before,

"Heal me?"

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"Where's mum and her toy?" I threw the keys to the butler before he told me that Guk was in his room and mum already slept.

"K," I nodded before walking upstairs. I peeked at Jk's room, wanted to tease him. Just as I was about to open the door,

"Don't you dare," I looked behind and saw my mum in a nightie. I scoffed,

"He's already in much pain because of you,"

"Well, I'm in alot pain because of you. Did you ever care?" I spat.

"Jimin...." she walked to me before I warned her,

"Don't come near me. Your whore face is disgusting me,"

"And your stupid face is giving me migraine. Tell me where you were?"

"Not important,"

"I called Tae and Yoongi. You were in the club with your lousy fuck-"

"Yes I was. And before calling them lousy fuck, look at yourself." I eyed her. "You sleep with a millionaire-"

"Not like you who sleeps with used hoes," she tried to shout at me and I looked down. "Look sweety,-"

"Oh go suck that b*tch-"

"Jimin! I'm your mother-"

"Then try to be one!" I turned on my heels to walk to my room when I turned back around. "Oh and I treasure the time I don't spend with you so, next time if I see your shit in my personal matters? I'll totally sue you before you fuck Guk and his father." She gasped.

"Jim-"

"Go and wash that semen off your chin," I rolled my eyes when she touched her chin. "The third one down, milf-"

She seemed sad but not as sad as me..

"Where were you? Huh," I scoffed before entering my room.

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