"What? Jimin the clouds are clapping I couldn't here tou properly?"

"Oh uh brown....H-hana you never told me about your dreams?" I changed the topic.

"My dreams?"

"Hmm"

"I've loads of them but..I don't if they'll ever be fulfilled in this life,"

"Once tell me and I'm sure they'll be,"

"Hehe...my dream is to have a Ferrari, which I'm begging for Dad to give me, I also have to get good grades since I also need to make myself proud-"

"Good grades?"

"Jungkook always tops half term so I wanna top too. It's not that I ain't happy for him, I am but just not for myself.-"

"You just have these limited dreams? I mean no offense but no extraordinary ones?"

"I do. Y'know I've a secret celebrity crush too and I want to meet him. Not too out of the ordinary it's just the personality is so graceful that I fall for him in his interviews,"

"Who's he?"

"I can't tell that,"

"He's just a famous personality and a public figure then tell me,"

"Oooff I want his autograph badly. The way he signs is just....beautiful,"

"Hana," I chuckled. "Tell me,"

"He's in his....late forties,"

"You've a thing for old guys?"

"See? Everyone makes fun. I just find him graceful that's all. You can say he's my role model the person I look upto,"

"Really?"

"Ahan. He's Mr. Gwoonam,"

"That old politician?" I chuckled.

"Stop it," he slapped arm. "He's generous and graceful,"

"You know I heard rumours that he's a divorcee. Would you marry him?"

"Jimin....I mean, he has a strong personality but if I were to marry someone from his family, I would,"

I laughed, "Gold digging?"

"Personality digging!"

"That doesn't make any sense!" I just laughed it off.

"It does. I also want to visit alot of places on earth, like Jeju especially-"

"Jeju?"

"Hmm....it's beautiful and I've never been there,"

"I've been there like 300 times,"

"Really?"

"Yeah!"

"Easy for you."

"Get married and go there. People tend to enjoy their honeymoon over there. And believe me I was sick watching people do-"

"Jimin!" She hissed. "How do you even get the money to travel?"

"Jk and I both have cards. I know how to spend and he doesnot that's why-"

"Mr. Jeon gives you money too?"

"Nope. My biological father,"

"You're still in contact with him?"

"He remains busy and out of other people's league. And I'm his only son, the rightful owner too. Plus he's back in Busan the city in which I don't want to step my foot,"

"Oh," she nodded. "Though honeymoon in Jeju costs alot?"

"Hana," I laughed. "Silly you totally are,"

"Well, I've fantasies like any other girl,"

"Like what? Your husband riding a horse and then rescuing you,"

"No. Realistic one's and to be honest, I don't want lavish stuff. I just want a typical honeymoon sight,"

"Instance?"

"Hmm....a cold place like Switzerland, a small cottage up the hill. Him and I are walking on the perky road and then suddenly-" she stopped and I focused onto her emotions which were real.

"Suddenly snow starts to fall and we get closer to eachother to keep ourselves warm. We enjoy the snowfall while moving up the road to our cottage, our small sweet cottage, and beside the cottage there'll be a tea stall."

"Tea stall?"

"To keep ourselves warm," she smiled before continuing, "...then the night falls and we light the fire and sit side by side, cuddled up in a blanket and then we look at eachother,"

"Then?"

"Then we pull the blanket onto ourselves before diving in for a kiss," she continued telling me as if she was lost and unaware of the fact that I'm standing right beside her.

"Hana...?" I called and she hummed before I shook her and she looked at me realising that I listened to that.

"I'm sure you'll forget,"

"This time I won't," I winked before she closed the window.

"I think it's time to sleep now,"

"I'm not leaving,"

"Jimin but I need to sleep,"

"So? I'm staying the night over,"

"You can't,"

"I can," I nodded before hopping onto her bed.

"Then I'll pull a mattress out,"

"No." I shook my head. "Let's hug and sleep,"

"Why do you need so many hugs all of a sudden?"

"It just.....fee-"

"Oh it reminds you of that girl you're attracted to? Right," she seemed annoyed and I bit my lip to suppress my laugh.

