Today the day was off from college since everyone needed time to prepare the welcome.

I was baking pancakes for Oppa who was leaving for work in a bit. I also need to ask him for money since I have to buy my dress to look better than Valerie.

"Hana?"

"Here you go," I smoothly placed the pancakes into his plate and he sighed.

"What? Don't like them?"

"Hm? No no, just tensed,"

I put the pan aside before settling onto the chair beside him. "Work?"

"Hmm,"

"I understand. Also, Oppa?"

"Yeah?"

"I-I.....Can you give me the credit card for a day?"

"Credit card?"

"Yeah...actually, Namjoon tomorrow's the welcome at our college and I need money to buy the dress,"

"Hana," he chuckled. "You have alot of dresses to wear so-"

"But Namjoon they're old. Some of them are tight, and some are too old fashioned,"

"Sweetie-"

"Oppa please? That credit card belongs to both of us,"

"Are you talking back to your elder brother? I ain't working for non it's only for you,"

"No, I appreciate that. I just wanted a little money-"

"Looks like I'll have to make a call to mom and Dad then,"

"Oppa," I glared at him. "Why do we both have this toxic relation-"

"I'm leaving for work. You've all the things you need. It's not necessary to spend money on useless stuff,"

"Useless?"

See, I'm not surprised by this attitude of his. I'm so 'used to' such ignorance that when I ignore myself I don't even get offended.

"Bye," the door shut with a thud and I screamed to release my rage.

Every

Singe

Time.

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"Yeah Kate, I can't come now," I pouted sadly as I was doing the dishes. "Oppa never understands me or my needs. I've always wished to feel a brother's love but....with my brother it's always about himself and not me," a tear dropped on the plate that I washed.

"Hana....stop thinking like that I'm sure Oppa loves you,"

"Maybe.....but he's just about himself and not about me. The day he becomes nice to me I swear I'll leave everything behind,"

"Aww don't think like that now. You've got us and besides, you're rich go buy anything you want. Remember your savings from the coffee shop? You're rich girl!"

"The richest are the most saddest because the love they deserve gets sold,"

"Woah calm down, that's deep,"

"Okay Kate," I sighed. "I gotta go now bye-bye," I hung up before continuing to do the thing I've to do for the rest of my life.

I looked at my reflection in the plate and smiled to see if I really looked as beautiful Jimin describes me, or is he just lying? To make me feel good? But why does he want to make me feel good? Is it because he likes me?

No no Hana.

But if I am pretty then why does Jungkook don't see the good in me too? Why Valerie ? Why not me? Y'all must be thinking and commenting that OH HANA YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL AND EVERYTHING, but I've always been the girl who's remained into complexes about herself.

"Whatever.....Valerie's still more beautiful," I shrugged before going into the dream I just had in the morning.

We were in the sheets and I was giggling when Jk turned to face me with that heavenly ass face of his. Flashes of it took hold in my mind,

I smiled as I recalled Jungkook's arms wrapping around my waist, his chin coming to rest on my shoulder as I was doing the dishes and he insists to help.

It was so refreshing and for once, I actually felt arms round my waist, chin on my shoulder and scent too strong. That's the love life I want but he chuckled. My brows knitted together when the only difference was,

"Next time," he groaned. "Make sure you lock the door," it was Jimin.

I opened my eyes before quickly pushing him away. "Why're you here?" I licked my lips getting nervous when he leaned his back on the counter.

"I'm here to make your life better,"

"Very funny," I rolled my eyes before he grabbed my wrist.

"Change. I'll wash the dishes,"

"Are you being gentle?" I giggled.

"Quite rare right? Otherwise, I'm really wild and-"

"Cheapster,"

"Haha," he chuckled before standing right in front of me. Oh My God, he patted my cheek, Shit. I was about to tell him to get away but,

"Just-" he sighed before locking eyes with me.

"Hmm?" I asked, with a blank face staring at his face which was full of definition.

"Just stop being too nice for someone who isn't sure about you," he uttered and I was confused but he was serious. "I don't want you to get hurt," and then the next, he hugged me.

My eyes widened and I stared at the window blankly. "Jimin-"

"Ignore thinking and go with the flow," he muttered and I closed my eyes for a while but then Jk just appeared in front of me. I quickly opened my eyes realising that I was hugging a person, who is my crush's brother.

