Author's note: I just realized our female lead is a resident fangirl, how would she not have moments where she doesn't imagine herself with one of her fictional crushes from dramas? Even if she's totally in love with one dude...(up for debate among some readers), she can still have fantasies of a sweeter life, right?

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In the TV, my man lies there smiling.

In reality, I sit there crying.

In my imagination, he calls my name.

In actuality, I am no mere dame.

In the fantasy, he makes me laugh.

In a nightmare, I am just riffraff.

In an ideal world, I am not plain.

In the worst timeline, I cannot tame my mane.

Should I see him outside, he would ignore me.

If I spot him, I feign to be carefree.

Sorrow encompasses me the day I claim my fate,

to only gawk and never date.

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Update on Writing:  I have written the whole story already. Unfortunately, the next chapter is a bit action-heavy so I have been working on it for the past several months. I'm going to release the draft as is soon because I want to completely update the story. (Maybe I'll go back and rework it later, but it's fine for now.)

https://youtu.be/QIMihDOXMpY

Author's note: When I found this song, (rather this song found  me), it got stuck in my head for weeks...it would totally be the song everyone would be listening to in the story. These love-addled fools...Aiya.