"Hana please? Together? And I promise it'll be platonic,"

She took a little time to decide before I sighed.

"Please? We'll just hug and sleep,"

"You want to...." she kept looking at me. "You want to cuddle?"

"Cuddle? What's that?" She snorted.

"Cuddle like hugging and skin shipping,"

"Whatever it is just....just lay down with me and let me stay the night over,"

"O-okay," she slipped into the duvet with me.

"Is there a specific position or?"

"Uh no," we both laid down and it was awkward as she was teaching me to place my arm there so, I just huffed,

"Let me handle it," I said before I swung her to the other side and snaked my arm round her waist to pull her back towards me and my nose just nestled into her scented hair.

"Much better," I groaned because I was sleepy as hell..

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I felt butterflies pooling in my abdomen as he hugged me. Mixed emotions were roaming inside me because little did Jimin know, I started to develop feelings for him and it was because of too many things that he did for me.

First Chris.

Then owning me.

Staying by my side.

Valerie's secret.

Jk's chicken personality.

Making me realise my worth.

Everything just to make me happy. I'm sure every girl will eventually develops feelings for a guy like Jimin.

My phone rang and I looked at the call and it was Jk calling me. I peeked at Jimin and he was taking baby snores. Jk or Jimin? Definitely Jimin.

I cancelled the call.

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I opened my eyes as the ray of sun was knocking on my lids. I looked here and there before fully concentrating on the woman, laying beside me.

I smiled before pushing the strand of her hair behind her ear. "You feel like..." I rubbed my thumb on her cheek. "Like mine," I leaned forward before taking a peck from her nose.

"Mmm you're up?" She extended her arms out and I nodded.

"Believe me, that's the best fucking sleep I ever had,"

"Really?"

"Hmm.....otherwise I always struggle to fall asleep,"

"Maybe because sleep requires peace," she looked into my eyes and I internally knew that yes, peace was where her arms were and all this time I hugged a blanket to make me fall asleep or maybe it was the loneliness...

"I'll go make breakfast," she smiled and I nodded. Maybe......maybe I do find peace with her. Or....perhaps she's the peace. Her phone rang and it was Jk, I cancelled the call before blocking the number.

"Pathetic,"

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Two weeks later;

It's been two weeks since Jimin's coming over my house to sleep. Not that I have no problem becuase I do. He always tells me stories about the girl he loves and.......I do get jealous.

And whenever I ask him, he just shrugs it off with a hug. He finds comfort from me just to feel the hug he shared with his lover. And I don't know why, incan't decline him since I, myself, find protection in those two arms.

Whereas for Jk? In these two weeks he didn't contact me much as he was also studying. Jungkook is the pride of our University as our Principle Auden confirms by taking in account of Jk's several records.

Our exams have finally come to an end and today it's 12th of October which means tomorrow is Jimin's birthday. I remember, he told me that his birthday doesn't get celebrated so, I decided to make a little plan with Kate.

"What's our budget?"

"I want it to be lavish," I sighed because whenever there's a function in the Jeon house; like Jk's birthday, there's a lavish ceremony.

"Ooo we have a tight budget,"

"I ain't coming,"

"There'll be cake, Amis..."

"I'm in...."

"How about we make a small gathering with the college peeps?"

"Sounds great. Let's go buy some stuff that we'll be needing,"

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"C'mon Kate. This is not the right time,"

"Hana please? Just once, let's just only window shop,"

"Kate we're getting late,"

"Just look at the new collection," I nodded to her and we three girls made our way inside the shop.

To be honest, the dresses were really beautiful.

"Oh My God, check this out," I pulled one out and they both gasped seeing it.

"This is everything," we three were in awe. "Imagine you wearing it,"

"Kate!" I giggled as I really did imagine myself in it.

"How may I help you Ma'am?" The worker asked and I smiled to him before putting it down.

"What's the price?"

"This is classic so, it'll be 3000 dollars,"

"3000!? Does it have real diamonds on it?"

