#TPTG_KEITH

Growing up, I didn't have any role models. I've always believed that fame, wealth, and power does not define one's worth of a person but it's their principles, beliefs, morals, and values.

And I'm willing to do everything and anything for the people that I love in order to protect them. Even if it breaks me, and even if I have to break my own principles.

"Keith."

I looked at Trisha in front of me.

She smirked and cleared her throat. "Vanderful, Inc.'s income tax return for taxable year 2015 showed an overpayment due to excess creditable withholding taxes in the amount of P750,000. The company. opted to carry over the excess income tax credits, as tax credit against its quarterly income tax liabilities for the next succeeding years.

"For taxable year 2016, the company's income tax return showed an overpayment due to excess creditable withholding taxes in the amount of PI,100,000, which included the carry-over from year 2015 in the amount of P750,000 because its operations resulted in a net loss hence, there was no application for any tax liability. This time, the company opted and marked the box "To be refunded" in respect of the total amount of P1,100,000. Vanderful, Inc. now files in the BIR a claim for refund of unutilized overpayments of P1,100,000, Is the claim meritorious? Four percent."

I leaned on the table and placed my elbows on top of it. "The answer is no, but only to the extent of the amount of P750,000.00 which was carried over from year 2015. Section 76 of the NIRC of 1997 clearly states. Once the option to carry-over and apply the excess quarterly income tax" against income tax due for the taxable quarters of the succeeding taxable years has been made, such option shall be considered irrevocable for that taxable period and no application for cash refund or issuance of a tax credit certificate shall be allowed therefor.

"Section 76 expressly states that the option shall be considered irrevocable for that taxable period referring to the period comprising the succeeding taxable years. Section 76 further states that no application for cash refund or issuance of a tax credit certificate shall be allowed therefore referring to that taxable period...comprising the succeeding taxable years."

She clicked her tongue and slowly nodded at my answer. "Very well then. Your turn."

I smiled and read the question on my paper. "Cite at least three provisions of the Constitution that need to be amended or revised to effect the change from unitary to federal, and briefly explain why?"

She took a deep breath before answering. "Article X, Section 3 states, Must be omitted because the legislature will no longer define the scope of the powers of the government. Article X Section, 4 will have to be omitted. The President will no longer have the power of supervision over local governments," she paused and thought deeply. "And Article X, Section 5 must be omitted. Congress will no longer be allowed to impose limitations on the power of taxation of local governments."

I arched my brow. Her brows furrowed, confused. "What?"

"Are you confident with your answer?"

She looked at me suspiciously. "Yes. Yes I am."

I smiled. "You're right."

She stuck her tongue at me playfully. "Kinabahan naman ako sa'yo."

"We always do this everyday yet you're still not used to it?"

"It's not that I'm not used to it. You just make me feel nervous sometimes. You already know that I like you," she said. "But anyway, mas kinakabahan ako kapag prof na natin ang kaharap."

"And I always give you the easy questions."

"And you always manage to answer my hard questions. E 'di ikaw na laging prepared."

I arched my brow, amused. "Are you done with your cases?" I looked at the thick layer of papers beside her table

"Half-way done," she yawned. "Dumudugo na nga utak ko."

"I'll help you digest." I was about to take some of it but she held my wrist

"Wait. I can manage naman Kai. Are you done with yours?"

I nodded. "Yup and I want to help you."

"You sure? You should just take a break. Mamaya pa naman klase natin."

"Nah. I insist. I know you're having a hard time too."

She slowly released her grip on me before nodding. "Fine. Bakit naman kasi ang bilis mo makatapos? I can't keep up with you."

"They say study hard, but I study smart." I smiled and scanned through her cases. "By the way, your handwriting looks neat unlike before," I teased

"Thanks. Puro na kasi tayo sulat 'di ba?"

"And a lot of reading."

"Mm-hmm. Sa totoo lang, hindi naman ako mahilig magbasa. But thanks to you, I've read all the books that you have recommended me. Nahiligan ko na rin eventually. I'm also not that good in public speaking. I'm also not good in English. My penmanship sucks. But here I am now, studying law. Just like what I've always dreamed of. I can say I became a better person, I don't know," she smiled awkwardly but it felt like she was getting emotional thinking about her dad who's a lawyer. Her voice was filled with yearning. I do empathize with her since we both have lost someone dear to us.

I was about to ask her a question but in the end, I decided not to so I just focused on digesting the cases. After a while, I caught her watching me.

I lifted my eyes on her. "What is it Tris?"

She leaned on the table and whispered. "You look like my college boyfriend."

My lips parted. She smiled and scrunched her nose.

I arched my brow, amused. "I don't need a girlfriend. I have you."

She got flustered and she abruptly leaned back on her chair again. "So you mean-"

"As my bestfriend."

Her forehead creased. I couldn't help but to smile at her reaction. She looked betrayed. confused, and disappointed but in a good way.

She pouted. "You really like to bully me huh? Well, sanay na ako. Matagal na akong friendzone," she defended. "Anong tingin mo sa'kin? Hindi pa nakakamove on sa'yo?" she scoffed. "Excuse me, taken na ako."

My brows furrowed. "Who's the lucky guy?"

She raised her chin with her brow shot up. "My classmate. I won't tell the name."

"Fine then. I'll just find out who he is. I'll ask your classmates."

Her lips slightly parted. Bigla siyang umiwas ng tingin.

"Who's your boyfriend Tris?" I asked seriously while looking at her straight in the eyes

"Wala naman akong sinabing boyfriend."

"So you mean girlfriend? Oh, I didn't know that-"

Her eyes widened in shock. "My pronouns are she and her!"

"I don't believe that you have a boyfriend."

"What if I have? What you gonna do about it?" hamon niya

"I'd like to meet him."

She gulped and avoided my gaze. "Alright. Back to the cases. Masyado na tayong nagsasayang ng oras," she said and began to work on her cases

I sighed and did the same too. I couldn't focus 'cause I was bothered by her "boyfriend" that she wouldn't tell me who he is. I wasn't jealous or anything. I just want to know who he is. Trisha has been my friend for so long and I know everything about her and her friends. Hindi ko siya pinagbabawalan magka-boyfriend pero dapat kong malaman.

After we studied, we head out of the library to grab lunch.

"Do you really have a boyfriend Tris?"

She groaned. "Enough with the boyfriend topic Kai. Why are you so curious anyway? I smell jealousy," she smiled and went closer to my face

I swallowed hard while staring at her. Napakurap-kurap siya sabay biglang layo sa'kin.

"You didn't answer my question."

"Sabi mo sa'kin kanina you'll find out about it."

I sighed. "Why are you keeping it a secret from me?"

She suddenly laughed at me which made me confuse.

"You're so cute my Kai," she said and pinched my cheeks

I was about to speak but then someone called my name from behind.

"Kuya Keith!"

Sabay kaming napalingon ni Trisha. A male student waved his hand at us from afar while smiling from ear to ear. He began to walk towards us.

"What's up bro? Akala ko nasa med department ka. Bakit bigla kang nag-shift sa law? Also you Ate Trisha. You were an archi student, am I right?"

Nagkatinginan kami ni Trisha. She looked confused as I am. I shifted my gaze back to the student in front of me.

"Uh, do I know you?"

His brows raised. "Kuya Keith? Hindi mo ba ako naalala? Ako ito, si Mark na mahal na mahal ka--este, sorry," he shook his head and smiled awkwardly. "We went to the same highschool bro. Ikaw din Ate Trisha."

I arched my brow, confused as I try to recall my highschool days which is quite vague in my memory but the name Mark does seems to ring a bell. "Mark?"

"You know him Kai?" Tris asked

I rubbed my neck. "I'm not exactly-"

"Naalala ko pa nung nagalit ka sa'kin noon."

"What? I got mad at you?"

He nodded and he suddenly went closer to my ear. "Yung kay Ate Fey. Ayoko na rin yun maalala kasi that was the old jejemon and immature Mark in highschool pero tignan mo ko ngayon, gano'n pa rin! Abogago, este--future abogado pala."

Umayos na siya ng tayo at nginitian kami ni Trisha. I looked at him carefully and he does seem familiar to me. Then I snapped. "Oh, it's you Mark. Right. I remember."

Lumiwanag ang mukha niya. "Yes. Naalala ako ni idol."

"I still can't remember you," said Trisha with a blank expression

Mark chuckled. "Ayos lang," he said. "Nagulat nga ako noong nagshift kayo parehas sa law. Kayo ba? I mean, halata naman na may something kayo," he wiggled his brows with a sly smile on his lips

"Tris has a boyfriend," I said and looked at her beside me

"Ohh, talaga ba? Akala ko magjowa kayo. Lagi kasi kayo yung magkasama."

"We're just friends. Am I right Kai," she looked at me too

I arched my brow as our stare became longer and intense. None of us wanted to break it. I can feel Mark's eyes on us.

"Nagmumukha akong third wheel dito."

In the end, she's the first to break eye contact and faced Mark again.

"Pero ang saya kasi law students tayong tatlo. Si Ate Fey nalang kulang. Bakit pa kasi siya nag-Ateneo," he sighed and scratched his head

Trisha crossed her arms over her shoulders. "Pati pa naman dito maririnig ko pangalan niya?" she said, irritated

"Si Ate Felicity?"

She rolled her eyes and walked away from us. Sinundan ko siya ng tingin. Mark then stood beside me while looking at Trisha too.

"Nagseselos ba siya?"

I smiled. "I don't know. She can't even tell me who her boyfriend is."

"Selos ka rin?"

I looked at him. He blinked twice and smiled. "Do you know who her boyfriend is?"

He shook his head. "No man. Sorry. Mukha siyang may gusto sa'yo so bakit siya may boyfriend? O baka hindi mo lang napapansin na-"

Hindi ko na siya pinatapos at sinundan na si Trisha. I don't want to talk about her boyfriend anymore. It kinda puts me in a bad mood.

"Kuya Keith! Pwede na ba kitang hindi tawagin na Kuya?" he yelled behind me

I ignored him and I frowned when I saw a group of guys falling in line behind Trisha on the food stall. I immediately walked towards them and swiftly went behind Trisha. She didn't notice me but the guys behind me suddenly complained.

"Hey bro. Kami nakapila rito. Doon ka sa likod."