"Um...." I pushed him slightly away before he bursted out laughing.

"You seriously thought I was being romantic or intimate?" He laughed and my cheeks turned red. "I just wanted this apron so that I can wash the dishes and you go upstairs to get ready,"

Wow, he tricked me just to untie the knot of my apron? Clever.

"You're cunning,"

"And hot," he winked before turning around and washing the dishes. "I already know Hana that you're overwhelmed seeing a really sexy guy washing dishes for you but seriously, go get ready,"

"Taehyung's not-"

"Run!" He threw the foam of the soap onto me..

"Hey!" I laughed before grabbing a bit foam and throwing it on him.

"You did not," he laughed and did the same. We played a little game of this while laughing and though the kitchen got dirty but It was fun.

"Seriously-Ahh!" I yelped when my foot slipped and he caught me. My hands were resting on his shoulders and he had his arms circled round my waist.

"I'll kiss you if you stare at me like that," He stated and I immediately pushed him away as I realised that I'll only give my first kiss to Jk. I saved it from Chris with so difficulty which only I'm aware of, so no. Only Jk will have my first kiss.

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"You cleaned the kitchen?"

"Uh yeah. Didn't want you to get in trouble," Jimin shrugged before entering my room. "You're still not ready!?"

"What the heck!" I slapped his bicep because I was ready. Did i look that bad that he didnt realise? Omg, Hana tell him you're not ready so, it's a bit less embarrassing.

"I-I....uh yeah am not ready,"

"You're even more lazier than Yoongi," he mumbled before nodding. "Okay, I'll decide what you'll wear,"

"You don't have to," I smiled.

"Nope! I have to. You're going with Park Jimin," I rolled my eyes. "And I'm all about fashion so, while other girls twerk you're going to vogue,"

"In a mall?"

"At least, don't give your haters a chance to humiliate you when you're out," he opened my closet and walked inside.

"Jimin-"

"What do you have here?" He checked my dresses and outfits and I sighed when my eyes widened as I saw my bra drawer was opened.

Sheeeetue.

"Oh that'll work," he walked forward to the drawer before I rushed and closed it standing at front, guarding it from his hands.

"What's up with you?" He walked forward pulling out an outfit.

"Oh ThankGod," I caught my breathe.

"What're you hiding though?"

"Nothing!"

"Oh stop lying. Tell me what is it?"

"I swear nothing,"

"Cut the act I'm curious," he pushed me aside.

"Jimin please no!"

"How bad can it be?" He chuckled before opening the drawer and I slapped my palms on my eyes when I heard him gasping and immediately closing the drawer.

"B-br-"

"Yes bras," I cried out.

"B-baby blue?!" He shrieked and I nodded but stopped when I digested his words.

"What?"

"Hana? You've--you've baby blue bras?"

"Huh?"

"Ewww you're gross! Black bras are the sexiest!!" He whined with a cry followed by.

"Are you kidding me?"

"I-I can't even look at you right now! Get away! I'll go iron your outfit. Baby blue? Pathetic," he cried.

"He's just Haha he's just--" I laughed as I was going crazy. "He's just....crying because I have baby blue bras not at the fact that he opened a drawer which had bras?!"

And I totally went crazy at the playboy reflexes.

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"Come out now!"

"Jimin I can't!"

"What the fuck? Why?"

My cleavage was on full show and I didn't want to go outside the try room for everyone to stare at my cleavage including Jimin.

"It's the..."

"The?"

"The C-word!"

"Chest?"

"Close enough?"

"Cunt?"

"What?"

"Cli-"

"Shut up!" I huffed.

"Give me another hint. There are alot of C-words on a woman's body!"

"Cleavage!" I was in disbelief.

"Ohhh well, Valerie's going to reveal it too,"

"I'm shy," I pouted.

"Y'know there's another C-word for you?"

"Your dirty mind will never cooperate-"

"Cute," he cut me off with a chuckle and I blushed a bit, "But let me check how it is,"

"What? No are you crazy? No!"

"Tch, I wanna see. How bad can it be?" He argued and I tried to lock the door but he just entered.

There.

He just entered like it was nothing.