"Diamonties. But this is an art work and it's also new in the collection so, discount is something that is not offered here I'm sorry,"

"It's okay. It's just not in our budget," Amis bowed and we three left the shop.

"Are you kidding me? 3000 dollars?"

"But it was beautiful,"

"Hmm...." I sighed as I realised that Namjoom will never let me get in charge. We visited several places and all the things that I liked were expensive and out of our budget.

I'm sure after this I realised how much importance I hold for Namjoon and my parents.

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13th October, 1 am;

"Thanks Tae!" I cancelled the call after he wished me. I came back home after visiting Hana, having my hugging session you know, but....why did she send me to this shelter so early? I mean....I wanted to stay the night over.

With the extra key I entered Jk's Dad's property and stepped inside.

"Well, well, well.....if it isn't the birthday boy," Jk was standing and he clapped as he saw me.

"You want to mess?"

"You're ferocious who can mess with you?"

"Yeah right!" I rolled my eyes before walking upstairs when he stopped me,

"Were you with Hana?" I stopped and thought to tease him. I turned around and walking towards him,

"Lucky for you, I didn't sleep with her today...." his smile faded.

"Jimin go to your room," my mom arrived and I shook my head before turning around,

"Stay away from her."

"Why? Huh? She isn't yours,"

"She will be,"

"Aww.....does it look like I care?"

"Mum!" Jk yelled.

"Jimin go!" She pushed me and I looked at her. The whole house was decorated not cuz of my birthday but because of Chaelin's death; Jk's sister.

"Mom? Today's my birthday?" I asked. "I want a gift," I pouted and she yanked her hand away from mine before cupping Jk's cheek and hugging him.

"You're being childish. Never in all these years we gave you a gift for your birthday why do you expect that right now I will?"

"Won't you ask what I want?" I smirked glaring into Jk's evil eyes.

"What?"

"Hana,"

"RASCAL!" He shouted before throwing a punch on my face that I fell and my mom gasped.

"Jk-"

"You bloody bastard!" I stood up. "I'll beat your every part-" I grabbed his collar but my mum started crying.

"Jimin please no!" She cried and I closed my eyes when her voice rang in my ears. "Let him go,"

I looked at her and my mouth was bleeding but she was just blinded by Jk. "He hit me," my lips quivered.

"My sister died on this day. A bloody playboy like you should feel the pain," Jk scoffed and I kept staring at my mum.

"Maa?" I teared up and she joined her hands in front of me.

"Please let him go,"

"Get away!" Jk yelled before pushing me and I fell on the huge glass vase.

"Ahh!" I squirmed in the shards as they cut my arm and my elbow.

"Jimin," My mother gulped. "You stay away from Jk,"

She wrapped her hands round Jk's frame and he smirked at me as my mum took him upstairs.

"Guuuk!?" I shouted before getting up and pushing and he fell down from the stairs.

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"YOU DARE HIT MY SON!?" We both were standing in front of Jk's father and I was full of anger.

"Lucky for you-" he turned around to look at me. "I didn't hit him in front of the whole neighbourhood. Otherwise,"

"Otherwise?" He walked towards me.

"Otherwise it would've been your turn,"

"Shut up!?" He shouted and slapped me across the cheek, really hard. I looked at him with furious eyes. "Next time if you hit Jk, I'll cancel your cards. Let's see how long you last here," he spat before leaving from there.

I wiped my blood and looked at my arms that were badly injured due to the shards.

"Sir? Shall I-" The maid arrived but I passed her a deadly glare before walking upstairs and shutting the door with a thud.

My whole body was trembling as I was so so hurt. I looked at my arms that were bleeding and I shouted while clutching my hair before I ran to the bathroom to clean the blood off.

"Oh Appa," tears ran down as oceans as I remembered my own father at this point.

"Yahhhh!" I cried and messed up my room as my anger was on another level. My breathing was heavy, the pain was being recessive as the pain of my mum taking Jk's side was taking over,

"They'll pay,"

My blood boiled as his fucking father hit me. He hit Park Jimin!

