harry slowly put down his keys and his phone in order to pass the security of one of the biggest buildings in chicago

he tapped his feet, waiting impatiently for the security to let him through

"Are you wearing shoelaces?"

"my shoes are wearing them, yeah."

he chuckled uncomfortably, reaching out for his shoes to unlace

"don't look them straight in the eye kid, it'll make things easier." the man winked at him. "the first time is always the hardest."

harry gritted his teeth. "i will not come here again."

picking up his belongings, harry hobbled into a series of long hallways, following the black signs like the guard had told him to.

black stands for mentally ill, for being a danger to yourself and others. for being out of your mind.

harry already hated this place, he hated the cold white walls, the wooden floors. it all seemed so empty.

the black signs stopped, and harry stood before a large door.

a note hang beside the door, and harry could barely read what was scribbled on the paper.

please note: going inside this door is your own choice, we will not take any responsibility for what might happen.

harry shivered, but nevertheless pushed the door open. screams settled in his brain, terrified looking people tried to get his attention. he could hear people scratching the white paint of the wall. walk faster, harry thought by himself, let's get this over with.

he finally made it, after what felt like an eternity. he pushed the second door open and he managed to ask the guard her room number. "561." 

558
559
560
561.
was he brave enough, after all these months?

he took a deep breath and put the key in the door. "here we go," he whispered to himself.

"harry?"
"hi ellie."

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the end.  

i understand if you don't like the two last chapters, that you wanted this to be cute and sad and fluffy, but i've already written a lot of stories like that, so i wanted to write something else for a change. if you don't like this just tell me (don't be a bitch though) or you could just read disorder or perspective or idk just something else. sorry if i disappointed you. i'm scared you guys might hate it omg please be nice