I looked at them lazily and they somehow felt intimidated. "I'm with her," I said and pointed at Trish who's oblivious of the situation. All I know she's hungry so her attention was on the food only. "And she's with me."

"Magkasama kayo?" one of them asked

"Yeah," I replied and faced front. I held Trisha's elbow and pulled her closer to me

She looked quite surprised upon seeing me beside her. "Oh, Kai. Andito ka na pala."

"I guess she's already taken dude."

"Trisha is probably his girl."

"H'wag ka na umasa pre. Hindi mo mahihingi number niya. Nakabakod e."

I ignored them talking behind us and checked the menu instead. "My treat this time Tris," I whispered in her ear

Napatingin siya sa'kin. "Nilibre mo na kaya ako kahapon."

I smiled at her and put my arm over her shoulder. Her forehead creased. She looked at me suspiciously. "You're so weird today Kai and sweet too. Anong nakain mo?"

"Nothing. Just checking if you really have a boyfriend." I roamed my eyes on our surroundings and looked at every male students passing by especially the one's who were behind us

"Hindi ka pa rin nakakamove-on?"

The line moved. I diverted my attention back to her. She chuckled and rolled her eyes. "I'm with you most of the time Kai. Isn't that a hint?"

I arched my brow. "Yes. I am with you most of the time and as far as I can tell, I rarely see you with boys. Most of your friends are girls. Does that mean your boyfriend doesn't go to this school?"

She bit her lips, suppressing her smile. "Whatever. I'm hungry now."

Later that day, we went to the coffee shop to study. Good thing there's not many customers. We can study more focus and peacefully. There's a TV behind us and I suddenly heard the news.

"The news has spread about the Guevarra family and the truth was revealed about their daughter, Felicity Maeve Gueverra is not a real daughter of Governor Melchor Guevarra. Until he hasn't spoken about the issue and has no further statement. There were also rumors saying that Governor has a mistress who's a daughter of a wealthy businessman and the governor got her pregnant but the woman denied such claims. No statement from her. Meanwhile, Senator Archie Fernandez II got arrested last night for another crime which he became part of a human trafficking. The prosecution found him guilty..."

I had to read the first paragraph of my case again since my mind was clouded with the news about their family, especially Fey.

Trisha sighed and clicked her tongue. Her eyes were glued on the TV. "Hays, grabe naman yung pamilya nila. I'm getting sick of seeing them on the news everyday. They always have a new issue every now and then. And Felicity? She's not a real daughter? That's probably fake. That's impossible."

I looked at her. "All I know is that governor and senator are the bad one's. I never thought Fernandez would be this worse. He's crazy."

Her forehead creased. "You know him?"

"He's Fey cousin. He also studied the same school when we were in highschool. Thank God, hindi mo na siya naabutan. I wouldn't let him get near you."

Her lips parted. "I have no idea about him but he gives me chills. He has this aura that could kill. Why did he end up being the senator in the first place? Ilang kriminal and corrupt pa ba ang nakaupo sa gobyerno? There's no hope for our country if we have this kind of government administration. They're the worst," she sighed in frustration

"The country will never be a better place if they are the one's who are ruling it."

"I kinda feel bad for Fey to be involved in that kind of family. They must have brainwashed her. I'm glad she changed."

"Do you really believe the rumors about her? That she's not a real daughter?"

I sighed. "No. Not unless it came from her mouth. She just doesn't feel like she's part of them. I know Fey."

"Naawa ka ba sa kanya?" she asked carefully

"Yeah. A part of me felt guilty. Sure, I may have judged her easily in the past and I've made mistakes too but that doesn't mean she can't change. That I can't change," I said. "I tried to help her the best I can. I should be more sensitive and considerate about the feelings of other people, my choice of words lalo't na kapag hindi ko sila gano'n kakilala. But what didn't change is that I avoid to put myself in situations that I don't want to be in. I don't know much about their family and I am not interested at all. Based on the news about them over the past years, it just proves that they're not the perfect family that everyone perceives them to be. They have myriad of issues and scandals."

"And perhaps you think Felicity is an exception?"

I stared down at my cases instead 'cause I'm not sure how to answer her question. I still happen to see Fey from time to time. It was quite difficult for me to approach her at kamustahin siya. I mostly rely on the news about her and from some people that may know her but I knew not all of the rumors were true. Fey always seems like a full glass and the water just kept on flowing yet she still chose not to share her problems to anyone until her cup completely overflowed. She remained still, like the water.

"I don't know. I mean, I don't have any feelings for her but I somehow understand her situation more unlike before. Sadyang hindi ko lang mapigilang hindi maawa sa kanya. The people around her don't even feel the same way. They judge her easily. She'd always receive hate. Sometimes, they would just come up with reasons to hate her."

She smiled weakly. "I understand. You're such a kind and compassionate person Kai. You try your best to treat everyone equally and understand them better. It's just hard to trust and believe people nowadays like you've said to me before. Right now, you are the only person I can trust."

I only gave her a small smile before we went back to study. I was touched when Trisha told me that I'm the only one she can trust but at the same time, it burdens and give me pressure too. It's like our friendship is being tested. But I promised to myself that no matter what happens, I'll protect her.

"Kai," she called. We're inside the car now, on our way home. It's already dark outside

"Yeah?"

"Your dad. Um, hindi naman siya katulad nila 'no?" she asked. Her voice was unsteady, like she's holding back

I glanced at her. Nakatingin lang siya sa labas ng bintana.

"What do you mean?"

"You told me na...nadamay lang siya kaya siya nakulong. You told me he was just a suspect. Hindi naman siguro malala yung ginawa niya di ba? Baka kaya siya nakulong kasi..alam mo naman yung justice system dito sa bansa. Hindi makatarungan. I mean, he didn't have a lawyer either so," she smiled awkwardly

"Do you think he's really innocent?"

"I don't know know. I can't tell.."

"You don't know or you just refuse to believe the truth?" I asked and looked at her when there's a red light

Her lips parted while looking at me. "You tell me Keith. Isn't this the reason why you studied law? To set your father free? You wouldn't do all of this if you think he's guilty. Why does it feel like your having doubts?"

I swallowed hard and looked back at the road again. The cars started to move, Nagsimula ulit akong magmaneho. The ride was slow and I can feel the tension between us rising.

"If by any chance he's guilty, would you...avoid me?"

Hindi agad siya nakasagot kaya tumingin ulit ako sa kanya. "Tris.."

She sighed heavily. "We don't know the truth yet."

"But what if I told you I already know? What if my dad is a bad person. Lalayuan mo ba ako? Would you still stay with me?"

My heart is beating so fast inside my chest while waiting for her answer. I suddenly became nervous and scared. I don't like the idea of her leaving me once we find out the truth. I don't want our friendship to break. My heart stopped for a split second when she shook her head.

"I promised to myself that I'll never leave your side no matter what. May it be ride or die. We'll stick with each other."

Napayuko ako. "I need you Trisha."

"We'll be okay Keith. We'll be okay.."

From the corner of my eyes, she gave me a small smile. And it made me feel calm. It washed all my worries away. Just a simple smile, it comforted me. I was scared for our future. Walang kasiguraduhan ang lahat. But we choose to keep going.

When I'm with her, everything just makes sense.

When I got home, I saw my sister doing her homework on the living room. We recently moved to a condo, the same building where Trisha is staying. It's much safer here for us. It's also near our school so it's not a hassle for us anymore.

"Hi Kuya!" she greeted

I smiled and walked towards her on the dining area. "Hey Kate. Are you doing your thesis?" I asked and put my hand behind her chair. I looked at what she's doing on her laptop.

"Yeah. It's so hard," she whined. "Our teacher asked us to revise some part of the research paper just because she didn't like the title. Guess what? I'm still stuck at chapter three," she showed me a peace sign

I chuckled. "I've been there too Kate. Do you need help?"

"Uh, hindi na kuya. I'm sure you're busy in law school. Magpahinga ka nalang."

"You sure?"

She nodded and gave me a small smile.

"Alright. By the way, have you decided what to take in college? Graduating ka na 'di ba. You're turning eighteen soon. You're growing up too fast but you'll always be my little sister," I said and messed her hair

She frowned. "Kuya naman eh," she pouted and fixed her hair. "Well, I want to be a doctor like mom too."

My brows raised. "Really? I thought you wanted to be a kpop idol," I teased

She cringed. "Ugh! Why did you have to bring that up? That's not true! Noon yun nung bata pa ako."

"You're still a kid Kate."

"No I'm not. I'm turning eighteen soon! No longer a child," she stated as a matter of fact

I smiled. "So what type of doctor do you want to be?"

"A veterinarian! I want to take care of animals. I love animals. Aw, I suddenly miss Kiwi.."

"From a kpop idol to vet. I see where you're going."

She glared at me. I chuckled. "I'm kidding. But just to you remind you, no boyfriend until you're eighteen--" I paused and shook my head. "No. Twenty five."

Her eyes widened in surprise. "What?! That was so random Kuya." Her face suddenly turned red. "And seriously? Twenty five? Dapat nga kasal na ako nun."

Now I'm the one who's shocked by what she said. "You're talking about marriage already Kate? Tell me, do you have a boyfriend too?"

Her brows furrowed. "Too? What do you mean too?"

"I mean, suitors? Sabihin mo sa'kin kapag may nanliligaw sa'yo. He should face me first."

She burst out laughing. "You're being too paranoid and protective again Kuya. Ligawan mo na kasi si Ate Trisha."

My lips parted. "I know what you're doing. You're trying to change the topic again. That's not going to work anymore Kate."

She rolled her eyes and smiled. She suddenly pushed me away, dismissing me by waving her hands. "Sige na. Mag-aaral pa ako."

"But you still haven't answered my question."

"I don't have a boyfriend now stop na please!" she said, holding back her laugh

"No boyfriends until I say so," pahabol ko bago dumiretso na sa kwarto

I stayed up all night studying. Hindi pa rin mawala sa isipan ko ang naging usapan namin ni Trisha. I took my phone to text her but in the end, I didn't end up doing so because maybe she's busy and I might just disturb her. I leaned back on my chair and sighed while thinking about my father. I decided to visit him the next day.

The door opened and it revealed my father. One police was holding his hand from behind. Pinaupo niya ito sa harapan ko.