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Tomorrow;
"Dude? What happened to your arm?" Tae asked and I pointed to Jk.

"That,"

Jk was all good. He was talking to Jin and Hoseok calmly. I had hatred for him in my eyes and in my heart but as soon as my mother cries, I feel weak again. But mark my words, Hana will be mine and this time, I won't let Jk do the same mistake.

"Also, we both wanted to ask you something?" Yoongi asked as we walked towards the entrance of the college.

"Hmm?"

"Lately, we've been observing a change in you."

"What kind?"

"We've spotted you at Hana's place during the nights. Is everything okay?"

"Look, I found these letters,"

"Letters?"

"Yeah and they are signed by Sewon,"

"Which means she wrote them?"

"Indeed," I sighed.

"But Jimin," Yoongi interrupted. "Remember, the promise is the reason why we're here,"

"Jimin!!" We looked forward as Crystal ran towards me. "You've to come see this!?"

She shrieked and I rolled my eyes.

"What happened?"

"Hana-"

"What happened? Tell what happened to her!?"

"Dude let her spea--"

"Fuck off!" I pushed Tae before throwing my bag and rushing inside the college, worrying about her.

"Hana!" Just as I opened the door of the cafeteria,

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIMIN!!"

It was as if my whole word stopped. The whole cafeteria was decorated for me and for once, I felt important. I felt special.

"Me?" I mumbled.

"Happy birthday, birthday boy!" Hana appeared in front of me. "Did you really think I'll forget? Heck no!!"

She giggled but I was so so moved that I couldn't even blink for a second.

"Jimin?" She shook my arm and I hissed as it pained. "You alright?? Aren't you happy?"

I teared up as never, even Sewon, never did that for me.

"Jimi-" I cut her off with a hug, not caring if I had scars on my arms. I felt her smiling before she wrapped her arms around me. The sparklers, paupers and shimmers fell onto us before I chuckled and cut the cake.

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"Did you like it?" Pack-up time arrived and I smiled to her before nodding.

"Nope, I loved it. Thankyou,"

"I just wanted to make you happy-"

"Believe me," I slipped the bag on my shoulder. "You did," I was about to leave when she grabbed my arm.

"What're these?"

"Oh uh...." I spared Jk a look before sighing, "got into a fight,"

"With whom?"

"Hana...." I gulped. "I told you...." I removed her hand. "I'm a disgrace to his family," I pointed towards Jk before rushing out of the class.

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I peeked at Jk and he waved at me but I rushed behind Jimin.

"Rubbish," I sighed as I recalled the time that on Jimin's birthday, Jk's sister passed away.

"Hey wait!" I caught up. "Didn't you disinfect it?"

"Didn't had the strength to,"

"Come I'll disinfect it-"

"What about the pain in my chest? Could you heal that too?" He asked and I only stared into his eyes were sorrowful.

"I-I....think," I rubbed my thumb over his cheek and he shivered a bit before closing his eyes. I loved being around him and I wanted to replace the girl he loved with me. "Did she do this to you too?"

He chuckled,

"Hmm? As far as I remember," he pretended to think. "No,"

We shared a laugh.

"Then I'm the first,"

"Sure," he ruffled my hair. "Leave the scars here. Let time heal them,"

"But-"

"Now you go home, Hana. I'm sure there's something waiting for you there,"

"Huh? But that?"

"Aaaand there's someone waiting for me back at my place. Catch you up at 12," he kissed my cheek before leaving.

"Someone?" I muttered.

"Hey Hana?" I turned around to find Valerie, fidgeting with her fingers.

"What?"

"Look, I know what I did was wrong and so so wrong but-"

"There are no buts and sorry's after you've done to me,"

"Please Hana-"

"Valerie please.....I'm finally happy in my life, let me be on my own,"

"But Jimin is-"

"Don't you blame him for anything okay? He's....."

"He is?" I turned around to see Jungkook. He cocked a brow up, "he is?"

"He is.....sweet and I have a crush on him,"

"But does he?"

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