Dream

I woke up immediately when I heard my alarm rang. I shake it off until it is off because I am using an Alarm clock app where I have to shake it until to its limit para tumigil sa pag ngawa. I downloaded it dahil suki ako ng ‘five more minutes’ and I’ll end up late. Di naman madalas pero parang ganon na nga

It’s already 6 in the morning and 8 kami dapat maka alis dito though, 1 pm pa naman ang flight but for safety purposes. Baka ma traffic pa kami sa daan papuntang airport.
I take a bath; do my morning rituals and hygiene. I applied my cream base foundation and sunscreen, I fixed my eyebrows, put a lip tint, press powder foundation and sprayed a perfume. I am wearing a black cargo short and just partnered it with a white plain shirt together with my white sneakers

I doubled check my things before I go out to my room and when I came out I saw Eloah sitting on the sofa and eating a sandwich

“You want?” alok niya sa akin ng sandwich

“Yeah” mukhang wala pa naman siya sa wisyo makipag sagutan dahil inabot niya ang tinapay at palaman na peanut butter na nasa coffee table at siya mismo ang nag handa ng sandwich ko. Awww bait naman!

“Thanks sis. Asan na yung dalawa?” I asked habang kinakain yung sandwich at nakahiga sa lap ni Eloah. Mukha talaga kaming mga maaamong tupa ngayon. Mukhang maganda tulog ng isang ‘to ah

“May kinuha lang si Ailey sa kwarto tapos si Averill naman nasa labas kausap yung driver na maghahatid sa atin”

Tumango tango naman ako habang nag lalakad papuntang kusina para kumuha ng maiinom dahil dumidikit sa ngala ngala ko yung peanut butter, feeling glue ka ghorl?

“tara na guys!” kanya kanya naman kaming buhat ng mga gamit namin. All of us only have one luggage and one back pack kaya hindi mahirap kahit papaano mag bitbit.

Kanya – kanya naman kaming hanap ng mauupuan at dahil customized van ang sasakyan na gamit namin at apat lang kami, lakas maka social distancing dito sa loob ng van.

I wear my earphones and played the music on with full volume. Ganon din naman ang ginawa ng tatlo. I looked outside at tinignan lang ang mga sasakyan na tumatakbo at humihinto dahil traffic! Monday nga pala kaya kahit ganitong oras pa lang ma traffic na

“Kuya Jay, mag drive thru po tayo sa jollibee mamaya pag may nadaanan”

“sige po maam”

“anong oorderin niyo ?” Averill asked us

“I’ll have one-piece chicken with extra rice, one spag, large fries, chocolate sundae and coke yung drink. TY” I laughed dahil sa talim ng tingin niya sa akin right now

“I’ll have the same sis”

“Me too”

“tsk. Mga gaya gaya kayo” I said to Ailey and Eloah

“Maka gaya gaya ‘to, di pwedeng same same lang tayong natatakam sa mga yon sis? Judger ‘to” said by Ailey na naka cross arms pa

“Kaya nga! manahimik ka dyan teh, nangigigil ako sayo ah” ah sabi ko na e. mabait lang talaga ‘to si Eloah pag bagong gising

“Mga bayad niyo. Mga gutom na gutom? Patay gutoms” lahat kami nag make face sakanya habang nag aabot ng bayad

I smiled widely when I smell the chickenjoy. Yummy! Naramdaman ko yung pagwawala ng mga alaga ko sa tiyan. Habang kumakain kami walang nag sasalita sa amin at sobrang busy sa pagkain.

After I eat nanood muna ako ng vlogs sa youtube at nag basa ng story sa wattpad bago ako mag decide na matulog

I adjusted myself for the better and more comfortable position. I hugged my back pack and started to close my eyes.

“Hey, my wife” he said as he hug me from the back. I giggled when I heard his voice. It’s really good to hear his voice and calling me his wife.
I am looking at the night sky on our room’s balcony. The night sky is so bright because there are a lot of stars tonight and the moon is very pretty.

“Why are you still here hmm?” he asked me and now he’s brushing his lips to my hair I just shrugged my shoulders and smiled widely while leaning my head to his chest.

He feels like home to me. I don’t know why and how but it feels like I really belong to him; to his arms.

“I love how the sky looks tonight. It makes me believe that it’s not always sad and lonely in the darkness. Look at them!” I said while pointing the stars and the moon

“There are still things around it that makes it beautiful; those stars and moon helps to give color to the dark sky and make it more appreciated”

I was about to turn around and face him when I felt someone waking me up

“Hoy tulo na laway mo sis”

“Ano ba Ailey? Bida ka” sabi ko habang nag iinat ng katawan

“Ay iwan ka na namin teh? Buti nga ginising ka pa. walang thank you?” I look around and yeah naka park na nga ang van at nasa labas na yung dalawa

“TY” I replied to her and she just smirk at me habang lumalabas kami sa van. I get my luggage katabi nang kay Averll and fix myself first dahil baka may muta muta pa ako at baka nga may bakas pa ng mapa sa mukha ko
Nagpaalam na kami kay kuya Jay at nag thank you. Kuya Jay is one of Averill’s family drivers.