"You only have twenty minutes," said the police before leaving us

I looked at my dad in front of me. There's a clear glass that's separating us. He was wearing a gray prisoner's uniform. His hands were cuffed. Diretso lang ang tingin niya sa'kin. He looked worse than the last time I visited him. The stubbles on his face are starting to get noticeable as well as the wrinkles on his forehead and the eyebags under his eyes indicating his lack of sleep.

"Hey dad.."

He smiled weakly. "Hey son. Ang tagal simula nung huli mong bisita. Kamusta?"

"Kate and I are doing good. And you?"

He leaned closer to the glass. "Makakalaya na ba ako?" he whispered

"Law school is not easy dad. I still have a year to go."

His brows furrowed. "Hanggang kailan ako maghihintay? Kailan ako makakalaya? Ni wala nang gustong magrepresent sa'kin sa korte."

"Akala niyo po ba madali ka lang mapalaya sa ginawa mo? It's not that easy dad," I swallowed hard

He sighed in frustration. "Hindi lang ako ang dapat na nandito e. Hindi lang ako ang dapat na nagdurusa. Tang ina."

"What is the truth dad? I can't help you if you won't tell me right now. Hindi ko alam kung ano ba talaga ang totoo. I attended your court hearing before. You're found guilty beyond reasonable doubt. Extra charges were filed against you. Do we always have to blame the justice system all the time?"

His expression turned cold and stern. "You want to know the truth? Can you bend the law and set me free?"

"Justice. I believe justice must be served."

He clenched his jaw. "Gusto ko na ulit kayo makasama ni Kate. I'm sure she misses me so much. Look, Keith. Humihingi ako ng tawad sa ginawa kong pag-iwan sa inyo ng mama mo. Nagkamali ako. Kung pwede bumalik ako sa nakaraan ay hindi ko na ulit gagawin yun. I hope you can forgive me, son. Pag nakalaya na ako dito, magsimula tayo ulit."

My heart ached upon hearing his words. They were convincing. I felt his pain and regrets. His expression turned soft. He looked at me with pleading eyes. He was desperate and exhausted. I know he's already sick living behind the cells for years now. I, too, was hurting seeing him in here. I wanted to help him set free but I know it will be extremely hard for me. My decisions today will greatly affect my future and I'm hoping I'd receive a positive results. I hope everything will be worth it.

"Keith.."

"Keith.."

"Keith."

I snapped back to reality when I heard Trisha beside me. She looked at me with a worried expression on her face.

"Hey, are you okay?"

I blinked twice while staring at her.

"May we call the prosecution to stand. You may now ask the accused," the judge announced

"It's your turn now Keith," Trisha said softly and gave me a small smile

Tumingin ako sa harap. In front of me was a man seated behind the table. His head was down. He doesn't have a lawyer either. I stood up and walked towards the center. I then began to ask questions to the accused.

"Mr. Robert Marquez. Forty years of age. Five years ago, you were accused with robbery and killing at least five people around in Angeles City. Faces were found gunshuts in the head and chest But you managed to escape after committing such heinous crimes. Moreover, you have two accomplices that helped you to rob the company. One is still out there, hiding but the other one, is already suffering in jail."

His head was down as I speak.

"Hindi ko alam kung nasaan na si Nestor. Matapos naming manakawan ang kompanya ay nagkagulo. Nagkahiwalay-hiwalay kami. Iniwan kami ni Joaquin. Si Marco ay nakatakas. Si Joaquin, siya ang may hawak nung pera. Tumakas siya gamit yung kotse dala dala yung pera na ninakaw namin. Mabuti lang sa kanya na nakulong siya," he explained

My body stiffened when he mentioned my father's name, Joaquin. I wasn't able to speak right away since he already laid down the whole story. I was only thinking about my father.

When the court session was over, Trisha went to me to talk about what happened. We're in our office right now.

"Keith. Are you okay? I've noticed you weren't focused on the prosecution. I know it's your case about your dad. I honestly don't know how to react by what he said," she said. I noticed she was careful with her words since it was about my father. She's afraid she might hurt me.

I sat on the sofa and massaged my head. I felt her sat beside me. She looked at me with a worried expression.

"He finally released his statement after so long. It just felt overwhelming given the fact that he mentioned my father. I should be used to it by now but.." I sighed in frustration. "I don't know. The truth was already revealed. Nasampal ako ng katotohanan. Dad was involved in a crime. Robert was the mastermind. Marco was the other accomplice. They are all employees in the same company."

"Dad has a gambling addiction perhaps that's the reason why he decided to join rob the company. Five innocent lives were taken in the hands of Robert. One life from Marco. And dad..."

"Don't tell me. Your dad didn't kill anyone...did he?"

"I don't know but based on the cctv footages that were retrieved, it seemed like he didn't. Like what Robert stated, dad just ran off with all the money. And maybe that's why he left us and fled with the U.S. with my sister so to escape. He thought he can get away but in the end, he was the first one that ended up in jail. At first, I thought he was just a suspect. Until now, I still couldn't believe that he'd commit a crime."

"His penalty might get lessened than the other who committed homicide. Must he suffer life imprisonment like the rest of them?"

"Possibly but vague. The chances are slim Tris. Even if we find the other guy, Marco. He'd tell the same thing about my dad. He could bend his words. He could say something worse. The evidences are all clear even if they denied the accusations."

"Would you still continue to investigate the case?"

"I wish to dig deeper but I'm afraid to find out more from the case that's ought to be revealed."

Her brows furrowed. "What do you mean? May iba pa bang dapat malaman?"

I was about to speak but we were interrupted when her phone rang. She took her phone out of her pocket. Then she glanced at me. "Excuse me. I just have to take this call."

"Sure. Go ahead Atty. Lopez."

She stood up and left me in the office to answer the call. The room was filled in silence but I couldn't silent my own thoughts. I stood up and went to my desk. I then continued to study my father's case, hoping I'd find something that might help dismiss his case. Deep down, I know it was hopeless but I don't know why I couldn't stop.

I massaged my head while staring at my laptop. I went to the internet and my feed was filled with the latest news and it was about Sen. Archie Fernandez. My brows furrowed while reading the article that he can finally be freed in prison. It received a huge backlash from the netizens. Some were furious but the others were celebrating. I saw pictures of him from the media. I leaned back on my chair while thinking deeply.

How was he able to get out? Hindi pa siya pwedeng makalaya. The last time I've heard about him was when I was still in law school. He was involved in a human trafficking incident as well as the--

After a few seconds, I returned back to my laptop and immediately searched hit and run incidents that occurred a few years ago. There were a lot of cases under that crime that haven't been solved until now. Ang ilan ang nabaon nalang. While waiting for the page to load, my father suddenly flashed inside my mind. My lips parted when new hit and run incidents blew up on the page. I swallowed hard while scrolling and I stopped when I stumbled upon an article about my father. My heart stopped for a split second. Then the next thing I knew, I found myself driving my way to prison.

Diretso lang ang tingin ko habang naglalakad para puntahan si papa but then I stopped when I saw Archie Fernandez walking towards me. He was with two police officers on both sides. His hands were cuffed. Biglang nagtama ang mata namin. His brows raised, surprised. I inhaled deeply and began to walk again. He smirked mischievously while looking at me. He got that smug look on his face. He suddenly stopped in front of me. I didn't spare him a glance.

"Well, isn't it Keith Sanchez?" he looked at me from head to toe. "Oh, my apologies. Atty. Keith Sanchez is what I meant. I'm quite surprised to see you here again. It's been a while. You must be visiting your father, hmm?"

I looked at him. He chuckled and arched his brow. "Sorry if I can't accompany your father anymore. I'm going back to the outside world. People are waiting for me to come back. I miss serving the country and the people," he smiled proudly

I slowly clenched my fist when he mentioned my father. Hindi ko inalis ang paningin sa kanya. He then took a step forward and looked at me straight in the eyes. This time his face turned serious but the corner of her lips rose.

"Akala mo ba hindi ko makakalimutan yung ginawa mo sa'kin noon? But look how the tables have turned," he whispered. "You know, during my stay here, I had a few conversations with your father. He told me his story. I was surprised when I've found out that you're his son. Sinabi niya sa'kin na tutulungan mo daw siyang makalaya. I was touched by your father and son relationship, really. Ako din naman meron. Uncle and nephew relationship. But we are much stronger than both of you."

In my head, I was already cursing at him. I wanted to punch him in the face if I could but I kept calm. My fingers dug deep on my skin from clenching it too much. His voice alone is already making my blood boil.

He sighed. "Pero habang tumatagal, nagiging malungkot na siya. Napanghihinaan na siya ng loob at nawawalan ng pag-asa. He got tired waiting and he's already getting old. I finally had the chance to ask him what his case whas and I was more shocked about it than when I found out that you are his son," he said and went closer to my ear. "Your father is a criminal, just like me."

Umayos siya ng tayo pagkatapos. A mocking smile formed on his lips when he saw my reaction. "I honestly couldn't believe it. I've heard a lot of good things about you. Even uncle himself can't help but to praise you even if he hated you. Biruin mo, The "Great" Keith Sanchez is a son of a criminal-"

My rage took the best on me and I found my hands gripping on his collar tightly. I looked at him sharply while my hands were uncontrollably shaking. He only smirked at me. "You hated our kind but look at you. I guess it runs in the blood," he mocked

"Don't compare me to you, you scumbag."

His lips twitched. "You think you can set him free? Kakayanin ba ng konsensiya mo kapag sinabi ko na..." he paused. "I don't think you're ready to hear it yet. Baka gumunaw ang mundo mo."

"Hear what?" I firmly said even if at the back of my head, I already have an idea of his answer

He clicked his tongue. "I'll give you a clue. It involves a car accident. And I think it's better if you find out from him. Oh wait, but if you're updated with the latest news then...perhaps it's not a surprise for you anymore."

I pushed him more on the wall and held his collar tightly. The police harshly removed my grip from him. Nakawala siya sa'kin. He fixed his clothes and brushed the dirt off his shoulders. Pagkatapos ay binaling niya ulit ang atensiyon sa'kin.

"You can either bend the law and die from guilt or watch your father suffer until he dies in prison. You choose Keith. I mean, at the end of the day, he is still your father," he said as the corner of his lips rose into a smirk.

