Hello everyone, a wonderful morning to all. Hope u all are doing good.
So here is the next part of my poem series, which is a kind of short story. Hope you will enjoy reading it.
Happy reading....

Ragini Prov:-
Its been 3 yrs  from the date he has proposed me. And still he's waiting for my answer.
Oh ya how can I forget that day.
The day which actually changed my life.
The Great "Sanskar Maheshwari", proposed me. Its kind of a dream for me. And still I can't gather the words to express my feelings.
But now its becoming more hard for me to hold on my feelings.
Though these all years he has been there for me in all my thicks and thin. He has been like a support system. Because I can feel in your eyes that though every time you speak "I love you", you always waited for me to reply back the same.
Though every time those words from your mouth give a sensation that its hard to even speak for me. Its kind of a butterfly in my stomach. My heartbeat just go mad and I can't control my blush.
But sometimes i just hate myself, that I can't even express my love for you. I'm really bad at words. I always pray that you will better understand my feelings by my action towards you.
But today is different because I know actions are important but sometimes words are necessary too.
So I have decided to reply you that what I really feel about him.
As I know I can speak in front of him so I decided to text me.
And now I'm finding words to text him.

O God! Please help him

(Now the below on is text msg , hard time for ragini to express her feelings So pray for her..)
Dear Sanskar ( backspaced, I'm so mad why I will write like this)
Hello Sanskar ( backspaced, what to type....)
Aahhhhhh.....
Why my mind is blank
And its like I'm sitting in an exam for which I don't prepare for...
..
...
...
( Now the final text is below)

When you ask me that why I'm holding myself back???
.
.
.
Though, I have never answer your questions but I don't know why today I feel the urge to answer.
You know what
I'm afraid
Yes...
I'm afraid to fall Sanskar.
I don't know why but somehow or other I push the things away if I think that it might get hard for me in the near future to control my emotions.
I cut all my connections if I feel that it will ruin my idea of dream future.
But then you entered my life.
Without any caution notice.
And my world went upside down.
Because, every time I see you I feel like you are the perfect one to dream a together forever thing.
Though I'm not dramatic like you.
But sometimes I wish I could be like you less logical and more lively always openly speak you heart out in front of me.
But whenever you say that " you love me".
I don't know why the fear inside me increases...
Increasing my heartbeat.
Because, I can't afford to lose you.
Though I don't say this often
But you know na
I will always be there,
Whenever you need me.
In your every thik  and thin.
Though I often tease you that I'm perfect and better than you,
But you know that we tease more to the person whom we love most.
Though I know I'm imperfect
But with you I feel perfect.
And its said na you don't need to find the  perfect one
But one with whom you feel perfect.
The one who does not only complete you but one who compliment you.
I know I express very less when it comes to these feeling kind of things,
But you know what...
You make me feel complete.
And I have realized that
Being loved is actually the way to be happy.
Even if I don't find the things for which I'm hustling for...
Still I will be happy that..
At least you are there by my side.
All these years I don't wanted anyone as my weakness,
But if such weakness provides me more strength in the unfavorable situation to tackle it with more ease,
Then,
I think that...
That...
I can think about it.
What say ...
I love you the most Sanskar Maheshwari...

( Message delivered)

Waiting for his reply....

(If you like this  part kindly comment regarding same then I will updated its next part that's Sanskar prov)
Thanks for reading..