"Remove the clothe," he yanked my hands away from my chest and eyed me from the head to the toe.

"This is the perfect one, Hana"

"But what about the cleavage?"

"What about it?"

"You tell,"

"I'm already telling you that it looks perfect on your tits,"

"Haw!" I slapped his arm and he laughed. "But it's a bit lose Jimin,"

"This is the only size and besides, we'll tighten it up don't worry,"

"But-"

"Come let's take a picture,"

"No,"

"Playing hard to get? That's naughty,"

"Jimin....no," she stepped back.

"Snowflake....yes,"

"Fine just take the damn picture,"

"Aren't you just a cutie,"

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"Thanks for the dress Jimin," I smiled and he smiled back with a wink. "I'll return you,"

"Just return me the kiss I gave you,"

"Huh?" I giggled. "You didn't give me any kis-"

He quickly leaned down and kissed my cheek. "Now you owe me," he smiled leaving me a blushing mess but at the same time in chaos.

"Hana come on," he grabbed my hand pulling me towards him.

"Oh look a bra shop-"

"Are you nuts!?" I pulled him back as he was entering it.

"Why not? Your bras-"

"Jimin, there are kids here,"

"Snowflake, once we'll enter in the shop there'll be no kids," he chuckled and I looked at him in disbelief. "Unless we make them,"

"Shut up," I slapped his chest. "You're not going there,"

"Oh we are,"

"Jimin please-"

"Shhh I'm paying," he forcefully grabbed my hand and with one pull, he pulled my inside the shop.

"Hello ma'am how may-" the woman over there noticed Jimin too then.

"Hi sweetcheeks!"

"Jimin," I nudged his abdomin.

"Ma'am-"

"You may talk to me, woman. This miss right here doesn't know anything about bras,"

"Jimin!!" He shrugged before pulling me towards him, wrapping an arm around my shoulder.

"We're looking for something black and sexy,"

"Right here sir," even the woman was awkward and Jimin was chilling.

"Actually, I don't let her bras by herself. She ends up buying baby blue one's which are surely a turn off-"

Not only I was embarrassed but the woman assisting us, and the old grannies plus the women over there were also quite embarassed with Jimin being in a very personal isle.

"Babe, what's your size?"

"Jimin let's go,"

The women started to gossip about us that we're perverts.

"Go? We just got here. Just tell me your size!"

"I don't know," I stomped my feet, hoping that if we don't know my size Jimin will surely leave the store but what was coming, I was unaware,

"You don't know your size?"

"Nope. Now let's go since I'm clueless,"

"Stop," I looked at him and gasped really loudly when he cupped my breasts in front of everyone. He kneeded them feeling the size.

I was still, still like a statue.

"32-C. It is," even the women assisting was stiff.

"You-" my breathing increased and so the next thing I did was to slap his chest multiple times.

"Okay" he coughed. "I deserved that," he laughed before catching my arm and making me stop.

"Now why don't we just buy it and move? Hmm?" He smirked and I elbowed his stomach before walking out, angrily.

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"I still hate you," I stomped as he continued laughing mercilessly.

"You should've looked at her face!" He laughed and I let out a small smile seeing him laugh.

"You really are stupid right?"

"Delusional," he corrected. "Okay now before you change the topic, we shall rehearse one last time before you win,"

"Don't be too confident that I'll win Jimin,"

"Why? I know you'll win." He shrugged."at least you're not a plastic,"

I nodded as he settled everything up before he played the song.

"I'll observe," he sat and I pursed my lips entering my hand out to him.

"I need a partner. Tae's not here," I smiled and his smile disappeared slowly.

"Me?" He was lost.

I smiled before walking to him slowly and grabbing his hand. "Come," I winked and he just stared at my eyes intently before standing up.

"Easy," I whispered into his ear as I closed the gap between us. Our hands intertwined, and he stared into my eyes. "Dance," I muttered under my breathe and the edge of his lip turned upwards, the sight in his eyes soften a bit when he started to sway his body with mine.

I bit my lip when he twirled me around and did the dip. I threw my head back on his shoulder when he placed a really feathery kiss there, so soft that only the breathing touched my skin, his four fingers travelled smoothly down my arm, cupping my hand and placing it on the back of his head.