That was the last thing that he said before walking pass me, leaving my sight. Nanatili akong nakatayo. I clenched my jaw in anger. I looked to my right and began to walk again on my way to my father. The police immediately blocked me when they saw me.

"I'm here to visit my father again named Joaquin-"

He shook his head. "I'm sorry. You can come back tomorrow. Visiting hours are over."

My lips parted. "What? No. I need to see him. I have to talk to him." I tried to get in their way but they pushed me away

"Hindi na nga po pwede Sir. Kung hindi pa kayo aalis ay--"

I sighed in frustration. "I just need a minute."

Nagkatinginan sila ng kasama niya at sabay silang umiling. I was about to speak but then my phone rang inside my pocket. I saw Trisha calling me. I looked at them one last time before heading my way back to the car. Sa loob ko na sinagot ang tawag.

"Hello Tris?"

"Kai! Buti nakasagot ka agad. Where are you?" there was panic and worry in her voice

I started the engine of the car and drove back at our law firm. "I'm on my way back. Why? Did something happen?"

"Have you heard the news? I don't know if it's true Keith pero...ang hirap niyang paniwalaan. It's about your dad. He-"

I shut my eyes and pressed the gas. "I know. It's hard to believe that he's involve in a hit and run incident."

She started to breathe heavily on the other line. "Oh God, I...I-I don't understand. Paano nangyari yun? If it's true, masasampahan ulit siya ng panibagong kaso Keith. Another penalty will be added. Maaring habang buhay na siyang makukulong."

"Fuck," I cursed underneath my breath. A mixture of rage and frustration gushed through me. "Just wait for me there, okay? I'll hang up now."

"Let's just meet at home. Hindi pwede sa firm. The news spread like wildfire and I'm sure the people there are already talking about it. They must be aware about your father's new case."

I swallowed hard. "Alright."

As soon as I ended the call, I slammed my hand hard on the wheel. I ran my fingers through my hair while breathing heavily. My assumptions were right. There's a much bigger revelation that I manage to unfold in my father's case. Now, the chances are completely gone. At this point, it's impossible to set him free from prison.

Pagkadating ko sa condo ay naabutan ko si Kate sa sala. My body froze on the ground when I saw her watchin the news. My eyes widened when dad appeared on the screen. Napatingin ako kay Kate. She stood up from the sofa while looking at the TV. On her hand, was the remote. Her lips slowly parted.

My heart began to beat wildly inside my chest. I can feel the lump forming inside my throat. I wanted to reach her but I couldn't move my feet. "Kate," I called but it seems like I was the only one who heard it

Her eyes were still fixed on the TV. Dad was being escorted to the court. Two police officers were beside him. They were surrounded by newscasters, photographers, and journalist. I can barely hear the volume of the TV. All I know is that they keep on repeating our dad's name. I diverted my attention back to my sister.

"Kate.."

She slowly turned her head to face me. Her eyes glistened in tears. Mamula-mula iyon. "Kuya.."

Dahan-dahan ko siyang nilapitan. My feet felt heavy as I walk. When I was finally in front of her, I immediately took the remote from her hand and turned off the TV. I took a step forward and held her shoulders. I crouched a little and looked at her in the eyes. "Kate. Listen to me okay? I can explain everything to you but please, understand."

She slowly shook her head. A tear fell from her eye. "I-I don't want to believe it Kuya. Dad could never do it. He'd never kill!"

"I know it's hard to believe it but it's the truth Kate. You're already old enough to understand right? Dad committed some crimes. Malabo na siyang makalaya pa-"

"No!" she wailed. "Hindi pwede Kuya. How can you believe it so easily? He's innocent. He doesn't deserve to be in jail. He's not a murderer. I am well aware that the justice system here is unfair. He must receive the justice that he deserves!"

I shut my eyes and tried my best to calm down. I can feel her shoulders trembling. The sound of her soft whimpers was slowly breaking my heart into pieces. Biglang nanikip ang dibdib ko. It became harder for me to breathe. Maslalo rin akong nahirapang ipaliwanag sa kanya.

"Kate you must understand. It's not that easy, alright?" my voice began to shake. "I tried but after all these years, we're fighting for nothing. It's Dad, who betrayed us."

She burst into tears. "You promised me that you'll set him free. You promised me that we'll be together again. I waited. I wanted to see dad again. I want to be with him again. We already lost mom, Kuya. How can we still move forward without dad?" her voice broke

Lumayo ako sa kanya at tinalikuran siya. Napahilamos ako sa mukha. "Kate, please! Nahihirapan din ako," I sighed in frustration and turned to face her again. "Do you think it's easy for me?! Do you think it was easy for me to accept it?!"

She startled when I started yelling at her. I didn't mean to raise my voice at her. Nadala ako ng galit at stress. I already felt even more frustrated about the hit and run case of dad. It added more fuel to the fire. Everything is just getting worse and worse. Any minute, I'll blow up.

"Wake up Kate! Dad will never be with us again. Malabo na natin siyang makasama ulit. The crimes he committed is too much. It's punishable by law. His case can't be dismissed."

"You don't love dad. I thought you'll do anything for him!"

My lips parted. My heart ached when I felt like she's blaming me for what happened and the fact that I wasn't able to save our dad. It even made me more guilty. I began to question myself again if I really did enough. "I love dad Kate but this...this is all that I can do. It's not worth it anymore."

She shook her head while covering her ears. "Ayoko. Ayokong maniwala. Hindi ko kaya na pati siya ay mawala sa'tin. He's not a bad person," she sobbed. "Kuya, please, just please.."

"For Christ's sake Kate! I'm so fucking tired. There's no hope anymore. It's over. How many times do I have to tell you?!"

All of a sudden, the door bust open. Napatingin ako doon. Tumambad sa'min si Trisha. Her eyes widened in shock when they see us. We then made eye contact. She seemed scared of my reaction. Agad niyang dinaluhan ang kapatid ko.

"What's going on here Keith?! I heard you shouting outside. What the hell?" there's a hint of irritation in her voice

I pinched the bridge of my nose. "Not now Trisha. I'm still talking to my sister," I said seriously

Her lips parted. "Did...did she already--" She looked at my sister who's still crying and she immediately comforted her. "Hey Kate. Are you okay? Don't worry. Ate is here," her voice turned soft. She wrapped her arms around her. "Look, Kate. I'm sincerely sorry about your dad. I know how you feel. You're not alone in this. Alam kong mahirap. It's better if you avoid the news for now. I know words aren't enough but," she glanced at me. "Maayos din ang lahat. Let's talk later okay? Mag-uusap muna kami ng kuya mo, hmm?"

Kate nodded. Trisha then guided her to her room. I heard the door closed. Trisha returned and stood in front of me. "Seriously Keith?! Hindi mo kailangang sigawan yung kapatid mo."

I scoffed, getting more impatient. "We're just talking Tris. She's not a child anymore. She should understand by now how hopeless our situation is! She must learn how to accept it. Ayoko na rin siyang paasahin pa."

"Yes, I know that! But you can simply explain it to her in a nice way. She's still young. She's traumatized by what happened to your father. Imagine what she felt like when the police came to her house and arrested your father. Gano'n ka rin sa mama niyo noong namatay siya. You both feel the same way. You both suffered. Intindihin niyo rin ang bawat isa."

I sighed. "I'm trying my best Tris but fuck, napapagod na rin ako. I feel like I'm just wasting my time and energy. Everything just feels like it will all go in vain. All my hardwork, patience, time, lahat mapupunta sa wala. There is no other way anymore Tris. It will lead me nowhere. Everything is fucked up. And you know it," I firmly said

She swallowed hard while looking at me. I can see the tears forming in the corner of her eyes. Her expression remained cold and stern. "Tell me, umpisa palang ba, alam mo na? Since when? When we were still in law school? From the beginning, you were already hopeless. Deep down, you already doubted your father. That he was guilty. You knew that's why you couldn't defend him."

Her words pierced through my heart inflicting more pain that I never imagined would be worse. Pain was evident in her voice too, it reflected in her eyes. I can't truly hide anything from her. She can see right though me.

"You really want me to say it? You're aware it will hurt me even more. Why?!"

"Kasi pagod na rin akong nakikita kang nagdurusa. Nasasaktan din ako. Whenever I look into your eyes, all I see is pain, guilt, and grief."

"Then why the hell did you even go to law school too?! Hmm? You told me you were traumatized when your dad died. You were scared that you might end up like him, so why did you suddenly change your mind? Is it because of me again? Awang-awa ka na ba sa'kin noong nalaman mo ang tungkol kay papa? Why do you always follow me whenever I go? Why do you always want to be with me? Hindi ka pa ba nagsasawa? Why can't you make your own decisions? Ayokong dumating sa punto na pati ikaw ay madamay," my voice raised

She sniffed. Her eyes were bloodshot. "This is what I've always dreamed of Keith. Oo, natakot ako at naduwag ako. Iniisip ko yung kapakanan ko at yung magiging buhay ko kapag pinasok ko ito," she said then her voice turned soft. "But when you came back from the U.S. then you told me you were going to shift and study law para tulungang makalaya ang papa mo. And the fact that you didn't have any seconds thoughts about it made me think twice about myself too. Nagkaroon ulit ako ng lakas ng loob. I said to myself, I wanted to fight for my dad too."

My brows slightly furrowed upon hearing her words. "W-what?"

"He was killed Keith. My father was killed. They lied to me. They covered up the truth. He didn't get into an accident. All along, I believed that reason. And I hated myself for it. This is why I became a lawyer. It's not only my dream but to seek justice for his death," she firmly said. She immediately wiped her tears away and walked passed me

Naiwan akong tulala. My feet remained firm on the floor. I just heard the door closed and there was silence in the room. I felt defeated. I felt guilty for what I did. Everything that she said was true. I couldn't forget the look on her face a while ago. The pain was evident in her eyes and voice. It was filled with rage, sympathy, and yearning. It was difficult for me to register her words because I'd felt ten times worse.

My sister flashed inside my mind. I walked towards her room. I wanted to apologize for yelling at her. Nainis ako sa sarili ko sa inasal ko sa kanya at kay Trisha. I should have been more sensitive about her situation too.