We’re now inside the plane and it’s been thirty minutes already simula nang maka alis sa airport. Katabi ko ngayon si Ailey at nasa tabi ako ng bintana. Feeling ko makahanap nanaman ako ng magandang pwesto sa pagkakahiga masarap sarap nanaman ang tulog ko, nananaginip pa nga

Wait?!

Nananaginip….

I frowned when I realized that I really had a dream a while ago
I tried recalling the dream I had. I harshly closed my eyes because it really cringe me out!

'He feels like home to me. I don’t know why and how but it feels like I really belong to him; to his arms.'

Wow I can’t imagine my normal state-self saying those words. I never had and never been in a relationship before I think it’s because of my ‘priorities first’ mindset and kasalanan din ng wattpad at k-drama! Ang taas na tuloy ng standards ko

But ang weird, it feels so real. I don’t even have an idea how he looks like. Though, his voice is kinda familiar. I think I heard it somewhere before.

Wala bang pa round two ng panaginip diyan mga mare?

“Bakla, may chika ako” agad naman akong lumingon kay Ailey

“Naalala mo yung nakilala natin sa event nung in-invite tayo ni Avrille sa anniversary ng parents niya?” I think harder just to remember the event she was talking about

“Yung dalawang lalaki. Sabi mo pa nga ang hot” My eyes got widened when I remember

“Oh ano meron sakanila?”

“They’ll be in Isla Sauvettere as well”

“Paano mo nasabi?”

“Paano mo ako tanungin?”

“hatdog”

“pikon. Pero di nga sis, nandoon din sila and I think same flight din”

“Paano mo ba nalaman dai? Stalker lang?”

“I had contacts with one of them . Si Adam, naalala mo?”

“Yeah. Pero seriously? You gave your number?” Nasabi ko lang naman na ang hot nila noon pero hanggang ‘don na lang ‘yon

“Uh-huh, bihira naman kami magka usap” I just shrugged my shoulders and tumango tango

“E di enjoy sakanila. Enjoy sa’tin” nakita ko naman ang pag iling iling niya habang natatawa sa sagot ko

His secretary is not around pero I usually go in to his office dahil yun naman ang sabi niya, kahit wala daw yung secretary niya I can freely go and stay inside.

I put my bag down to his sofa when I notice he’s not around. Maybe he’s in a meeting? I just roam around to his office. My eyes landed to the painting beside his room; he has a bedroom here so he can take a rest comfortably.

The painting is an eye of a man and his pupil has the image of I guess it’s his girl hugging and kissing a man but it’s not him because the eye has a tear so it means he is hurting by what he is seeing. It is black and white but it’s his feelings and emotions that gave colors to the painting

Wth?! I can feel his Sadness. Pain.  Anger. Jealousy

If it ever happened to me what would I do?

I always see this painting whenever I’m here
pero the feeling right now is different.

I don’t know why I haven’t asked him why he has this kind of painting, anyway.

But I really can’t help myself from staring at the painting.

I heard a voice coming from his room that makes me came back to my senses.

He’s with someone? I walk quietly and I was about to open the door

“Girl wake up. We’re near. Lagi na lang ginigising e” bwiset naman palagi na lang bitin panaginip ko.

Kinakapa-kapa ko yung gilid ng labi ko dahil baka may laway na tumulo pati mata ko dahil baka may muta nang ma realize ko na may luha ako

May luha?

Luha?!

Carried away sa panaginip?

Umiyak ako? Luh?! Ang weird ko yata ngayon? Tsaka bakit feeling ko ang bigat ng nararamdaman ko ngayon bigla. Ang lungkot!
Potek sino ba yung lalaki na yon? Pwedeng iba na lang ba pag tripan niya?

“Girl ginigising kita kanina kasi umiiyak ka kaso feel na feel mo talaga panaginip mo. May nang aaway sayo sa panaginip mo? Ano ba yan ang weak mo Klerah sa panaginip mo ah. Nasaan yung amazona na Klerah?”

“Di ko alam naiyak yata ako kasi wala akong ma gets sa panaginip ko”

“Ewan ko sayo loka loka” sabi niya sabay hampas sa akin

I stared blankly for a while at kinalma muna ang sarili. Panaginip lang iyon Klerah Alessiah. Di mo nga siya kilala e tapos ganto ka maapektuhan?

My mood suddenly shifted when we see the beauty of Isla Sauvettere.

My gosh! This is Paradise!