I placed my sole on his foot and he twirled me around with that move. It was dreamy. He twirled me around three times before walking towards me. I stepped back to give him space to dance but then it didn't seem he was preaching me, it seemed as if his emotions were dancing with me.

The charming look in his eyes for me, triggered the butterflies in my stomach to fly. I got distracted by his gaze that I didn't stepped back to which we stumbled and fell on the floor with me beneath and him on top.

"Hana..." he whined. "Be cautious," he clicked his tongue and I just looked into his eyes. He seemed to notice my gaze and he, himself too, locked his gaze with mine.

As he stared at me and I stared at him, I knew that this was wrong. I have emotions for someone else.

"Get away," I pushed onto his arm, he lost balance and fell on me but this time the only difference was that his lips were on my own and he wasn't balancing his weight.

My eyes widened as he fell onto my lips. My-my kiss!? My first kiss!? He was looking into my eyes, his eyes too were widened. In short, we both were in shock but most of all, I was in shock! My 73 children hopped and told me that I'm cheating on Jk!

"AHHHHH!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs after pushing him away from me.

"What the fuck?" He groaned before lying on the ground.

"My first kiss Jimin! My first kiss!?" I cried.

"Was with me, you're lucky--"

"Shut up!!" I cried out. "I didnt want my first kiss to be so stupid. I wanted it to be passionate, tender, soft, full of emotions and-"

"Girls-" he scoffed before standing up.

"What do you know about the importance of first kiss!? I wanted my kiss to be tender, passionate, beautiful and with Ju-" I instantly shut up as I got emotional.

"What what what? With J?"

"That's not the point. This was so stupid," I whined.

"No," he pulled my arm. "With J?"

"With-with...with a person..."

"Hmm?" He inquired.

"Whose-whose name started with J" I internally face palmed myself.

"Well, lucky for you my name starts with J,"

"But-"

"But?" He was getting annoyed.

"But you ruined my first kiss! You stole it! How I wished to have it beautifully with my prince charming but you-" I pointed to him. "But a playboy ruined it! It wasn't meant to be with a playboy who has kissed hundreds of other girls! ARGHHHH MY FIRST KISS!" I cried at the top of my lungs. "Now I've all the germs of the girls he fucked on my tongue!"

Jimin groaned in anger.

"It was just a first kiss, Hana!" He angrily shouted and I looked at him with my eyes tearing up. "Here," he said through gritted teeth, rushing towards me. "I'll give it back," he grabbed the back of my head before pulling me towards him and smashing his lips onto my own.

My eyes widened when I felt him kissing me slowly and softly at first. I looked at his face and his eyes were shut. It was close to my dream and I could feel each and everything.

He cupped my face turning it to an angle at which he deepened the kiss.

My eyes slowly closed as it was so tender and soft, pushing me into a charm and spell that I never thought I would get into.

I dropped the bag in my hand and my hands slipped along his chest to the back of his head, into his hair.

Both of us weren't willing to let go of eachother and I won't even lie, Jimin's a pretty good kisser. The fervent urgent need between us got heavier and before it could get any further, he slowly let go of my lips.

My eyes still remained closed as I was too red and embarassed to face him. I slowly opened my eyes and raised them only to find him looking at me.

"Happy?" I again felt his lips enveloping round my bottom lip softly. He lightly pulled my lower lip, so gently that I wanted another kiss from him.

I just remained quiet and lowered my gaze again. "Tender," he slid his thumb over my lower lip. "Passionate," the reference to the point where we weren't letting go of eachother. "Beautiful," the point where he deepened the kiss. "And," he created a little distance.

"With a person whose name starts with J," he breathed, his chest rising and falling, as he witnessed me blushing. "I'm in the car," he kissed my cheek before grabbing his jacket, swooping it over his shoulder and rushing outside leaving me a breathing mess.

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"Thankyou for everything Jimin," I grabbed the shopping bags.

"Even for the kiss?" He smirked.

"You wish,"

"I do," we shared a laugh before he waved and I went inside.

After having dinner with Namjoon, and taking a bath I laid down to open Isntagram to see an update from Jk.

But this time, I found an update from Jimin. My mouth parted when I saw he uploaded a pic of me and him.

"7 billion smiles but I wonder why yours is my favourite, Snowflake"

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