I held the knob and it was locked. I went closer and it broke my heart hearing her soft whimpers inside. Yumuko ako at umatras palayo. I clenched my fist and aggressively ran my fingers through my hair, hating myself even more. I went to the fridge and grabbed a can of beer before chugging it. I just want to forget everything and drown myself in alcohol. I'm so fucking tired of all these bullshit.

I stood up and went to the fridge to get two cans of beer. Then I went out of my unit para puntahan si Trisha sa kabilang kwarto. I looked to my left and right. The hallway was empty. Tahimik din ang paligid. I stopped when I reached her door.

At first, I was contemplating whether to talk to her right now or I'll just let this day pass for us since we're both exhausted from work and after our argument. But I wouldn't be able to sleep knowing that I hurt her too. I don't want her to sleep with a heavy heart.

I sighed and knocked on her door three times. A few seconds have passed, no one answered. I knocked again but still, no response. Bumagsak ang balikat ko. Napayuko ako. Now, my chest felt heavier. I thought maybe she's still mad at me. I'll let her cool off. I'll give her space. I guess I'll just have to talk to her tomorrow.

I turned around and decided to head out for some fresh air. It was already dark outside. The moon was visible but there were no stars in the sky. The wind blew and the cold breeze brushed my skin. It made me feel calm. The surroundings was quiet but I can somehow hear some crickets. I looked to my right and to my surprise, I saw Trisha sitting on the side. There was a long bush behind her. She was hugging her knees. Tulala lang siyang nakatingin sa kawalan. She didn't notice my presence.

At first, I didn't know whether this might be my chance to talk to her or maybe she wanted to be alone. But in the end, I found myself walking towards her. I sat quietly beside her. She didn't move at all. Her gaze were fixed on the ground. Dry tears were evident on her cheeks. Her nose was red from crying.

"I'm sorry," I said

She didn't utter a word.

"I'm sorry for what I said. I didn't mean it. I'm sorry if my words hurt you. I'm just tired and stressed out with everything."

I stared at her for a moment, hoping she'd spare me a glance but she didn't. I sighed and opened the can of beer. I then gave it to her but when she didn't take it, I placed it on the ground beside her. Then I opened another can for myself. Uminom ako doon.

Trisha wasn't looking at me but I knew she was listening. She remained silent beside me. Her expression turned soft, eyes glistening in tears. Any minute, she'd cry again.

"What..what happened Keith?" she croaked. It wasn't a question rather she was in disbelief of what we found out

"I dug something more from my dad's case. The day he robbed the company he used to work in, he ran away with the money and tried to escape. While driving, he accidentally hit someone. The victim died. And my dad just...left."

I looked at my half-empty can and drank from it. "Until now, it's hard for me to accept that my own father would do such a thing. At first, I thought I could defend him but deep down, I knew that after everything that he did, we wouldn't win the case. We don't stand a chance. It'd be a futile attempt."

From the corner of my eyes, I caught her looking at me. "You knew that it was hopeless but you still chose to fight? Fuck."

I nodded. "I took the risk even if the chances were slim. I never expected the turn of events, really. I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm so torn."

She closed her eyes and sighed heavily. Binalik niya ang paningin sa harap. "I was only eleven years old when my dad died. I told you before that I wanted to be a lawyer like him but when he died, I got scared. At the same time, I still wanted to for him. The reports claimed he got into an accident because his car engine was broken. I was young that time so I believed it although a part of me couldn't accept that he died just like that. But years later, it was revealed that my father got hit by a truck which caused his death."

It was a hit and run. Nabaon lang yung kaso niya. Hindi nakulong yung taong pumatay sa kanya. Walang naging kasalanan si papa. I was angry and devastated when I found out about it. My mom too. She told me not to be a lawyer anymore. Natakot din siya na baka matulad ako kay papa. I was torn. Napaisip ako kung itutuloy ko pa ba ang pangarap kong maging lawyer. Natakot ako pero gusto kong mabigyan ng hustisya ang pagkamatay niya. I investigated his case to learn more about his death."

I felt a cut on my throat as I swallow, as if it's hard for me to utter a word after what I've just heard. "Why didn't you tell me about this before?"

"Ayokong dumagdag sa problema mo. Ayokong maging pabigat kasi alam kong hirap ka na rin sa kaso. I want to help you Keith. I want to help you with your case too after I'm finished with my dad. I know you never dreamed to be a lawyer in the first place. You're doing this for your dad and sister. You inspired me Keith. Tinulungan mo kong makabangon muli. You're one of the reasons why I chose to fight and fulfill my dream of becoming a lawyer. I became stronger and more eager to seek justice for my father and to other people as well."

"Because of you, I've learned to love my job too," I said and tried to smile to ease the tension between us

"I wish I can do anything to help you Keith." She covered her face with the palm of her hands and cried even more

I wrapped my arms around her shoulder and pulled her closer to me. "You already are. It's not your fault. We're okay, hmm? We're going to be okay," I said and kissed the top of her head. "I'm sorry. I love you."

***

The next morning, I also talked to my sister and apologized for what happened last night. I found myself outside of her room while listening to Trisha and Kate talked first. Trisha's presence, let alone her voice was enough for me to calm me down.  I thought they're already finished so I entered her room and saw them sitting on the bed while hugging each other. I leaned against the door and watched them. My heart warmed. They look so sweet, like real siblings. 

"I love you ate. Thank you for being my big sister. I feel better now."

Trisha finally noticed my presence. She looked up and our eyes met. They broke the hug. She stood up and walked towards me.

"Hey. How are you?" 

I studied her face. "I'm quite better now."

"How long have you been standing there?"

I shifted my weight. "Hmmm, not so long."

She chuckled softly. I looked at Kate who's watching us from the bed. I felt Trisha's hand on mine.

"I'll let you guys talk."

She looked at Kate one last time before heading out the door. Her hand slipped away. I shifted my attention back to Kate. She smiled at me despite the sadness behind her eyes. I walked towards her and sat beside her on the bed. We didn't talk right away. We were envelop by silence but there wasn't any tension. We were comfortable. I was surprised when she went closer and hugged me. My body stiffened but it eventually relaxed.

"I'm sorry Kate. I know I have a lot of things I should be sorry for. I already want to say sorry if ever I can't fulfill my pro-"

My words were cut off when she spoke. 

"I love you Kuya no matter what."

My lips parted. Her words repeated in my head. My heart warmed. I didn't know what to say.

"I won't ever leave you again Kuya. I promise you that. I love you." She hugged me tighter

I smiled in relief. I planted a kiss on top of her forehead. My heart was so full. I wish I can give her the love she deserves. It motivated me to work harder so I can give her a comfortable life even without our parents. I hope I can be enough for her.  "I love you more."

"I wish to grow up faster."

I looked at her, amused. "Why?"

"So I can help you and take care of you."

"No. I want to be the one to take care of you. You will always be my baby sister even if you grow older."

Her cheeks got bigger from smiling. "Okay!"

****

"So, what do you say Atty. Sanchez? Is it a deal?"

I looked at the governor and he's sitting on the sofa in front of me, with his legs crossed. He took his glass and took a sip of wine.

"My apologies Mr. Guevarra but I can't accept the case."

His brow shot up. Disappointment and rage was written all over his face. "And why is that?"

"I still have a lot of pending cases. I'm afraid I-"

His deep brooding laugh reverberated the whole room that made me cut my words. His expression changed into amusement.

"Why can't you accept it? Is it because of Felicity? You two were highschool rivals before, right?"

My expression remained blank. "We're not kids anymore."

"So you're friends, now? I see. Well, mas mahirap pala kung gano'n. I thought you used to hate each other," he said and swirled his glass. "But would it be entertaining to see you two head to head in the court?"

"Why are you doing this? Why can't you just find a different prosecutor? You can't easily change my mind," I calmly said but with conviction

I have more important things to prioritize than his case. After the conversation between Trisha and I last night, I knew I wanted to help her with her case too. I was hoping this old man doesn't know anything about it. I didn't want him to meddle with our personal life.

He placed his glass on top of the table beside him and leaned forward, placing his elbows on his leg. "My nephew, Sen. Archie Fernandez was killed by Felicity's mother. Dapat mabigyan ng hustisya ang pagkamatay niya. I would never forgive her for what she did to my nephew. She must pay for her sins! Dapat ay makulong siya," he said like he didn't already told me that earlier

That asshole fucking deserves it. Even if I still haven't investigated the case, I knew he just set this thing up. Now, his fucking uncle is trying to brainwash me too. Their family is sick! This is why I never wanted to be associated with them.

"Isn't Fey your daughter too? Why would you-"

"I'm sure you know by now that Fey and her mother is not a real Guevarra. They are not part of our family. I refuse to call her as my daughter. Wala siyang ginawa kundi sirain ang pamilya namin. I don't know what happened to her. Masama ang naging impluwensiya mo sa kanya."

I clenched my jaw when he suddenly brought me up and attacked me in their private family matter that I didn't want to get involved. "Stop putting the blame on others. In the first place, you were the bad parent. You only used her. You never see her as your own daughter. Do you actually think Fey will let you abuse her for as long as you like? She's not stupid."

"Be careful with your choice of words Attorney. Ako ang kausap mo," he warned in a deep voice. "What? You think she's different just because she's not one of us now?" he scoffed. "She's actually much worse! Her mother is a murderer."

I balled my fist in anger while looking at him sharply. I felt like I was being manipulated by him. I don't want him to do that to me too. Fuck. Why did I suddenly found myself in this situation? I can't believe I'm talking to this monster again after so many years. Is this karma?

"Nakakagulat hindi ba? Sa tingin mo, kilala mo na siya? How much did she tell you, huh?" he said and held his chin. "She doesn't deserve your sympathy. You don't know anything about her. Ako ang mas nakakakilala sa kanya. She's no different Attorney. Don't let her get inside of your head."

I shook my head. "You still can't change my mind."

"I believe you just refuse to accept the fact that Fey would do something like that. Her mother, I mean," he smiled cockily. "Don't make it too complicated Attorney. It's my nephew's life on the line."

"It's my job to investigate the case to find out the truth and not rely on other people's claims without any evidence. Simple as it is."

His lips twitched, holding back his anger. "Once you find out the truth, you'd be sorry."

"I'd find justice."

He sighed. "Nais ko rin makamit ang hustisya para kay Archie. I don't know the whole story and the truth but he didn't deserve to die. Sure he made mistakes but he's still human. That's why I'm doing my best to discipline him even if I'm not his own father. The country needs him. He had helped the people and contributed a lot in the country. He's still young. Marami pa siyang plano para sa bansa. He can make this country a better place. He can even be better than me." Yumuko siya. "But he was gone too soon."

"You can't just simply say this to the court governor."

Now he's being dramatic in front of me as if he can earn my sympathy. Is this one of his stupid tactics again? Fuck. I'm done with his crap, noon pa. I want to vomit because of what he said. I didn't fully understand what was he talking about 'cause it's full of crap.

All of a sudden, his demeanor changed. His eyes darkened. His lips formed into a grim line. "Say Attorney. Have you made up your mind or do you wish me to repeat my proposal to you? Walang problema sa'kin. It might help change your mind."

My lips twitched. "Proposal? I've already declined it."

He leaned back on the sofa. The corner of his lips curved into a mischievous grin as if scheming something. "If you're going to accept the case, I can offer you more than what I've said earlier aside from money. I've found out that your father is in prison, am I right? He committed robbery and a hit and run case. It was unexpected when I found out that you're a son of a criminal, Attorney. Quite ironic, isn't it? And the fact that you've been trying to free him for years now pero hanggang ngayon ay wala pa ring nangyayari sa kaso niya. Nadagdagan pa. It were all failed attempts. I can help you with that, don't worry. I can set him free just like what I did to my nephew."

I clenched my jaw when he mentioned my father. How dare he drag him in our conversation?

"Malaki rin ang pangangailangan mo sa buhay. Until now, you're still paying for your parents' huge debts. Your sister also need to undergo an operation because of her heart disease. I can help you with those. No problem."

My body stiffened on my seat upon hearing his words. He noticed my uneasiness. His smile grew wider, knowing that his plan is working. How could he know about this? How much does he know?! Did he run a whole investigation about me? This man is crazy!

"Hindi ito makakalabas kahit saan. If you can do your job, I can give you everything you want. Even more, just say it."

There's a huge lump in my throat but I managed to say my last words with much composure that's left in my system. "I don't want any of it. You're just wasting your time. You get nothing from me." I was about to stand up and leave but then he spoke again

"You left me with no choice Atty. Sanchez. Perhaps, Atty. Lopez can be useful too. I believe she'll accept my offer than you. Tama. Siya nalang siguro. Not saying that she's better than you but I can help her out. Makakaalis ka na," he snickered

My heart stopped for a split second when he mentioned Trisha. His words echoed inside my ears. My body froze on the ground. Slowly, I turned my head to look at him. "Don't you dare bring her up here, I swear to God I'll-"

"Trisha Lopez, a childhood friend. His father was a well-known lawyer, I believe," he casually said. He leaned back, legs crossed and hands folded on his lap. "It's interesting how the three of you went to law school with different reasons. It's between your girlfriend and your enemy. Who's it gonna be? I can certainly get rid of the other one, if you still can't make a decision. If I were you, it's obvious, dispose the enemy."

"W-what?"

The corner of his lips tilted. "You know what I mean Attorney. Masakit at mahirap mawalan ng importanteng tao sa buhay. Would you still afford to lose someone important in your life? Your girlfriend or your sister?"

I swallowed hard while looking at him. My hands were itching to punch him in the face.

"Sabi ko naman sa'yo noon na h'wag ako ang kalabanin mo. Look what you just got yourself into. I already warned you. I told you to be careful with your words and now, you'll pay for it."

I fucking know what he's doing. He's not only manipulating me but he's threatening to kill Trisha and my sister. He must have felt aggravated and his pride must have hurt when I declined all of his offer. He thought I was an easy bait.

That's why he first mentioned my dad. He thought I was desperate. I still am but I'd never fucking ask help from him over my dead body. I don't even believe that he'd be able to set him free. But even if by any chance, he did, I don't know what I'd feel. Now, he went to the extent kung saan pati si Trisha at si Kate ay dinamay na niya. What a fucking move!

He's clearly taking revenge on me for what I've said to him before and how I tainted his family's name.

"Mukhang nagbago na ang isip mo. We can still compromise. I got all the time."

"Are you really doing this to give justice for the death of your nephew or you just simply want to see Fey and her mother suffer?"

His expression turned cold. "Buhay ng tao ang pinag-uusapan dito."

"Why are you so desperate? Why can't you just let the court handle it? Bakit kailangan mo pang mandamay ng ibang tao? Why would you go to this extent? If you are confident enough that your nephew was killed then let the court serve justice for him," I said. "Perhaps you're guilty. You fear for the truth."

He frowned. "You still haven't investigated the case so you have no idea kung ano ang totoo. Stop jumping to conclusions!" he spat out

We remained looking at each other intensely. If looks could kill, our bodies would probably covered with thousand of cuts. The tension between us broke when I heard footsteps from behind me. The governor's reaction said it all. He seemed pleased and surprised. A small smile of triumph slowly formed on his lips while looking at the person behind me. I looked over my shoulder and I saw the person I was least expecting.

Her reaction was the opposite of the governor. She just stood there like a statue, eyes widen in shock, just a few feet away from us. She didn't bother to come near us. There's a barrier formed between us. At that moment, I knew things were not going to end well.

Forgive me, Fey.

***

"Keith."

I snapped back to reality when I heard Trisha called me. She's here in my office right now. It's been days since I had that conversation with the governor. Hindi mawala sa isip ko ang pinag-usapan namin. I couldn't focus with work. All I can think about is Trisha and Kate's safety.

"Hey Kai. Are you okay? Napansin kong malalim ang iniisip mo. You seem uneasy too. May problema ba?" her voice turned soft. She searched for my eyes.

I gave her a small smile and shook my head. "Nothing. I'm just sleep deprived."

"I can see that. You should take a day off today. I know you're still stressed about your dad's case. I'm sorry about what I said. I know we've already talked about this but I still feel guilty. Dapat mas inintindi kita."

"It's okay Trisha. You were right. I shouldn't have let my emotions take over me. Nasaktan ko pa kayo ni Kate."

She looked at me apologetically with a faint smile on her lips. "If there's something else bothering you, you can tell me," she said and sighed. "I heard about Atty. Cervantez. It's all over the news. Hindi ko na inalam ang buong detalye. Una kitang naisip."

My body stiffened on my seat. "I...I've heard about it too. Just like you, I don't know the rest of the details," I cleared my throat. I startled when her phone suddenly rang. I immediately looked at her with wide eyes then down to her phone. My heart stopped for a second. "Who's that?"

Her brows furrowed, confused at my reaction. "Keith. What's wrong?"

I tried my best to remain calm. "Who's calling you?"

"Oh, uh," she looked at her phone too. "It's just about my dad's case. Don't worry about it. Why do you look so tense?" she asked worriedly

I shut my eyes and sighed. "Nothing. Sorry." I stood up and turned my back against her. I looked outside of the window of our office. Slowly, I calmed down.

I admit, I panicked because I thought the governor was calling Trisha. That he might have contacted her already as soon as I didn't agree with his offer. I knew he was serious when he told me he'll contact Trisha to be the prosecutor instead. That's the last thing I wanted to happen. I couldn't bring myself to tell her about this because I didn't want her to get involve in my own mess. She's already handling a handful of cases including her father. I'd rather fight this one alone.

"Keith."

I startled when I heard her behind me. I immediately turned around and saw her standing in front of me. Her brows furrowed, amused. "What is wrong with you? I know something is up. We trust each other right? Your problem is my problem too," she smiled cutely

I avoided her gaze. How can she look irresistably cute even in serious situation? "I told you it's nothing."

"Your ears are turning red that means your lying."

Fuck. I really can't keep a secret from her.

I rubbed my neck, trying to think of a reason so she won't get too suspicious. "I, uh...it's about. Who called you again?"

She arched her brow. "You were bothered by the person who called me?"

I gulped and slowly nodded.

"It's work related. Why? You think it was someone else?"

Fuck. Did she already know my reason? She can't know about it. What if she's just hiding it from me? What if the governor already contacted her? Fuck, no. I trust Trisha. She'd never hide something from me but here I am doing it to her.

"I thought maybe it was your..boyfriend," I blurted

Wait. What did I just say? Boyfriend? She can't have a boyfriend!

Her eyes widened in surprise. A soft chuckle escaped from her lips. "Boyfriend? Really? That's so random Kai. Why are you always interested in my lovelife? Are you jealous?"

I blinked twice while looking at her. I realized she was standing too close to me. Here goes my heart raised. "No. I mean, I'm not jealous. I was just-"

"I don't have a boyfriend. My feelings for you never changed. I still like you. I'm not even embarrassed anymore because you already know about it."

Yumuko ako at palihim na ngumiti. I slid my hands inside my pocket and took a step forward, closing our distance. She got flustered. She was about to speak but I lifted her chin and stared at her beautiful eyes. "Trisha. I can only love you the way I want to love you not the way you want me to love you."

Her lips parted. She looked at me with a confused expression. I can't help but to smile. I looked down on her plump lips. She then removed my hand from her chin. Her expression turned bitter. "Tss. You can just simply say 'I love you as a friend.' I already get it. Pinahaba mo pa. Corny mo."

I chuckled. "I love you as my bestfriend." I brought my hand on her cheek and kissed her on the forehead. It lasted for a few seconds before I let go of her and walked passed her. I was able to caught a glimpse of her reaction. She was blushing. I smiled.

"Do you want coffee Tris? I'll get two for the both of us," I said when I got to the door

She startled and turned around to face me. "Ha? Uhm, sure! I'd love to," she chuckled awkwardly

"Less sugar just like how you prefer?"

She nodded. "Less s-sugar."

"Alright. I'll be back." I opened the door and left the office

***

After work, sabay ulit kami ni Trisha pauwi. I noticed that she's been quiet during the whole ride. She's looking outside the window while thinking deeply.

"Are you okay Tris?" I asked

She looked at me and forced a smile. "Hmm? Yeah. I'm just tired."

"How's working with your father's case? I'm sorry, I missed one of your hearings."

"Oh, uhm. Last hearing na next week that's why I'm like this but don't worry. Kaya ko pa. Besides, you don't have to be with me in the hearing. I want to work with his case alone. It's almost over. It's an overwhelming feeling for me after so many years, mabibigyan na rin ng hustisya ang pagkamatay niya," she smiled weakly

I looked at her. "I'm happy and proud of you Tris. I'm sure your dad is too."

She sniffed. "Thanks. It's still too early to celebrate," she chuckled softly

I held her hand. "You can do it Tris. You've come so far. I believe you."

She only gave me a small smile.

I brought my hand back on the wheel. "Mag-iingat ka rin lagi. I can't be with you all the time so please stay safe."

"Of course. Ikaw din."

"Are you hungry? I'll buy us dinner. Kate is also asking for pasalubong," I smiled

"May dinner na ako sa bahay. Kayo nalang ni Kate ang bilhan mo para makatipid. Alam kong marami ka ring gastusin."

I glanced at her. "Are you sure?"

"It's fine Kai."

She startled when her phone rang. She took it out of her bag and checked the caller. Then she glanced at me and immediately ended the call before putting it back inside. I was about to ask her but in the end, hinayaan ko nalang.

When we got home, we parted ways. She went inside her unit and I went inside mine. I saw Kate doing her homework while listening to music. Her eyes widened in surprise when she saw me.

"Hi Kuya! Where's my pasalubong?"

I chuckled and placed the paperbag on top of the table. "Here. You're welcome."

"Yay! Thank you!" she giggled and quickly opened the paperbag. She took out the burger and fries.

"I hope I can make up to you Kate."

Napahinto siya at tipid na ngumiti. "It's okay. I feel better now actually. By the way, I think this belongs to Ate Trisha." She took something out of her pocket and gave me the earing. "We talked the other day. I think she left this. Baka rin hinahanap niya."

I looked at it. It was a small gold hoop earring. I was familiar with it. She wears this all the time. I just didn't notice if she's wearing an earring a while ago. "Okay. Thanks. I'll just return this to her."

She nodded and took a huge bite of her burger. Lumabas ako ng unit namin para puntahan si Trisha. I knocked first on her door but after a few seconds, there was no response. I know that it's not her bedtime yet. She usually sleeps late around 1am to work with some cases unlike before when we were still kids, she'd sleep around 10.

I held the knob and I was surprise when it was unlocked. I slowly opened the door and got inside. "Tris? Why would you leave the door open?" I roamed my eyes around her room and she wasn't there. So I immediately checked her doorknob to see if it was broken. Hindi naman.

Then I heard her phone rang. I looked for it and I spotted it on top of the kitchen counter. I walked towards it and checked the person who was calling. It was just a random number on the screen. It kept ringing and I couldn't fight to urge but to answer it.

"Atty. Lopez. Finally, you picked up."

My body stiffened when I heard the governor's voice. My grip tightened on the phone. I couldn't utter a single word.

"Hello? Atty. Lopez?"

I clenched my jaw and immediately ended the call. Sakto ay biglang lumabas si Trisha galing kwarto. Her eyes widened in shock when she saw me.

"Keith! What..what are you doing here?" bakas ang kaba sa boses niya. She gulped and she caught me holding her phone

"What's the meaning of this Trisha?"

She looked away. Her eyes were slightly unfocused. She walked towards me and grabbed her phone on my hand. "What the heck Keith? Why would you look through my phone?!"

"Governor Guevarra called you. Why? What did he tell you?"

"Nothing. He t-told me nothing."

"Tris. You don't have to lie to me. Please," I pleaded. I tried to reach her but then she suddenly turned her back and walked away. Agad ko siyang sinundan. "Kailan mo pa siya kausap?"

She shook her head and held her phone tightly. I went in front of her and held her shoulders. She couldn't look at me in the eye. "Tris. Answer me.."

"I didn't fully understand what he said to me so I don't know how to explain it to you. I was shocked when he called me," she stammered

I closed my eyes and sighed. Seems like this is now the time to tell her everything. "He called me too. He approached me first."

She slowly lifted her eyes on me. "What?"

"Let's calm down first, okay? I'm not yet ready to tell you this but," I bit my lip and looked away. "Fuck."

I felt her hand on my cheek, searching for my eyes. "Keith. What is it? What did he tell you?"

"It's about Felicity's mom case. She was accused of homicide for the death of Sen. Archie Fernandez, Governor Guevarra's nephew. He wanted me to be the prosecutor of the case 'cause Felicity would represent her mother."

She swallowed hard. "Parang gano'n din yung sinabi niya sa'kin. At first, I didn't know the details with the case but when he told me that, inalam ko na agad kung ano yung kaso. But I didn't expect he'd assign you to it. W-why?"

"It's because he knew Fey and I know each other. He knows we were friends, enemies. He wanted us to go against each other like back in the days. Crazy right?"

Her lips parted. "N-no," she said, almost like a whisper

"I'm sorry I lied. I'm sorry for hiding this..."

"Hey, hey, it's okay. I'm just worried about you Kai. What did you say to him? Did you...agree?"

I shook my head. "No. Of c-course not. I declined even if he offered me a deal. I can't Tris. I don't know what to do," my voice happened to be weak

Her face turned soft. Tears began forming in the corner of her eyes. "Because of Fey?"

My mouth gaped open as I try to find the right words to say. "I don't think her mom did it."

There was a long moment of silence between us. Unti-unti siyang yumuko. "But you still haven't investigated the case thoroughly. It was just your assumption, not the truth."

"Eventhough I don't know her whole story, she's been through a lot too. She was devastated when she found out she was not a real Guevarra. Even I, didn't expect it when she told me about it herself. Magulo ang pamilya nila. But I do understand her situation. I do empathize with her. I feel like the governor wants to punish them. I don't know. When he invited me to his house and we discussed about the case, I couldn't believe it," I said as I try to recall my conversation with him. "But Fey and her mother...I don't think they would do such a thing," I trailed off

"But what if the truth is that she's really guilty? What would you do?" she asked. "Keith. We still don't know what truly happened. I'm not taking sides okay? You must not let your emotions take over. Think rationally."

"Fuck," I cursed underneath my breath when the governor's words flashed before my mind. How he brought Trisha and Kate into our conversation. Binalot ng kaba ang katawan ko. My heart was pounding wildly inside my chest. And now that she's in front of me, made it much harder for me to tell her everything.

"Let's calm down first okay?"

"Did he tell you the same thing too?"

"I didn't give him an answer. Gusto ko munang ipaalam sa'yo kaso natakot din ako. He's the fucking governor. Masyadong mabigat yung kaso."

Lumayo ako at tumalikod sa kanya. I massaged my head and frustratedly ran my fingers through my hair.

"What else did he tell you? Be honest with me Tris."

"Wala na. Why? Did he tell you something else?"

I looked at her again and it broke my heart when it's obvious she was holding back her tears. I sighed and went closer to her. "I'll accept the case Tris. If he called you again, don't answer. Tell me right away, okay? Do you understand?" I said carefully

She sniffed. "What? But why? Sabi mo kanina.."

I closed my eyes, holding back my tears as well. My chest felt heavy. But I'm praying that I'd still have the strength to explain everything to her. "No. I changed my m-mind. I'll accept the case. You're right. I learned my lesson. I shouldn't let my emotions take the best of me. I still don't know the case yet but I'll work on it." I then looked at the ground because I didn't want her to see my face. I don't want her to know my reasons.

"Keith, you're hurting. I know you're hurting. I can see it in your eyes," her voice broke

I swallowed hard. "N-no," I muttered as tears began to stream down my face. I can also hear her crying. I then felt her hand on my cheek. She slowly lifted my face and looked at me in the eyes. My vision became blurry. I couldn't see her face properly cause of my tears.

Humikbi siya. "Keith.."

Inalis ko ang kamay niya sa pisngi ko at umayos ng tayo. I immediately wiped my tears away. "Trisha, please. Just listen to me, okay?! You understood what I said right?" sabi ko habang nakatingin ng diretso sa mata niya. I didn't mean to raise my voice at her.

New batch of tears roll down her cheeks. "Oo pero alam kong hindi mo gustong tanggapin. Maybe there's another way."

"I want to," my voice started to shake. "Because I don't want to lose you Trisha. I can't afford to lose you."

Her lips parted. Her brows slightly furrowed. "What?"

I sniffed. "The governor offered me a deal. He told me if I agreed to take the case, he'll be able to set my father free from prison. He also offered me money. I didn't take it. Hindi ako pumayag sa gusto niya. I'll never forgive him for what he did to me before so I told myself I'd never let him control me," my lips quivered. "Pero noong sinabi niya sa'kin na kapag hindi ako pumayag ay.,"

"What?! What did he tell you?" she cried

"He threatened to kill you and Kate! I can't let that happen."

Unti-unting bumagsak ang mata niya sa sahig. My heart ached even more when I heard her soft whimpers. I held her shoulders and was about to pull her for a hug but then she lightly pushed me away.

"Trisha.."

She shook her head. "No. He can't possibly to that. Why would he-" her voice broke. Tumingin ulit siya sa'kin. "I'll take the case. Ako nalang Kai."

My eyes widened. "What? No! I won't let you. What are you talking about?"

"Listen Keith. You never wanted this in the first place. Ako nalang. I can talk to him," she said and placed her hand on her chest. "I'll take the case if he'll stay true with his words about setting your father free. I'll take the case para h'wag ka na niyang idamay at konensiyahin. You told me he chose you because of Fey."

I shook my head and cupped her face. "Trisha, no. You don't have to do this," I hoarsely said. "This is why I didn't tell you because I don't want you to get involve and get in danger because of me. You're already handling your father's case too."

"But Keith. M-maybe this our chance. Didn't you want to set your father free for your sister?" there was a hint of hesitation and regret in her words.

"Hindi sa ganitong paraan Tris. This feels wrong. I don't care if he can set my father free. I don't believe he'll be able to do that anyway. I don't give a shit about his money either. I'm doing this for you and Kate. I will protect you."

"I can make my own decisions Keith!" she cried. "I don't want to see you hurting anymore. Mas nasasaktan ako. I don't know Felicity personally and I admit, I didn't like her at first because I've heard stories before about her family especially what her stepdad did to you. But when you told me you didn't want to take the case because of her, I don't why you suddenly care for her. Sinabi mong ayaw mo siyang saktan dahil naawa ka sa kanya. You're afraid of her reaction kapag nalaman niya. She'd think na ginusto mo talaga. She'll get mad at you. She must think you're a hypocrite. And you will feel guilty. Masasaktan ka lalo. I can't bare to see you hurting in the court."

Her eyes were filled with sorrow and sympathy that I felt like I didn't deserve. It's ten times painful for me knowing she's hurting because of me. It was hard for us now that we're facing another dilemma.

"That's why I decided that I'll take the case instead so the blame wouldn't be on you. I mean it when I say that I wish I can help you Keith. I want to lessen your pain and burdens. I don't want you to feel more guilty. I don't want you to hate yourself. If you to accept the case, madadagdagan lang e. Some will hate you. Kapag ako, ayos lang. I don't think Fey knows me anyway," she smiled bitterly. "I can take the blame. She wouldn't get mad at me. We won't hurt each other if we're the one's head to head in the court. Not that I care about her and her feelings but I'm doing all of this for you. Only, you."

"No. I don't want you to do that Tris." My hands were trembling a little as I wipe her tears away. "I'm sorry but there's no way in hell I'll let you. This is my own battle to fight. I don't care what other people will say or react. I don't care if Fey would hate me too. I'll accept everything that she'll say to me," I said and caressed her cheek. "I only care about you and Kate. You are more important to me. I can't afford to lose you too. Kayong dalawa nalang ang pamilya ko, Tris. I've failed to protect my mom and dad. I wasn't able to fulfill my promise to my mom and sister. Now, I can't afford to make the same mistakes again. I'll do everything to protect you. I'd take the risk. I'd go all in. I'd lay down all my cards. Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko kapag kayo ay nawala sa'kin."

She burst into tears once again. She covered her mouth and cried even more. I pulled her closer to me and kissed her on the forehead. I can taste the saltiness of my tears as they slowly fall from my eyes. I wrapped my arms around her and hugged her tightly.

"I'm sorry," I said softly. "I don't like seeing you cry because of me. I don't deserve your tears Trisha. Hush now."

She buried her head on my chest and hugged me back. "You don't deserve to be in this situation Keith. I want to help you, please," she pleaded

"I promise to protect you and Kate. Don't worry too much about me Tris. As long as I'm with you, we'll be okay. Everything will be okay, hmm? You and Kate are my only source of strength. You're the only reason why I still choose to fight."

We stayed in that position for a few minutes, trying my best to comfort her. She continued to cry. All I can hear is the sound of her soft whimpers between my arms. Her shoulders, shaking. I kissed the top of her head and placed my chin there too.

Ilang sandali ay unti-unti na kaming kumalas sa yakap. I gave her a small smile and continued to wipe her tears. We were envelop by silence and we hugged again, hoping to ease the pain of our wounded hearts.

***

"Are you sure we're going in the right place Tris?"

"Yeah. He sent me the address. We're almost there," she replied as she drives. Her eyes were fixed on the road

"Why can't he just meet us at the office? Waste of gas. Tsk."

She smiled but it eventually faltered. "Have you talked to the governor yet about the case?"

I placed my elbow on the window. "No."

"So you still haven't told him that you'll accept the case?" she glanced at me. "Nagdadalawang isip ka pa ba? I told you I'll just...accept it instead," she gulped and her grip tightened on the wheel

"Before I'll accept it, I want to help you first on this one."

"Hindi mo naman ako kailangan samahan ngayon e."

"I want to. I can't be at ease. Delikado na rin,"

She sighed. "My dad is watching over me. I'm fine."

"And your dad actually asked me to watch over you too."

She chuckled and rolled her eyes. "You sound just like him. I mean, even before whenever I talk to you, you sound like an old man. A grandpa."

My brows furrowed, amused. "Really? From 'crush' to 'grandpa' real quick."

Hindi na siya nagsalita pagkatapos. I noticed she turned serious and worried at the same time so I asked her.

I looked at her. "Hey. You okay Tris?"

She took a deep breath. "Well, I'm just a bit nervous meeting the guy who will also testify for dad's case sa last hearing. He was one of dad's friend," she said, almost out of breath. "I always get nervous every time the case is near the end. I tend to overthink. What if something bad happens?"

"Relax Tris. You got this. I know you'll win the case. Binabantayan ka ng papa mo."

"Pero paano ka?" she asked worriedly

I fixed the button of my coat. "I work well under pressure. I've already worked on numerous cases. Don't worry too much about me. Just focus on your own case."

"But your case is different."

"Whatever happens, happens. There are things that we can't control so I just simply learned to accept it. That's what I believed in over the years based on my experience," I said. "I've experienced failures, dilemmas, doubts, misfortunes, and many more. Mostly were unexpected but that's just what it is. Everything happens for a reason."

"Here you go again with your wise words. Can you even predict the future?" she said jokingly

"No. I don't have superpowers," I chuckled. "I just always think ahead. Just like when we handle cases, we do advance readings, we prepare as early as possible before heading in the court, we can already come up with possible scenarios of what will happen. It's like a chess game. I think of what will the other opponent do next."

"In short, advance ka lagi mag-isip."

I smiled in agreement. "By the way, thanks for letting Kate stay at your mom's place. Medyo nahiya ako kay tita."

"Mom doesn't mind. In fact, pumayag nga agad siya e. Wala naman kasing kasama si mama sa bahay. Gano'n din si Kate. Mag-isa lang sa condo. She must be bored there. They'd enjoy each other's company naman," she gave me a small smile. "For safety na rin."

After a few minutes, we've arrived at the location where we'll meet the man. We both went out of the car. We then walked inside an old and abandoned building. It felt strange to me. There were no other people aside from us.

"Are you sure we're in the right place Tris?" I looked at her and her brows were slightly furrowed. She hurriedly took her phone out and called someone.

I slid my hands inside my pocket and roamed around the area. I stared at the ground while thinking deeply. For some reason, I felt something bad about this place. I turned my heel and went back to Trisha. She was still on the phone. She looked stressed and nervous.

"We should leave. I think we're in the wrong-"

"I'm already calling him. Let's just wait a bit more, okay?"

I was about to speak but I saw how her eyes suddenly widened in shock while looking at someone behind me. "Keith! Watch out-"

It all happened so fast. I was about to turn around but then she suddenly turned my body swiftly and blocked herself to me. At that exact moment, I heard a gunshot. My ears rang and my heart stopped for a split second. I slowly looked at Trisha in front of me. She was holding on to my shoulders, almost hugging me. Her eyes were unfocused and her lips, slightly parted. My heart started to pound inside my chest. Naramdaman kong unti-unti siyang bumagsak sa sahig. I immediately wrapped my arms around her body to catch her.

"T-trisha," I called, my voice happened to be weak. I looked at her carefully. My eyes widened in fear when I saw blood on her abdomen. Tumagos iyon sa damit niya.

Nanlamig ang buong katawan ko. I shifted my gaze back to her and she was looking at me. There were tears in the corner of her eyes. She slowly opened her mouth to utter a word but blood came out instead. A mixture of shock and fear crawled under my skin.

I swallowed hard. Tila may nagbara sa lalamunan ko. "Trisha."

And before I could call her again, we slowly collapsed on the ground. My knee hit hard but I held her carefully between my arms. I looked at her gunshot wound again. My hands were trembling uncontrollably, seeing them covered in blood---Trisha's blood.

"Kai-"

Tears automatically fell from my eyes when I heard her call me. I began to panic. "No, no, no. Trisha please," I pleaded and held her cheek. It got stained by the blood on my hand. I used my other hand to support her back. Her lower body was lying on the cold ground.

I sniffed. "Trisha. S-stay with me."

"I don't w-want to die," she said weakly and she coughed blood again. I noticed the tears forming in the corner of her eyes.

I shook my head and pressed my hand on her severe wound to put pressure on it. "You're not," nanginig ang boses ko. "I'll get you to the hospital. Hold on Trisha. Stay with me, okay?"

She slowly lifted her hand to my cheek. Unti-unti nang bumagsak ang mata niya. Then eventually, her arm fell too as another batch of tears stream down my face.

"Trisha," I stutter and tried to wake her up. I used my other arm and slid it under her leg and my left arm on her back then I forcefully got on my feet and carried her back to the car.

While driving, I kept on looking at her. Mabilis ang pagmaneho ko. I honked and passed by some cars. I held the wheel tightly while my other hand is holding hers. I immediately wiped my tears away to have a clear vision of the road.

"We're almost there Tris. Hang in there," I said in between my sobs

"I'm sorry Kai," I heard her say, almost losing her breath. Her eyes were closed. She was becoming weaker as minutes passed which made me more panicked. "I...I still want to finish dad's hearing."

I shut my eyes and pressed hard on the gas. "Don't talk right now Tris. S-save your energy. Please.."

When we arrived at the hospital, she was immediately rushed to the ER. I remained outside her room. Hinabol ko ang hininga ko. I ran my fingers through my hair and sat on the chair. I clenched my fist in anger.

I have no idea who shot her. I wasn't able to see his face but deep down, I felt like the governor has something to do with this. Fury and hatred consumed over me. I looked at my hands and there's still stains from Trisha's blood. My vision became blurry as tears once again threatening to fall from my eyes.

This is all my fault.

I covered my face and massaged my head. The look on Trisha's face flashed before my eyes. It brought back the trauma I have with my mom. Bumalik sa'kin lahat. It inflicted me more pain that I never even imagined. The agony in my heart was unbearable. I clutched my chest, hoping to ease the pain but I found myself crying even more. All I can think about is Trisha. I closed my eyes and asked the heavens that she'll survive.

I stayed at the hospital all day. I immediately called Trisha's mom to inform her what happened. Nahirapan akong ipaliwanag sa kanya. She was completely shocked. She cried over the phone. Her and Kate rushed here at the hospital. We sighed in relief when the doctors told me that the operation was successful. Trisha was still unconscious.

I shifted my gaze back to Trisha. She's on the bed and I was sitting on a chair beside her. I felt like I got stabbed in the heart multiple times seeing her like this. I was just staring blankly at her, praying she'll wake up soon.

My chest still feels heavy as I sigh as it filled more guilt and anger in my heart. "I'm sorry Tris."

I must put an end to this.

Even if it will completely wreck me to pieces.